#thoughts.txt

Having your interests mocked as a kid and general low self esteem will have you insulting the things you like even when they're generally considered very good. Because you like it, and historically when you like something it's stupid and not worth anyone's time. So you will say nonsense like "I recommend this book/game/film, but it's okay if you hate it, it sucks, I really enjoyed it but that's because I'm an idiot" and you are recommending them the Citizen fucking Kane of that particular media type. And importantly: you need to stop doing this it is killing you

Sometimes I think about how an introverted short little freak like me was able to pull someone like my gf who is so nice and full of love and is obsessed with me and everything i do that its a little scary, I really hit the jerk pot

If Psychonauts took place today you know damn well the camp counselors would have to deal with the campers saying 67 nonstop