#thisisthepathichose

"Where did I go wrong? There's nothing I can do the thrill is gone. So I play these nervous songs. Pretending I'm not barely hanging on. Medicate me all night long." I may have a substance abuse issue. I may be a tad bit lonely. Very unhealthy. A ton of love and and uncertainty of where to place it. But the fact of the matter is that I know it's going to be fine. Despite this rut that I'm in right now. Maybe loneliness and solitary are my natural gifts. I can find a way to be completely alone and be happy. Music is a better friend than most. No friend has ever solaced me in the way that music does. Even when they share their secrets with me in the middle of the night. Even when I spend day after day with them. That's important right now.