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Romanogers Appreciation week 2017: 12th Feb

Prompt: Devotedness

Cry. She remembers in the red room, when any girl cries their superior will punish them, cut their hair, and locked them in a small room. She said she want her trainee grown being strong, heartless killer.

“Cry will make you weak”

She has not cry for a long time. Not even after she escaped from red room and Clint safe her. She feels guilty of what she doing in the past. But she never cries, she had been trying but the tears never come down. Maybe what people said is right. “Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying, is exactly the one making you crying”

She thinks her life getting better, and she finds happiness that she never asks for. The Avengers, people who she works with, also the only family she had. Not perfect, but she did feels happy. But on the day when Steve Rogers found guilty of what democrat said.

“A selfish people end up having only their self”

He releases prisoners. He creates a chaos. He breaks rules and laws.

Steve Rogers is no longer Captain America; it has been ripped from him. He being sentenced for 15 years in jailed. As Tony said, screw with all the laws, and the government. They not go to put him in a prison. People are protesting, on the street, also in social media. So government realized Steve Rogers not a normal person. He will break out the jail easily. So they put him in a special jail which is a House located in Alaska, on the top of the mountain. With all the 24 hours security guards. If he steps out he will be exploded literally. And no visitors are allowed. Steve Rogers is a stubborn man. He is going to take a responsibility for his action. He is a very good citizen for his country.

He will be taken away from her, a friend that she knows for 5 years. A man that safe and protect her in the battle field. Her best friend.

As soon she heard about it, she flies all the way from Europe to see him for a last time. On the way she remembers all the moment with him. All the flirting, all the stories he told her about himself, that no one he ever tells. And many times he was looking at her, just to makes sure she safe every time she going on mission alone. She knows he been watching, the same way he did after she was survived a bomb blast in Vienna.

Steve is escorted by 20 federal agents. Natasha driving as quickly as she can, because she just received a text from Sam. That Steve is going to Alaska in 5 minutes. As soon she arrives, she saw that Rogers already get into the huge MPV, a car that going to take him to the airport.

She is too late. She is not going to see him again for 15 years. Perhaps she will never see him again.

No

Without hesitation she run and run. He heels killing her feet. She not even hears someone had called her name behind her. She takes off her heels and run bare feet. She doesn`t care anymore, screw everyone; screw her skirt, screw her hair, screw the entire thing in this world. Steve is going away. Her Steve`s. Without she realized, tears running down her face. She wanted to scream. But she couldn`t, so she just crying and sobbing.

“You lost everyone Natalia. Everyone you love leave you. You will be alone forever”

“Steve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

He feet feels hurt, it probably bleeding, because she running for so long. She don`t know for how long she been running. The car still won`t stop.

“Steve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

Her soul screaming for him. She screams from the top of the lungs. But he is leaving. Leaving her.

Steve is sitting in the car, with a handcuff around his wrist. He don`t know why his heart tell him to turn back. No one is waiting for him. You going to prison, you break the law. But his heart keeps telling him to turning back.

“Just do what you heart says”

Who was telling him that?

“I didn`t want you to be alone”

Nat!

He finally turns back, and then sees the red hair women running and calling his name. The women he always dreams about. He cannot believe it, she keep running and running like she got nothing to lose.

“Stop the car!”

“Steve!!!!!” She finally sees the car stop and her Steve standing there.

“Natasha? What are you doing?” She don`t care and she just practically jump to holding him so tight while crying and sobbing.

“Nat, Is all right. “ He holds her back. Touch her hair and whisper to her that, he is going to be all right.

“Your foot is bleeding. God Nat stops crying. I am really sorry.” She keep holding him and crying. After good minutes of cry she finally lifted her head, and kisses him. She knows this is inappropriate. Kiss him like he belongs to her. But she don`t care anymore. She wants to kiss him and don`t want to let go. She wants to tell him that she love him so much. But she can`t, because his lips feels good, and he kiss her back passionately. His open his mouth to kiss her deeper, wanting and demanding. Maybe the kiss is enough to tell each other that both of them feels the same.

Who didn’t notice she cried to sleep at night,

Who blamed her for being up all night.

Who set a high bar for her without thinking,

Who screamed at her for crying,

Who said she was acting when she spoke about her problems,

Who forced her to write a test no matter what she was going through,

Who didn’t see the scars on her wrist and heart,

Who said she doesn’t have a reason to be depressed at such a young age,

Who mocked at her sadness saying that she was seeking attention

Who thought school was important more than anything,

To the parents, of the girl who took away her life on a gloomy Sunday evening,

Are you happy now?

2019

No...

So what happened next, no one could of prepared us for. Lillith was always thinking one step ahead of us..We got word that both Princess, and Corill Sr. were killed in a suspicious manner. Fuifui has sworn revenge, we all are so heartbroken.