#thoughtswithin

feeling down, yet again, this time around

disappointed in myself for things i could control

mentally a mess, got myself all stressed

holding everything in because you gotta be okay around your friends

longing for my fall 2014 life back

you know, old me, finding me

now and days i’m too accessable and i hate it

missing the solitude and the mystery in unfamiliar 

not knowing a soul, just me and the hills

i’d always stare at the hills when i drove up and down the bay

eyes wide open, mouth closed, just exploring 

had no idea where i was going, but i was going somewhere ya’ know

no pressure, no apologies, no acceptances, i was just free to be me

i think about you here and there, i almost instantly crack a smile