I will conduct the interview, feigning ignorance to what is occurring, but ultimately steering the conversation towards the ultimate next step (aka Eggst Step), where @the-muppet-joker will reveal his eggs to the crowd, and begin his joker rage, mupping them with his fanged hole in order to get blood and nutrients for his brood, like a demented horse fly, biting through the crowds hides as though they were nothing but unsuspecting equine.

Things just don’t seem as clear to me anymore. I don’t want to try new things. I don’t want to go to new places. I don’t want to go to old places. I feel lost. I know where I am. I know where I am. I know where I am. But I still feel lost. Maybe I am lost.

I miss you.

I love the way you make me feel even when we are apart.

Is it strange that I still miss you at this hour? That I still wonder if you have fallen asleep because you always went to bed so early. I wanted to be with you even more when the clocks changed to 11.. I knew sleep would come and I would miss you. Miss your love. Miss your laugh. Miss your thoughts. Miss your humor. Miss you completely. You are one of few who know how hard it is for me to sleep at night and so when you aren’t there I get lost in my thoughts. I get lost in the music. Our music. 11 o'clock every night and I say good night to you. I don't anymore or at least I don’t as often as I used to. Some nights are easier than others. Some seem endless. Lately they all seem endless. Have a good night.

People make mistakes. I used to think of myself as anything but human. What was so great about being human? I could be anything I wanted to be. I would be anything I wanted to be. Nothing could stop me. And then... You came bounding back into my life and even though I tried to ignore these crazy feelings that humans have I couldn't help but be so thankful that I could feel your love. The only love that has made me want to be human. I wanted.. I want to love you in a way that only humans will be able to register. In a way only you will understand. I am human. Which also means that I have felt heartache. I have felt loss. I have felt empty. Without you all I feel is empty. I try to fill my soul with other things except my heart remembers you and there is nothing that can stop it from falling to pieces and emptying all that I thought was my happiness. Today, I don't want to be human. But I will so I never forget your love.