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TENDERNESS

You are not afraid of the sufferings and sorrows of other people, even when they are acted out in unappealing ways. Beneath even defensiveness and self-righteous behaviour, you know that deep down people need nurturing and consolation. One danger is being naive about people’s dark sides. But at your best you know you can be mean yourself, which helps you to sympathise. You bring strength and forgiveness where other people might panic.

NEEDINESS

Being affirmed and nurtured by others is a central requirement for you to feel safe. This means you can be slow to warm up to other people, which is difficult because what you most need from them is their warmth. Yet you know how to be vulnerable: to let down your defences and accept that you need another person. This lack of pretence is a valuable trait, and ultimately more endearing than the macho efforts others make to deny their childlike sides.

REVERENCE

One part of you dreams of giving yourself up – perhaps just for a while – to a hero or mentor. In the right circumstances you can flourish by letting go of your ego. In your inner life, reverence plays out as a willing submission to your own conscience. In the outside world, you might get frustrated searching for something worth believing in – a country, a person, a company – but you will always be open to feeling respect, admiration and wonder.

RESILIENCE

You have a tendency, after a setback, to turn your emotions towards restriving. What attracts you is the idea of wiping out a humiliation by resumed action – overcoming weakness, repressing your fear. Because part of your motive is pride, you can sometimes be unwilling to admit weakness or to receive aid. But at heart, tour insistence on coming back and never folding has taught you a valuable pessimism: you know that important journeys are never easy.

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Nickname: Lex Star Sign: Leo, I think. I do not believe in astrology.  Height: 172 cm Time Right Now: 22:28 Last Thing I Googled: underworld elders Favorite Music Artists: Too many to list, currently -- T-Square.  Last Movie I Watched: John Wick Last TV Show You Watched: Stargate Sg-1 (window of opportunity rewatch) When Did You Create Your Blog: This one is active since 2012. What Kind of Stuff Do You Post: Fandom + Random, i gave up trying to understand Do You Get Asks Regularly: No Why Did You Choose Your URL: Lex is my nickname irl, shorthand of my first name. Noctis had been my main screenname since 1998 and the Brood War days. Gender: Male Hogwarts House: Slytherin Pokemon Team: unaffiliated Favorite Color: Red, Black, Blue Average Hours of Sleep: 6.8 Lucky Number: 7 Favorite Characters: (Do you have a few pages? lol) Let’s say, characters that influenced my the most: Corwin and Merlin of Amber, David Xanatos, Mamoru Chiiba / Taxedo Mask (yes!), and a ton more characters. A few of those from the books in my native language.  Dream Job: Writer / screenwriter