#thisisallwrong

I'm sorry I'm so exhausted and don't have the energy for anything going on around me... I wish you could see that I'm like this at home too. The lights are on and nobody's home it's been this way for a while now. I've been seriously wiped after explaining myself and my decisions these past 2 and a half weeks. It isn't personal but I'm having a hard time being social with people. Even you. And I know you're not used to it. That's the thing though, I'm shutting out the people I normally lean on and don't ask me why but that's whats happening. And I'm powerless to stop it.