3. favourite musical artist/group you started listening to this year? BROCKHAMPTON yeh i know im late to the party but!! better late than never!!

6. episode of tv or webisode that defined the year for you? can not think of literally any tv WAIT didnt black sails finish this year? black sails ended and literally demanded gay rights for all. so. thankyou Captain James Flint, Long John Silver, Captain Jack Rackham and most of all, Anne Bonny & Max and Queen Madi. you changed tv and made literally every other show ever written seem like ? shit.

20. What’s something you learned this year? fyckin nothin. uhh OKAY idk i feel like when i look back on this year in the future or whatever, this year kinda just feels like a filler year?? not much has happened but after the ......messes.. that have been the past couple of years and also being sick, this year was kinda the year for me to like. go back to just one (1) job, finally see my siblings and family more, stay in just one (ONE!) place instead of living in like 2 - 3 differnt houses at one time, start actually feeling better after feeling sick for so long? so idk maybe i learnt to like, stop for a moment and just relax a bit? also to say no to things?? i feel like at the end of last year and at the start of this year i was like 0.02 seconds from crying at everything and felt all over the place and i remember like crying to kari @chantillystars on audionotes on whatapp from like once every few weeks back from like july 2017 and by the time like feburary this year came around i was crying to her every other day and having a proper browkdown but! things have Calmed now. i feel more like myself than i have since like forever tbh <3 just gotta look after urself sometimes even when its rly had cos it feels like the biggest inconvenience for everyone else.