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Lol it's cool! Thank you for the ask Lakshmi!

crimson - have you ever broken bones? do you enjoy going to the dentist?

I have not I've only sprained my ankle and my shoulder! I do not and I wonder if anyone really does? What a strange question lol

coral - which is your favourite disney movie? who makes the better movies, disney or pixar?

Favorite disney movie? Hmmm the Lion King and Coco! Aren't they like...merged idk I don't think about which one makes better movies I just like watching them.

blue - which is your favourite mode of long distance transport? have you ever been on a plane? - if so, where?

This is an egg in a frying pan!  + I like you. Just, in general. I think you’re a genuinely good person.

1. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?Yes with my mom, no with my dad

3. Do you regret anything?Yes. No. Maybe? There are things I would have done differently, had I known what I know now, but I can’t really regret them, or don’t regret them anymore.

7. What did you last eat?A minneola (they’re so good! sweet and juicy)

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?A little tired and sore (muscle ache) and kinda hungry, cause it’s almost dinner time

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?Anywhere in time, or just in my own life? Cause if the former, yes I would absolutely want to do some time travelling, even if I could only visit eras past. As for the latter, if I could retain some form of my memory? Cause otherwise I’d probably make the same mistakes all over again

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?English language (non-native speaker here) and literature

34: Who/what was your last dream about?Not about anyone I know, I think. This was actually a dream I had last night and I’m actually a little upset I forgot most of it. It was a good dream. I was an actor in some kind of sitcom-ish TV show, but the dream was more about the behind-the-scenes stuff, I think.

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?I think it’s easier to forgive

51: Favourite food?Eh, currently I’m a little obsessed with Neapolitan, (I also add mushrooms, which some other recipes do). It’s the perfect comfort food. But ask me again in a couple months and it will probably have changed

haha  it’s ok they’re mainly characters from books. ooh and yes i’m so happy it’s winter rn

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1. what is a memory you have of the middle of the night? 

I heard the coyotes howling a little after midnight. I was home alone, reading a book with only the living room light on and back then we only had one of my dogs. He was sleeping on the couch with me but when he heard the howling his ears perked up and he kept staring at the general direction where the howling was coming from, which was from the vineyards across the road. It would be one or two and then more would start to follow. It was a group of them and they howled and howled for a good three minutes. At times they’d stop, and then start all over. For some reason I got a panicking sort of fear in my chest so I turned on all the lights in the house and turned on the television just so I wouldn’t be able to hear their high pitched cries.

7. what is a memory you have of something that never happened?  

I can’t really remember them that clearly, they’re all very fuzzy but sometimes my day will go by a certain way and I’ll have very clear deja-vu that the events that happened on that day had previously already occurred. Or sometimes I’ll see things out of the corner of my eyes and they’ll be nothing there. This also happens with dreams on occasion. But there’s no real concrete memories I can think of.

9 what is a memory you have of an ending?

The radio is on. Almost 1 am and I can’t stop thinking cry just cry just cry if you cry then it won’t hurt so much but I can’t and the heat is on full blast and my eyes are dry. She tries talking to me but I can’t open my mouth. If I do, who knows what I’ll say. I’m sick with anger. Overflowing with it. My body turned away from hers. If it’s from the things she said or a form of protection I don’t know but when we finally pull up to my driveway I don’t feel any different. I feel sick to my stomach, my insides are shaking with anger, my eyes are dry. I get out and take my things from the back seat and when I make eye contact I don’t look away. She says she had a good time. I don’t respond. I take my keys out and open the door and watch her drive away from behind the screen door. A few weeks later, I’ll see her in a hallway on the way to class. We’ll make eye contact, she’ll smile and I will smile back. She will wave and I will look forward. We will not talk again after that.

Yallooooo and thank you! I’m currently working my way through a post-exam reading list, which I’m very excited about!!

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