May 2, 2025
She finds Kaworu in the same place she left him, sitting against the wall with his head in his hands. The candlelight sets off an amber glow, and in the halo of light, she can see Kaworu’s shoulders shaking, his breath hitching in little hics. The tallies drawn on the wall behind him shine like hundreds of tiny white gravestones.
Kawoshin Week Day 5: Rebuild/Q + Timelooping Gays Crossover! Based on the Evangelion x Madoka Magica crossover fic graduation day by phollie, which I adore
#kawoshinweek2025#kaworu nagisa#homura akemi#neon genesis evangelion#puella magi madoka magica#nge#pmmm#timeloopers#toma draws#today i offer what is tecnically a wip. it's so sketchyyyy i wanted to have actually finished it but. alas </3 i'm fond of it though#shinji himself isn't even actually here sorry. but the fic's still very much about kawoshin so. it counts!!!#i have another wip that actually has shinji in it but its a kawoshin pmmm screenshot redraw rather than a crossover so i felt this fit more#that fic made me sooo ill back when i first read it and i really wanted to take the gay timeloopers crossover prompt as an excuse#to do something with kaworu and homura because i love their friendship <3#i'm obsessed with visual representations of how many loops a character's been through something about them is just soooo.#the sheer amount of them coupled with the knowledge that each one is a failed loop that ended in tragedy and loss feels so haunting#and it drives me crazy. the tallies on the wall here and kaworu's several moon coffins as well#also i think that's implied but just in case it's not clear the indented text is an excerpt from the fic!
