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Which puts her into “must hunt” and I try to work with her to get her calmer. I ended up fucking having a crying fit over the lack of sleep I’ve been getting because I was only asleep for two hours before the heat woke me up. And last night I got maybe five hours. I’m exhausted. But now I can’t fucking relax enough for sleep. I hate everything about this night.

Pros: we don’t have to answer calls from customers. Therefore we can just keep working without needing to constantly stop what we’re doing to see if we have something in stock.

Cons: certain customers who repeatedly want to order cases of things at random intervals need to have the personal numbers of whichever member of management is dealing with them at the time. Which means we get calls or messages when we’re not working.

And I’m of the mind where I don’t even look at their texts when I’m not at work. I’ll respond when I’m on the clock. But no fucking sooner. I’m not forwarding the message unless I’m on vacation and I really don’t want this fucker pestering me. I’m not calling the people working that day about it because this order isn’t for anything that’s honestly all that important in the long run. It’s not for an event or anything like that. No real time sensitivity behind this particular guy’s order. If it was time sensitive, I’d probably forward the message. Like “hey I need x for Saturday because I’m hosting a bday party” or whatever. If it’s just, “can you order me another case of x?” Then yeah you’re getting nothing from me.

I want to finish the lawn to get it over with but this heat.

And just a note, this body has grown up in this sort of heat in the summer all its life and it’s never been able to handle it. Anything above 75F/23C kills us.

The chairs were cakes that you could sit on without squishing them or sending crumbs everywhere. You could eat the cushion bits.

At the end of the night I was talking with my professor and realized that I had two days clear off work (which I do in waking life) and could then spend all that time finishing my capstone. She was absolutely the same person who was actually my capstone prof too and was very excited for my project.

I found one post on an old board saying it’s good for beginners (which fair considering the material), but nothing else. It doesn’t even have the same typical naming the company used for beginners or otherwise. Literally no one seems to really have these.

This could be someone from like last week or so that our Doctor mentioned being someone from a “world that ended in fire” and “it’s no wonder you’re distorientated.”