#timesalmostup

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3 years i have been alone in this world. I have one friend who ive seen twice in the past 8 months. I havent been on a date in 3+ years. I stay in my room 23 of every 24 hours. I mostly stare blankly at the walls or watch a billion episodes of everything on netflix. I sleep less than an hour every 24 hours. When i do sleep i dream of being dead and nobody caring or noticing. But i keep holding on, and I honestly dont know why. I dont feel like i have hope but days, weeks, months pass and I remain here. I never realized how lonely being alone really is. Ive been pretty alone my entire life. I was an only child, my mom worked a lot so i stayed home 24/7 by myself pretty much. Then she died so i was even more alone. But i lived with my ex fiance for a year and i cant be not alone. How sad is that? I cant stand to be all alone but i cant be around other people either? What the fuck is that shit? Why me? If 'god' is such a good person/almighty whatever, then why would he put me through all of this? He has a sick sense of humor if there is a god and he is in fact responsible for everything that happens. Why would someone stay feeling like this? What is keeping me from putting myself to sleep and never waking up? Why do i hold on? Its been four years. Four years now.. How much longer until i finally let go?