#this him

Ok so, Cash and his younger brother Grape was born into a very wealthy and upper-class af family, their dad Gaster the captain of the royal guard while their mada the royal scientist. Gaster had extreme expectations for Cash, and kept pushing the boy but was never happy with the results, while Cash kept working hard af doing his best to please his father and to get his approval which he craved af.

But nothing Cash ever did, no matter what success he actually made so was it never good enough in Gaster’s eyes, even though he was actually really good, he was and still is very smart, got a great business sense and many other talents, but they were not the kind of talents Gaster cared for. 

So in turn Cash became a very jumpy, overly stressed kid, who spent every waking hour trying to please a father he was unaware he could never get any approval off, as in his father's eyes he had already failed to meet his expectations, not to mention that Gaster had also put his sights on Cash’s younger brother Grape instead, who was much more to his liking etc. 

Cash was also pretty skittish and very unsure of himself thanks to his father’s harsh treatment, while deep inside there was pretty much a ticking bomb of anger growing at the unfairness of it all. As in reality Cash hated the life he was living, he hated having all this pressure and expectations on him so much, he hated the posh upper-class life he hated he had to act in a certain way etc, but those thoughts was something he did not share with anyone but his mada, who was the only one he could trust with these things and who actually supported him. 

But yeah, so basically younger Cash, who is like 10-12 in the pic, he was a very jumpy, skittish kid who constantly was studying trying to get the approval of his dad which he was unaware of until years later he in fact could never get, he would never be able to reach his dad’s expectations no matter how hard he tried, while he was busy trying to live a life he did not want, keeping back his frustrations and anger about it etc.

Now his older self, is way happier with how he is living. People might think he like took a srsly step down from the life he originally had, but he don’t give a fuck what anyone says or wants anymore as he is now living like he wants, as a shady af black market dealer/whore who is greedy af and seemingly only cares about money and sex, who thanks to the so called “plague” that hit his universe, killing more than 2/3 of the population is a bit unhinged and unstable, but is one of the more stable monsters considering how the rest of the remaining monsters are like.

He believes that everything can be brought with money, to objects, to sex to friends to love, anything can be brought. Began selling himself because why not get paid for doing something he loves, very silver-tongued, rarely use his own actual money for things, he snarky and cocky af, a brat, will do pretty much anything for the right price, con man, got some screws loose, very good at selling stuff etc, so yeah Cash might be what people would call trash now but it’s the kind of life he prefers and loves, he don’t want to live in the bullshit that is upper-class living give him the whores the brothels the drugs and sex and illegal shit, that’s where he belongs and he is living it.