Ah…where to even start…
This wasn’t a decision made overnight…I would like to make that clear. Part of my hiatus was for me to truly think about what I wanted, no- what I needed. I honestly believe that this is one of the things I need.
Like everything in life, there is a beginning. Let’s quickly look back at my start- I was pikachanyeols, and my first ever story was an Oh Sehun smut that I rushed and finished in half an hour. It was crap and badly worded but it got 150 notes and at the time, I was delighted. And then, I wrote more and more for EXO, before drifting towards writing for Bangtan- and then I was sold! I quickly said goodbye to pikachanyeols and greeted threecyphers with open arms, and swarms of new followers that I was super proud of getting.
But…with everything in life, there is also an ending.
I’ve truly been blessed with amazing things from this blog, including friends and followers who supported my every single move and story. Some of my best works are on here, for example, The Last of Us and Neon Diners, Into The Dark, Lost Souls, heck, even the cringe Yoongi smut that was a mix between my own words and things my friends told me and inspired me (probably a big mistake, I will learn and remember that people like me best for being original and thinking of my own ideas- not taking others’!).Â
Through this blog, I have made many mistakes. This included wrongfully taking ideas, or wrongfully discrediting other writers. And, I can honestly say that I’ve grown from those mistakes, and learnt from every mistake I have made. I am a person who learns from doing things, and although this has gotten me into trouble, I have learnt from each one of them and I am so thankful that it made me a better person.Â
The ending of this blog is not a big deal and instead, is rather small in comparison to bigger and more important things happening on this very planet. But, this blog is just not me anymore.Â
I’m haunted by the name of my blog. I don’t feel connected with any of you anymore, all 4,000 of you, holy shit that’s a lot. I don’t feel safe writing on this blog anymore, which is the most important reason as to why I’m letting go of it.
I will never, ever stop writing. And, a new blog will be made for me, but for my own safety and happiness, it’s secret and this was only really a post to let you know…that I’m not happy doing this anymore. Although I’ve worked so hard to get to where I am right now, this isn’t me. Threecyphers isn’t me. This blog isn’t me. I’m unhappy writing on here, I want to throw away the blog and just forget it ever happened to me. But then again…a large part of me is truly saddened by the result of this blog, and it means so much to me that I’m letting you guys go! As stated before…this was not an overnight decision, and was not an easy one to make. I will never forget this blog, even though I’ll try my best to.
I will message every mutual, to let them know that I’m switching when I create this new blog. To the great friendships, which I might lose from this thank you so much for the happiness, you brought me. I wish I could have spoke to more of you, I would have loved to be friends with so many of you.Â
The ‘The Supernatural’s’ series will be further continued on my new blog, as well as Lost Souls, but under new names. And, there will probably be reuploads of stories in the future, but it’s undecided. And, some requests which have been sent to me will be further completed on my new blog.
If you’ve noticed…everything has been deleted. Some of my personal favourite works have been uploaded and stored onto my AO3 account; you can read them there if you miss them so much.
And to my followers-! I’m sorry I wasn’t as interactive, and sorry to leave you in the dark like this. But, for my own sake- and happiness…I guess this is goodbye!
Thank you so much for the endless amount of support and encouragement, kind words and tears. Thank you to the loving supporters, even to the ones who left negative comments rather than kind ones. All of you have helped me become this better and braver person, and no thank you could ever equal up to the love I have for you.
But, enough of the dramatics!!Â
Thanks for this fun experience. Maybe some of you can continue it with me elsewhere, but for the majority of you- thanks. Thank you so damn much, and this is the last post on threecyphers.
