Sending virtual hugs to @vylantrophi ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ

Little Casey 😭🤌🏻

(Unfortunately, his relationship with math has not changed. )

a very quick sketch, I know this picture was supposed to be a meme, but while I was drawing it, I thought too much about what kind of internal conflicts Donnie would have in my AU ( TMNY [– teenage mutant ninja yokai s] )

I just want to talk about it🤌🏻

🦎 I kind of already mentioned and talked about this, but my Donnie will initially be exposed to internal homophobia, and he will have his own way of accepting his identity...I have described this in more detail here, lmao

🦎 Okay, the second point, Idk what to call it, a crisis of high IQ? lol

The bottom line: His mind is working at a different speed and in a different direction. The brothers, even Leo, can't always understand him. Splinter respects his intelligence, but his wisdom is more spiritual and traditional than technological.

A deep sense of loneliness and unspokenness. Disappointment when his brilliant ideas or explanations are met only with nods or requests to "put it easier" or "will it work?" The fear that he is valued only for gadgets and hacks, and not for himself. This can fuel his desire to go to work, further distancing himself.

a peculiar manifestation: Going to the laboratory / attic for long hours, sarcasm or sharpness in response to misunderstanding, attempts to explain difficult things to April (as a intellectual unit lmao), feeling like a "stranger among his own".

🦎 water-related problems? lol why do all my names sound so weird

Like mizuchi, he is associated with the element of water – fluid, changeable, powerful and sometimes destructive. His innate magic requires control, but also harmony with it. In addition, he himself has emotions that can be just as violent and unpredictable. AND HE HATES IT SM

His rational mind strives for absolute control – over magic, over the situation, over himself. But water (and his own dragon nature) sometimes resists strict control. and I think this may be one of the reasons for his self-harm, he hates emotions and how they manifest themselves, also in my au– he and Raph are closer to all other brothers, but only Raph allows himself to be angry, and Donnie hates being The evil lmao

Again, the manifestation of this conflict is too rigorous training in controlling magic, leading to exhaustion. Panic attacks or aggressive breakdowns when control gives way. self harm . (this is not cool, I condemn)

🦎 He knows that they are the result of experiments, their eggs have been stolen. He has an intellectual (and perhaps deep-seated draconian) desire to find out the truth.: Who are his real parents,mizuchi? What happened to the clan/source? What experiments were conducted on them?

This topic won't come up much, but sometimes he can feel guilty for these searches and "Splinter's betrayal as a parent."