ISLAND 0: An Outburst of Emotions
soooo fun fact! originally this was going to be the last chapter of this arc, but I didn't want to cram too much into this one chapter. so! second to last!
(Borisâs point of view)
Bendy was not going to die.Â
It didnât matter that the doctor said he had the Ink Illness. It didnât matter that the doctor said there wasnât a cure. If something in a machine was broken, it didnât matter if someone said it couldnât be fixed. If at one point it was un-broken, then it could be put back. People werenât exactly machines, but they were similar. All throughout history, plagues came, and people cried that there werenât cures to these illnesses. And yet, cures were found.
Boris knew the odds of him, some random kid on an island in the middle of nowhere, finding a cure when thousands of doctors hadnât, were incredibly low. But the alternative was simply standing by and letting his brother die. He simply refused to accept that course of action. So, all that was left for him to do was to get to work.
Bendy had been discharged the following day. His bite wounds required him to stay on bedrest for a couple days, and he received a prescription to dull the pain the Inkness brought, along with a pamphlet about it. Boris asked the doctor everything he knew about the Inkness, with a fervor akin to a cop interrogating a suspect. He didnât get much, aside from a reference to certain medical textbooks he could find in the library.Â
When they were leaving the hospital, Bendy kept shooting Boris worried glances and telling Boris things would be okay. He didnât have to tell Boris that. He knew things were going to be okay. They had to be. The alternative was letting things be horrible, and Boris wasnât going to let that happen.
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(Bendyâs point of view)
(Six months later)
Things were absolutely horrible.
The Inkness was worse than the doctor said itâd be. He had an episode of throwing up ink at least once a day. After those episodes, he was too weak to work on anything, so he had to close the shop after one. He had to save his energy to work and keep him and Boris afloat, so Boris had to start walking home alone. The medicine heâd been prescribed barely did anything, and he was left clutching his stomach in pain.
People barely came to the shop those days, afraid heâd spread his illness to them. They only showed up if an appliance was on the brink of combusting. At least they overtipped, out of a sense of pity. But they kept a five-foot distance from him, and they stayed to oversee the maintenance, like he could infect their stuff.
But what weighed on him most of all was Boris. He expected him to be devastated, or scared, or enraged, but he was just calm. He didnât say anything about how his day went; he just silently helped during Bendyâs bad moments. Bendy tried to tell him not to, to keep the ink away from him, but Boris just wore long sleeves and gloves, and Bendy was too weak to force him to stay away.
Bendy didnât let it show, but he was terrified. He couldnât imagine anyone who wouldnât be after being told they were essentially marked for death. He started looking into setting up Borisâs inheritance when he got the call. He was usually in the shop during that time of day, but he just felt awful, and he didnât think he had the energy to work that day. Bendy picked up the phone. âSteinâs Workshop?â
âAh, Mr. Stein. Is your schedule clear for this week?â It was Borisâs principal. âYes? Is Boris alright?â Bendy asked. âThatâs what Iâd like to know. You keep saying youâre going to talk to him about his behavior, but heâs kept this up for months now. Iâve heard about your situation, and I understand if things are difficult, but you still have a duty to the child under your care.â She scolded. Now Bendy was even more confused.
âMadame, I havenât spoken to you in six months. What do you mean youâve been calling me? Whatâs going on with my brother?â â...Mr. Stein, have you been struggling with your memory? Iâve been calling you every day for the past six months, and you always answer.â The principal explained. Bendy had a sinking feeling about this. âOk, letâs table this for now. Please just tell me what is happening to my brother.â
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(Borisâs point of view)
Boris opened the front door. âBendy! Iâm home!â Boris called out. He didnât hear anything. âBendy? Are you in the shop?â He yelled in the direction of the garage. Still no response. Now he was worried. He ran upstairs. Did his brother collapse after an episode? Had he been stuck lying on the ground for hours? Did he need to be rushed to the hospital?
His question was answered when he got upstairs and saw his brother sitting in his recliner. He had a serious look on his face, yet there was an undertone of anger on his face. âOh. Hey Bendy.â Boris greeted hesitantly. âSit down. I made bacon soup.â Bendy said in a deadly calm tone, pointing to a chair across from him, next to it a table with a bowl of soup on it. Bacon soup was Borisâs favorite food.Â
There were four situations in which he made bacon soup; one, Boris did good on a test. Two, Boris needed cheering up. Three, it was Borisâs birthday. And four, the rarest situation of all; Bendy was furious with him and made him soup to soften the blow. And based on how Boris had been spending his days, it was likely it was the fourth. Still, maybe there was a chance it was something else.
