Jan 28, 2025
Wondering at one point my mind will just give up
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Wondering at one point my mind will just give up
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god i love beer
soooooooyr i thought i liked boys n stuff i’ve thought so for many many years but recently idk pls ive realised i’ve never actually had a crush on a boy irl and whenever i think i do i lose interest after a few months and wonder why i found him interesting in the first place. whenever a guy expresses interest in me i feel rly gross n it feels invasive nd weird but i just read that as them not being “my type” or whtvr but idk. it’s been 16 yrs , i should’ve liked at least one of them by now :| i hate being confused so i wont read into this any further lol just had 2 type this out somewhere
8/9/18 #journal #thoughts #writing #feelings #thoughtlog https://www.instagram.com/p/B40kZZBHuMG/?igshid=z9xlr244adu2
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I gotta be softer with myself...especially when it comes to things that could have a result that could be ‘evaluated’. Acting in ways I want to is difficult right now, in part because I don’t know how to stanch the intrusive looping on [bad] emotions and instead...either do things instead of them or even just do things parallel to them. They’re nearly completely consuming at the moment.
Sheesh!
Plans
I've made plans for today and you probably have too. But how often do we forget to realise that God has plans for us? And that His plans are far greater and often very different to what we have in mind? In the midst of Israel's darkest hours God declares in Jeremiah 29:11 - "I know the plans I have for you"… "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future." This verse is notorious for being misrepresented, particularly within the context of the 'prosperity gospel' but when we take this verse in the context of the entire gospel - the trials that we are promised, the battles and race that is set before us AND the blessings that receive in Jesus Christ - this verse represents a great hope and reality for each of us.
Our job is to continually renew our mind and align it with the plans that God has for us. Ephesians 3:20 paints a picture of God's promises in this light, "Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us." That is pretty amazing; if you're able to plan and ask for something, according to His spirit - God is able and willing to do far greater than that. The moment we wake up, we hold tightly to the plans that we make for ourselves, because we think they're good. And for the most part they are - how can I make the most of today? How can achieve my goals? But according to God's word, there is something far greater than OUR plans… HIS plans.
My prayer is firstly, that we would realise the goodness and graciousness of God towards us and secondly soften our hearts and surrender our plans to Him, in the realisation that His plans are far greater than anything we could conceive on our own.