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I’m sorry, I can’t help but stare. I’ve seen you before but never like this. Why do you have to be so cruel? 

“She said, the most evil thing, I can do, Is to give my body to you.”

                          -Public Image Ltd., Cruel

I only ever admire you from a distance, never allowed close enough to feel your touch. You’ve put up walls on every side so you don’t have to spill you secrets to strangers - I don’t blame you. Only those who take the time to court your hand are allowed inside. But I’m ready to give everything to you. All of my Being I offer to you - I’m ready to make the ultimate commitment. I think I’ll come over and introduce myself.

Why do you insist of being so cold? I’ve told you my intentions, let me in. I promise I mean you no harm. You don’t know it but I admire you from closer than you know. You’re in my thoughts and dreams. I take every possible chance to surround myself in your aura. They say they understand you but they don’t know you like I do. Grace and wrath, embodied. Your inviting outside hides the monstrosity many men worship. You play with the lives of unassuming men lured to you by the Siren’s call. You can never hide your icy heart from me.

Yet I’m in constant need of your company. You know I’m ready to give myself to you wholly - commit unwavering. You stand poised, mocking my every move and intention. What more must I do? Why won’t you fucking answer me?! I’ve made my move, I’m waiting for yours.

“The European female’s here, We’ll be together for a thousand years. And do you really fear, that you might fall?”

                  -The Stranglers, European Female

I don’t mean to get angry, I’m frustrated only by my own indecision. I must be patient and wait for you to be ready. It’s hard when I feel that time is running out. You stand forever while I’m in a state of constant decay. My frail body withers while you remain beautiful as ever. Don’t blame my very nature.