#thinking ....

jonster organs ....

you're tired. so so tired. school or work or whatever it is is zapping the life out of you, and caleb sees this. he sees how you come home exhausted, and he knows what he should feel. he should be upset that you're not doing well. he should feel that this weight on you is a bad thing, but he can't help but feel elated when you come home so tired and just lean on him for everything. you rely on him to make dinner and clean up because you're too drained to do it. you're sweet and clingy and can barely stay awake past 10pm and he's never been happier because you need him. you snuggle up with him at night and ask him to tell you it'll be okay and he happily obliges. he'll tell you all the sweet nothings you want to hear. he'll tell you you're doing great and that it's all gunna work out, and he'll slip in that even if you decide to quit and stay home with him he'll always take care of you. caleb plants the seed, praying the ground is fertile enough for it to sprout, and that you'll allow yourself to be completely consumed by his love for you.

If nari is a brown kitty, then.... so would aym and baal be... and maybe ratau should have a darker color palette... okay-

thinking real hard about how the magic in louis' blood can cloak him from different kinds of witchcraft like hexes and shit so what if... he can practice magic in some way? i don't necessarily mean casting spells or having inherent powers or being able to do what witches do, but like... him being able to do rituals? maybe blood magic? i mean, his blood already has healing properties so it's not that far of a reach. idk i just really like the idea of a deeper connection there sldkfn

im breathing. im making a wind current of my own. its pretty weak. it could never blow the leaves off a tree or make someones hair whip around. but im breathing. you ever think about that

you know the whole "well artists love what they're doing they should be able to charage free" thing that stupid people use??? like,,, just because they love doing what they do doesn't mean suddenly a source of income of theirs, or maybe their only source of income at all should be vanished away from them smh