Boris sat down in the chair and took his bowl of soup. He noted Bendy didnât make himself a bowl. He simply sat in the recliner, leaning down and putting two fingers to his sinus. âYour principal called today.â Bendy said calmly while Boris was swallowing a spoonful of soup.
The timing of that caused Boris to gulp the soup in shock. âO-oh, usually you work in the shop when Iâm at school though.â âWell, I didnât feel well and chose to take the day off. So, I answered the phone. Funny thing you mention that I usually work in the shop, because sheâs apparently been calling for several months now. And she said I always answered, albeit I âsounded different.â You wanna guess why sheâs been calling so often?â Bendy asked, his eyes narrowing.Â
Boris gulped and set his bowl down. âWell, I better get started on my homework-â âBoris Daniel Lewek.â Oh dear. Not the full name. Bendy never called him by his full name unless he was full on furious. And the way he said it. When Bendy got mad, he never yelled. He was calm, and he always looked Boris in the eye. Somehow that was worse. âYou havenât attended a full day of school in six months. Where on earth have you been going?â Boris didnât meet Bendyâs eyes. âBoris. Why havenât you been in school?â
âItâs not like Iâve been doing anything bad! Iâve just been, you know, going to the library!â Boris defended. âWhy canât you wait to go there after school finishes?â Bendy questions. âThey donât teach what I need to learn at school.â Boris mumbled. âWhat do you need to learn? What have you been reading?â Bendy asked, the anger in his eyes simmering. âOh, just some engineering books! And history books! AndâŚmedicalâŚtextbooksâŚâ Boris led off, purposefully trying to temper the last part.Â
âBorisâŚhave you been looking into the Ink Illness?â â...I can help. I know I can, I just need more information.â Bendy fully softened. âI know things are really scary right now, and Iâm not mad at you for wanting to help, but I donât want you to neglect school for me.â Bendy explained. âI donât see the big deal. You dropped out to take care of me.â Boris countered. âThat was a different situation.â âHow?!â â1, I was a teenager when that happened. Youâre twelve.â âYou were thirteen. Thatâs barely a teenager.â Boris scoffed. âAnd 2, you have a bright future ahead of you. And IâŚâ Bendy trailed off. âAlso have a bright future. If thatâs the reason you took care of me, then thatâs why I have to take care of you!â âBoris, you heard the doctor. Thereâs no cure for this thing; I donât want you wasting your time on this.â âThatâs not true! I know it isnât. Every disease has a cure; I just need to find it.â âYou really think a doctor wouldnât know that? It might take years to find a cure, and itâs probably not going to be done by some little kid.â Bendy spat.
âWell, whatâs the alternative?! Standing by while you rot?!â âItâs not the alternative; it's your only option because Iâm not letting you waste the best years of your life on some doomed nobody-â âSTOP CALLING YOURSELF DOOMED!â Boris screamed, slamming his hands down on the coffee table in front of him. Bendy froze, and Boris immediately recoiled at what he did. He backed away slowly which turned into him running towards the door.
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(Bendyâs point of view)
âBORIS WAIT!â Bendy yelled, beginning to run after him, but he tripped over Borisâs backpack and fell. âDamn itâŚâ He pulled himself up and ran to the door. By the time he made it outside, Boris was long gone. He shouldnât have handled it like that. He was upset that Boris was skipping school, but he shouldnât have shamed the boy for it. Was he wrong to dash his brotherâs hopes? Bendy just didnât want his brother to waste his time.
âFUCK!â He yelled, kicking the door. âFUCK! SHIT! BITCH! BASTARD! FUCK!â He screamed, kicking and punching the door, the months of frustration at his illness and anger at himself for upsetting Boris into running off pouring out all at once. By the time he got it out of his system, he was tired and panting. Bendy looked up and he saw a passerby watching him, looking concerned.
