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Name a video game song you still have stuck in your head.

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Stuck on my head, always there lurking in the wrinkles of my brain: Mass Effect’s Suicide Mission

Part 1: John Lusts

the beginning

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John Price was a brave man.

He fought and won battles that the world would never know about. Yet when it came to his own…

He found himself downing whiskeys at a pub like water, in hope that at least one would surpace his tolerance level, setting him free from his pounding heart and half chub.

A half chub, he thought frustratingly, at just thinking about sex.

His mind drifts to approaching one of the woman eyeing him with interest from the bar and wrapping his arm around her waist and pulling them close to his side. Running his hands up her thighs feeling the softness and warmth. Letting her lean in close to whisper in his ear sweet nothings, just to brush her lips along his skin, teasingly.

All things he’s watched his men easily do when they are at pubs together while he’s sitting back watching them pretending he’s not pent up.

Today was going to be the night, he thought, that he will finally know what something other than his own hand feels like.