Aug 22, 2025
[𝐁 *lair 𝒲ᵃldorf, a study.
#Hey... :)#TBT.#the frequent commenting on her body by eleanor... feeding into her already volatile mind and what it#thinks of herself...#the suppression of her own sexuality thanks to the fear of being perceived as 'un-ladylike' or like a 'whore'...#the fear of losing her virgin pure chastity belt of an appearance YET everything in her body is begging to be heard and seen#if anything her sexuality is just another reckoning of her own girlhood - this begging to be released regardless of its own nature or what-#it is.#it's not always supposed to be SEXUAL! that's the point. she's never allowed to speak her mind or be the kind of woman she'd like to be...#i'm sure sometimes she would love to let go and be one of the serenas of the world - where all you have to do is glide through - but that's#not how life works for the blair waldorfs of the world.#she must keep that pristine image to please everyone - regardless if she's not pleasing her own self.#SHE does not matter. what everyone else thinks of her does...#she must break that cycle. I'm Begging of her to break that cycle.#and that's when her powers manifest. that's when she becomes the blair witch project!
