Apr 18, 2023
You all talking about autistic things you do makes me think i might have some autistic tendencies
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You all talking about autistic things you do makes me think i might have some autistic tendencies
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tiT tip of the day
Dont be yourself
Be the you you want to be for yourself
Be the cringy oc you made as a joke
Be the character you made throughout a playthrough of some game
Be whatever inspired you
Be the you that the younger you can look up to
Be yourself if you were how you want to be
Getting a bigass chalkboard as an adult was a damn good purchase
appointment? On the board
Store list? On the board
Waking up before anyone else and needing to tell them something? ON THE FUCKING BOARD
Ramble ramble ignore this
"I dont have time for you, i have my own stuff to deal with" youve forgotten, ignored this remark, you made me aware and dropped me on the first step so your climb was easier. Always putting others down to make yourself feel better "but im right i AM better then you", you wont even let me dissapear always still seeming like you care
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Maybd ignore my night ramblings
Liking girls but not allowed to b... why not... i have to love myself first.. how do .. my hair has been getting maybr a bit to long but if i cut then i lose the only afirming part of myself..ive been ignoring myself for an image of coolness and then forgetting finding out what i wanyed needed.. she made me remember? No not yet remember, realize something was wrong but i didnt realize properly was yet, couldnt try it out properly eperiment with stuff
They told my if anyone found out it would be a source of shame unnatural deviant.. theyre denying stuff now claiming its my bad memory
Im nearly 30, soon a wizard if anyone remembers that. Didnt feel like interested in actual people like that but still want someones to be close to.. im jelous try not to show anything different was always bad. Feel not empty more hollow or numb like greyed out when the world is a rainbow or an old paint mixer witth all the old collors still marking the machine
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Im still a scared kid even now, mad at myself jelous of others being seen was bad it isnt still cant do anything if others might notice
It they dont matter not nothing matter stop that too much not mattering
I wonder if things are better now, when i read this again later. Have you taken steps yet. Am i happy with the steps iv... have i taken steps yet
Please have taken steps
Dont repress me please
I keep forgetting what my face looks like
Not like i dont recognize myself in the mirror, more like i cant imagine it, cant recall the memory
Sometimes it blurry, most times it just an empty face
Im a grown as adult i shouldnt be scared of looking for a therapist if thats even required