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Tobias’ Room | 6:51 p.m.

I was floating above my bed,  Like a body in a river, in car. And the only sound in my head was a dying cricket in a jar. And I saw little beams of light come into the bedroom, from underneath the door. And they crawled under my sheets, and they came out of every single pore. 

I... Uh... I th-thank you.

But... It is fine. I... Play part in plan... Plan that killed Mr. LeTouse. Th-that... Is terrible. I... Think a lot about it.

I... I don't know if I ever can going back to Borginia again... That sometimes makes me sad. But I have Lamiroir and I have my music and people are nice... For me, that is home too.

When... I am free, I want to make people happy with music, together with Lamiroir. Maybe... Things I play part in... Can be forgiven that way.

Yes, I am here and that is good. I am here and I meet people like Mr. Yoostis and Ms. Trucy and you. I... Thank you for your support.

I... I... B-Because... It... Swirls?

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Thank you. I like to hear that... Choice was good. It is called 'Breathtaking Piano Piece'. But it does remind me of winter in Borginia... When snow is falling and everything looks... Like asleep. Sleep makes things in peace, and it makes them music...

Favorite song... I... Never think of it in that way. I think... Every music has its own beauty. Some touches me, and some does not. But... But there is so much beauty concealed in songs and sound and song, that I... Do not think... I recognize all of it. Maybe I can say different someday.

For now I can say that... Lamiroir's voice is my favorite song. I... Never heard anything that... Touches me more.

Yes, I... Get visitors. Lamiroir comes often, and Mr. Yoostis and Trucy come, too, from time to time... I... Don't feel so alone like I thought I feel...

I... Am very grateful... That they are so kind to me. Even though... I not really... I was not really a help when Mr. LeTouse died.

And thank you. It... Makes me happy that people... Like how I play.

There's... Many food I like. I... Like sweet food most. One of my favorite foods is...

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U-uh, . It is... Rye crust filled with rice. Before eating... You spread boiled egg or butter or both over it. You can eat it... With sugar or salt. I like it most... With . Which is... Cloudberry jam.

Mh, they... Eat much meat in U.S., no? There is... Very much different meat dishes I did not know before. I... Do not eat meat that much. But I had very good steak once. And once... Lamiroir and I go to restaurant where they had food from... H-Hawahii. We had... Ji-Jicama soup. It was very good.

So I... Discover lots of food I never know before and I... Did not try all them yet. But... I-I have time to try now, maybe I will find something more I like.

W-Well... First, get out of prison...

I... I like to live with... Lamiroir again... I-I know. It... Much easier for her when... I help as... Her eyes.

If... If possible... I want... To be part of "Lamiroir" again. To form... "Lamiroir" again with music I make and... Lamiroir's voice.

I... Like to go back to Borginia. Maybe play... In restaurants again. I always... Liked atmosphere of... Cozy taprooms and small audience. It is been while since we last play somwhere... Alike.

If you ask about l-long-term dream... I like to be... Best pianist Lamiroir can w-wish for... And r-repay for everything she done for me. I... Want to touch that of people and... And her heart especially. With my music and with... What I love doing.

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...H-How i-is.... Possible?! A-Are you m-my... Doppelganger?