#tiny malibu

Oh to be small enough to be picked up. Want for a caregiver to pick me up and place me on their hip as they go throughout their day. Wanna curl my little fingers in their shirt and rest my head on their shoulder. Wanna be bounced and held and kept close and feel safe and loved.

Being walked into a store holding my cgs hand. My fingers abesetmindly drift to my mouth and I nervously chew on them as we get deeper inside. They lead my to the baby isle. I stand there frozen as I take in all the colors and shapes. I glance back at my cg and they pat my shoulder saying, “go on, take your time. I’ll be right here.” Hesitantly I step forward to investigate, letting my letting fingers trail over soft textures and pressing all the buttons there are to press. Finally I pause when I reach a small stuffed animal, one of the ones that’s body is a little blankie. The fabric feels so silky as I pet gently down its fur, plastic eyes so friendly and sweet. “It’s that the one you want?” My cg asks. I gently nod in confirmation. They bring it to check out, handing it right back to me once it’s payed for. Back in the car I rub the soft fabric in between my figures, itching to feel the softness against my face. My caregiver seems to notice my growing want. “When we get home we’ll pop them right in the wash to get any icky germs off them alright? Then they’ll be all yours again.” I smile and hum happily showing my nonverbal appreciation, leaning back and relaxing into my car seat and closing my eyes until the soft vibrations of the car lulls me to sleep

💤curled up in bed with all my blankies and my binkie watching my mobile spin as i fall asleep

Feeling really little lately so enjoy my thoughts

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~Imagining sitting on the floor and playing with my toys, making my animals talk to each other by babbling loudly. My caregiver walks into the room and I abandon my game in favor of reaching out for them. They sit down next me me and I snuggle up against them.

~“Whatcha doing bug?” I’m too little to talk , so i just smile widely in response, taking an animal and passing it to them a wordless demand that they join me in playing.

~After I while my eyes droop and I yawn. my cg would scoop me up along with my favorite stuffie, pressing its snout against my face and making fake kissy noises as I giggle. Curling up tighter in their arms I hide my face in the cook of their neck to escape the onslaught of fuzzy tickles.

~“Come on bug, I think it’s nap time.” I nod into their shoulder as the carry me back to the nursery. They tuck me into my crib, press my stuffie into my waiting hand, and give me a kiss on my forehead.

“Sleep tight bug.”

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~Love longing onto tumblr because it feels like showing up to daycare where everyone is m friend :3

Littles playing and having fun while be babied by all the caregivers

I start slipping almost every time I get on (like right now)…

So deep in my baby space that I can’t talk or move only wiggle and make soft baby noises

~+“I know sweetheart, I know, but go back to sleep baby”+~

Going nigh nigh

Nigh nigh everyone 💤🍼🌙⭐️🌌