if nat hadn’t killed ben, shauna would’ve never become leader, which means they would’ve never had that ritual for ben, which led to lottie screaming, which led to the hikers finding them, which could lead to the yellowjackets killing the hikers because they saw ben’s decapitated head, which could lead to a search party being sent out for the hikers but instead of them being found it’s the yellowjackets.
nat killing ben was what ultimately got them rescued, ben really was their bridge home, just not in the way they thought.
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alucard reading to you in his thick sleepy voice when you can’t sleep to put your mind at ease so you could get some rest :))) alucard making you read out loud to him when he’s got you bent over the sofa in the library :))))
linecook!Eddie loves to cook for you at home. makes the unfortunate mistake of jokingly offering his finger for you to suck pancake batter from and when you actually DO IT. slip your petty lips around his pointer finger, pull off w a pop and a coy smile. well. he’s gotta adapt to navigating the kitchen w a stiffy pretty quick 🫡🥴
i take back everything ive ever said abt the toxic kerryv dynamic of him using v for johnny. well not really i dont take it back fully. it still happens to an extent. but i cant get over how obnoxiously kerry is in genuine love with v after so little time. like his sincerity during and after boat drinks is sickening. v is a lifechanger for him johnny be damned . HOWEVER the toxic yaoi is still real to me
thoughts thinking
angel only meets kerry through johnny so its inevitable that the relationship starts off strained and weird. incredibly Awkward. i mean, kerry finds out his best friend (lover, situationship, etc) is back from the dead after 50 years. Of Course he wants to talk to him and be with him and spend whatever time with him that he can. not spend time with v. hes irrelevant hes just the body carrying johnny. when kerry calls him and immediately opens with "hey johnny?" and v has to explain no, thats not how it works, and he sounds Genuinely annoyed by it. like theres an immediate strain to their dynamic there. i think angel just feels Strange every time hes talking to kerry bc he can tell that kerry doesnt know how to talk to him. he knows how to talk to johnny but not this random guy.
it definitely builds an inherent distrust within angel. hed be hesitant whenever kerry calls because he just naturally assumes its to speak to johnny, why wouldnt it be? they share a lifetime of a relationship that angel couldnt even begin to understand, before he was even born, of course kerry wants to take every opportunity he can to be with johnny. even when kerry starts texting him, calling him for no reason, asks him out for coffee and pries into his life--angel doesnt believe it for a while. i think theyd get into a genuine blowout over it and actually fight it out bc kerry is sincere in wanting to get to know angel and form a friendship and angel just Does Not believe it.
they do in fact reach mutual ground on it and start being friends. kerry mentions johnny less and less when spending time with v, unless its necessary or v mentions him first
HOWEVER also thinking about johnny getting mad about it. crying. not only having to let v go but kerry too, and with EACH OTHER? without HIM? johnny loves angel. he wont say it (yet) but he does, its obvious, and angel loves johnny, they both know whats happening and how they feel about each other. but johnny isnt there. hes not tangible. kerry is. angel likes kerry and kerry likes angel and johnny is on the backburner. the inevitable arguments and fights with johnny because of it. the eventual breaking point where angel has to explain the mess to kerry and figure it all out, probably have another fight until it becomes pointless because johnny isnt there so what are they even talking about, its just such classic johnny to ruin something and sabotage a good thing and this time he isnt even there
endgame trio polyamory agreement but im still working on The Canon Ending for angel so who knows how they get there. also "theres no happy endings in night city" well for ME i want them to be happy despite it all okay . okay
Ao3 wrapped thoughts because I'm checking my stats for the year:
Officially crossed 500,000 words overall! Something like 400,000+ of that is still Fengqing
I'm only at 76,000 words for this year which isn't that great, but considering I spent the first half of the year working on my irredeemably bad novel (I gave up querying, no one's taking that shit and rightfully so) and thinking I was "done with fanfic for now" I'll take it. Plus that's almost triple what I posted last year!
My average fic length has gone way up! I think I calculated that my oneshots are averaging 4,000 words now but most of the ones I've posted this year are over 5k. I used to think that 2,000 words was an achievement so this feels like growth
I guess I didn't branch out hugely in terms of fandoms, especially when my FE fics are all variations on moody mercenary x crushable little mage boy, but in addition to that I did also branch out within TGCF to write some pairings I don't usually write
I mostly made my goal of posting at least one fic per month, with the exception of September, but the overall number of fics went way over 12 so I'm content.
Next year's goal is to work on a longfic because that's the one thing I feel like I can't reliably write. One big story rather than thirty little ones...
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I was thinking! since it seems like pin might get eliminated (people like her, but they dont like how shes treating coiny), so if this does happen, i think it would be interesting if after she got eliminated she teamed up with leafy,, "Pin! Alliance, remember?" Imagine that happens, and while leafy tries to help the contestants pin sabotages them,,, u seeing what im seeing??? it would be pretty neat i think :3
