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Okay so there are a few things I dislike about this anon. 

1) Lol bitch her name is Alyssa, not Touchmykittykat.

2) What makes you think I don’t see or know that she’s absolutely wonderful? I dated the girl for 5 months… So I mean unless you think I stuck around for the cooking… YOU, my friend, are crazy.

3) I want you to realize just how far away Alyssa and I live from each other.

 14 hours by car 

^^ that’s about $180 in gas, one way

kayak (dot com) /flights/TLH-MDT/2014-01-05/2014-01-12

^^ go ahead and check that out, its just a few prices for flights from where I live to her place in PA

There IS this little airline called Frontier that I flew with before and it was cheaper than the other flights but I had to depart on a Saturday and return on a Tuesday which doesn’t work because I have school every day of the week

Tell me how, no matter how great and wonderful the person is that you’re dating, after having only spent the summer ‘together’, that’s going to work out. Really. Go ahead and preach that ‘if you truly loved her.. blah blah’ bullshit but do you understand how miserable it is to go to sleep alone every night on fucking Skype and not know the next time you’ll be able to kiss the person? It’s the pits.

4) I am 19 fucking years old. I loved Alyssa, I didn’t really question that. But I am not ready to be in a intensely committed relationship that transverses six fucking states. I barely even know what I want to do this weekend, let alone where my life is going to be in a year or two. She offered to move down here, to beat the distance and pick her ass (great btw) up and move. And, yeah, that could’ve happened and then she would have fucking lived here with me and the distance wouldn’t have been an issue any longer. But can you imagine the stress that would come with?! The intensity of, imagine, your 19 year old girlfriend of only 5 months moving states.. NO, moving ACROSS the fucking country for you. Like I’m not even responsible enough to pay my fucking rent on time how the hell am I supposed to be mature enough to have my girlfriend move her life for me. 

5) We will both move on. I’ve been heartbroken before. And it’s funny because I’m actually friends with the bitch now. [Holla at Britt] Like.. I don’t think it’s healthy that Alyssa and I still talk as much as we do to be honest. The best and really only way to move on is to have that person not be present in your life anymore. Whether that’s your choice or theirs, its the only way to do it. Because if you still talk to that person, you manage to hang on. To cling to that slight possibility they might change their mind and want you back. 

IN CONCLUSIONWow I really went on a rant there and I’m sorry about it… but seriously. I broke up with Alyssa because I felt as though that was the best decision for me and my future. And probably hers as well. I did NOT do it because I’m crazy. I didn’t do it because I can’t see that she’s beautiful and intelligent and just all around amazing. I didn’t do it because I’m an asshole. I ALSO did NOT do it to be with someone else which has been accused of me more than once lately.. lol fuck you. No.