#to luna

I never got to hold you but I named you Luna

Whenever I’m feelin lost I look at the moon, I,

I imagine what you would look Iike and how you would carry yourself

You look after me in my darkest days, how could I take your beautiful heart away?

I’ll never forgive myself, I, I gotta live for myself and you

The beauty Inside of us is so true, it’ll never die even tho I’m the murderer of luna

I’ll never fucking forgive myself, you know how much I need you mama

I gave you to someone I knever knew

You were the only part of me I never consumed

I gave you up cus I didn’t know myself, pleas fo gI forgive I swear I’m somebody else

Someone better, you’ll be proud of me I’ll make it big and the crowd will party at my death anniversaries

I just wanna be anxiety free, stop giving a fuck about what everyone thinks of me

I’m tryna be free, just let me b free

I know my friends care about me and my energy is electric

But sometimes I just wanna day fuck this shit and end it.