#thoughtprocesses

And if at the end of it all my gain is you and hell is my home I will set fire to the sky Pray to the god I’ve never believed in Rip out my soul so Jack the Ripper can run free again Shoot royal water through my veins so Judas can snitch on the king again Resuscitate Andrew Cunanon by cutting my own beating bleeding heart from my chest so he can go on that murderous spree again Because baby there’s is no disaster I’m willing to stop to have a life without you and me again So if that means i have to be everybody’s worst nightmare to simply be your favorite dream then I’ll break potassium to be sure that at the edge of life it’s just us and our seeds to it’s end As demonic as it reads and as impure as it seems i forgot what fuck to give and still i’ll be your Atlon Coleman if you are Debra Brown for me i said i love you and there is no lake of fire im not willing to soak in so that you understand exactly what that means because at the end of it all if my gain is you and hell is my home youve always been my heaven so it’s not possible for anything else to have been wrong #thoughtprocesses #reneeisms #sosubliminal #rwyoga #iAmReneeWatkins #piml #poetryinmotionliveyoga #poeticrecessions

you cant heal the world if you cant heal yourself. sometimes you MUST have a “fuck the world let it burn” attitude until you can be at peace with your own shit. #thoughtprocesses #reneeisms

be bold and unapologetic about your truth so that people can make informed decisions about allowing you into their space/heart. Moreso when caught in a lie do play victim because you didn't play it smart - Renee #reneeisms #thoughtprocesses #heavyheart #rwyoga #nakedsoulyoga #sosubliminal #piml #poetryinmotionliveyoga #poetryinmotionlive

The other day I told my friend that I would never post nude again due to an incident that happened a week ago and he said "I don't believe you because the message behind it is who you are... it's apart of you!" He's right. But it gets so annoying telling people to separate nudity from sex. It gets so annoying hearing people say "well you're really pretty so you should expect it. Take the noise as a compliment!" How or why should I take dick pics, comments like "id fuck you just like that", or unwanted sexual advances as a compliment? Would you tell your daughter or mother the same thing? And miss me with the bullshit about self respect. What happened to the saying "give respect to get respect?" If I'm not disrespecting or hurting you why try so hard to tear me, or anyone else for the matter, down? Clothes or the lack there of don't speak to respect. Clothes or the lack there of don't speak to your level of education. Clothes or the lack there of don't speak to how many people you've had sex with. Clothes or the lack there of has absolutely nothing to do with a man taking advantage of you. Do better about what you do and say to women about how men should treat them • • • #nakedsoulyoga #rwyoga #selflove #demandrespect #thoughtprocesses #reneeisms

I'm just trying to prove to myself that all this shit is possible all feelings in pockets, nobody else matters • • • #thoughtprocesses #reneeisms #sosubliminal #rwyoga

let's live in a place where kisses and I love yous are as frequent as arrivals and departures where wrongs hurt and lies are impossible and to say I love you truly means I have all of you • • • • • 📷: @ezratheprofessional • • • • • #reneeisms #thoughtprocesses #rwyoga #poetryinmotionliveyoga #piml #iaspiretobeaninspiration GOODNIGHT LOVERS

#NakedTruthTuesdays Issa full RAMBLE!!! Jon transitioned almost 2 years ago but I still find myself extremely pissed at him sometimes. Ever hear someone say "that girl will argue with a dead person..." well that's all me! My anger with him/it is always a toss up of him not being here (in which I feel so much guilt for because i am so used to fixing shit for him that's a completely different truth within itself) and the the fact he only listened to me AFTER the world caught fire. We argued and fought A LOT throughout our years together and partly because he lied, I was stupid, his bitches didn't know their places, and mostly due to the fact that I felt the people he really wanted to be his friends never really were... that bothers me the most. I've always had my reasons but now it's more of a direct truth. Many of his friends stood up at his funeral/memorial service (and even more comment on his social media pages) about how much they love(d) their "brother" and how they will look after his/our kid. Only a few (counting on 1 hand) of those who called him their brother have had real conversations with his seed outside of August 29th and occasionally seeing them around the city. Many days I want to scream at him like "WILL YOU FUCKING LISTEN TO ME NOW?" Truthfully speaking, they may or may not reach out because they have an issue with me and I've never known a fuck to give about it because it wasn't me they had to lie to or for but don't lie in relation to my son. Don't get me wrong MY SON DOESN'T WANT/NEED SHIT but the fact is if something happens to one of my tribemates i wont allow myself to get caught up in the pull of attention and sympathy to make public promises i have no true intent or will to keep. The situation haunts me because we ALWAYS argued about his need to have people around him that did not deserve the attention/love he gave but he wouldnt listen. Im not mad because i always knew what they were im just mad because he didnt. True friendship/loyalty goes far beyond the last breath! #rwyoga #jtb4ever #nakedsoulyoga #reneeisms #thoughtprocesses

randomness: 1. I've never used this yoga wheel for it's intended creation it's more fun to climb on shit. 2. I had koolaid for the first time in maybe 5 years and I must tell you THE AFTERMATH WAS FUGGIN HORRIBLE lol I woke up with what felt like a hangover that crap is bad if you have some just use it to dye stuff but don't consume it... ok randomness over 😏 • • • • • • #rwyoga #thoughtprocesses #armbalance #piml #nashvilleyoga