âOh dear.â
âH-hello good sir! Hope youâre having a swell day!â Bendy chirped, although anyone could tell he was faking it. He opened the door and once he was inside, fell against the door. âGoddamn itâŚâ He muttered. Maybe Boris needed some time to himself. Maybe he wanted to be alone and not near the lunatic Bendy just acted like. He slumped up the stairs and grabbed one of his jazz records. He set the record on his player and sat on the floor.
~Lovin' I have to have lovin'~
He looked to the side and saw a framed photo of Borisâs mother. âYour sonâs a good boy.â
~But when I'm having my lovin'~
Boris had dug for a cure, because he loved Bendy. Even neglecting his studies and his future for the chance he could find a way to help Bendy. And Bendy pushed him to the point of running out.
~I have to have~
âSome brother I turned out to be, huh?â
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(Boris Lewekâs point of view)
Boris had run into a church. There werenât many people there which was good for Boris. He didnât want to talk to any people at the moment. Well, there was someone. The research heâd done about the Inkness said that it might be tied to demons. And if it was true, then the church was the last card Boris had to play.
Boris wasnât raised religious. Bendy always said if he wanted to go to church, he would let him, but Bendy never went to church himself. He said it made him feel weird, and he got stared at anyway. Boris didnât like leaving Bendy, so he didnât go to church either. But Boris was desperate. All of the research Boris had done said that there had been no progress working on a scientific cure, and as much as Boris hated depending on something he couldnât see, this was all he had left.
He clasped his hands in prayer. âI know I havenât been here in a while, and I havenât prayed either. I guess Iâm bad at being a Christian. But I need help. My brother is a good person. He took care of me when I had no one, and I need to pay him back. I donât know if you saw the fight we had, but I didnât mean to scare him. I love him.â âYou made this illness, right? I wonât pretend I understand why you do the things you do, but the world loses a lot if my brother dies. And so many people have gotten hurt because of the Inkness. Please. I donât know what people have done to deserve this, but I think weâve suffered enough. Please, just let us have a cure. Let my brother live.â Boris begged, whimpering a little.Â
He didnât know what he was expecting. But heâd made his appeal. All that was left was to hope heâd be heard and apologize to his brother.
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Boris was walking out of the church and looking at the ground when he heard a honking sound. He looked up to see a grey feathered goose looking at him. âUhâŚhello?â Boris hesitantly greeted. The goose honked. Boris tried to go around it, but the goose kept blocking his way. âI donât have any food. Can you let me go?â Boris asked, starting to get nervous. The goose honked again, this time backing up and jumping on Boris.
âAAH! AHH!â Boris yelped, swatting at the goose trying to get it away. He felt the goose pull on the handkerchief tied around his neck, loosening the knot. The goose only got off when the knot came loose and the handkerchief was secure in its beak. It quickly waddled into the nearby woods with its prize, but Boris wasnât letting it get away that easily.Â
âHey! Thatâs mine, give it back!â âŚ
It took a good hour for Boris to find his damn handkerchief. By the time he found it, it was left on its own on the forest floor. âWhat was even the point of taking it if the goose was just gonna leave it behind?â Boris asked himself. âWhatever.â He didnât care. He was just glad he had it back. He was tying it back around his neck when he felt a chill go down his spine.Â
âIs someone there?â He asked, hearing his voice echo in the woods around him. He felt like he was being watched. Maybe someone was out hunting or foraging. Or maybe it was the goose. No. If it was a wild animal, Boris doubted heâd feel this odd. Whatever was watching him, it was sentient.
âYouâre a very perceptive boy.â
Borisâs eyes widened. He couldnât tell where the voice was coming from. It sounded like a girlâs voice. âAnd smarter than most give you credit for. That will be useful.â âWhoâs there?â Boris asked.Â
âWho else? You asked for a helping hand. Is it a shock someone answered? Especially with such despair littering your words.âÂ
He gasped. There was no way. This didnât happen to people like him. Why him, out of so many prayers? It was impossible.
âAlthough you were probably asking for a name. Where are my manners?â
Boris looked around for the source of the voice. He felt a finger tap him on the shoulder from behind him. He looked behind quickly and was astounded by what he saw. If you werenât looking up, sheâd seem like a normal young woman. But if you looked up, you would see a golden halo
âAlice Angel, nice to meet you.â She greeted, holding a hand out to the boy.
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Alice Angel is now available for questions.
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