#thewordforge

We stand here

day by day

hoping the feeling

will go away

and lead us not

to the day

where she tells me

to stay away

I feel like my words have become so overused and meaningless. The amount of times I’ve said I love you the word no longer carries meaning because the person from which I’ve said it to is long gone. This person doesn’t feel the same. I long for someone I can say it to and have them feel the same. The amount of times I’ve said a girl is pretty or cute. I’ve always meant it but to me it just seems like something you say to make someone feel better about themselves. I feel like the things I’ve done in my past are important. I live in the now but from time to time my past drags me down. I feel scared to say those things once again, scared to admit when in love or infatuated with someone because apart of me knows… love comes and goes.

I started to strain

she was my Mary Jane

but she couldn't ascertain 

the pain in my brain

So when i started to throw

I didn't think she would let go

With tears rolling down her face

she said she needed space

I walked out the door

but she didn't follow like before

I sped away

as I thought I would see her another day

Little did I know I wouldn't be back

as for this was the straw that broke the camels back

This was the straw that broke my heart in two

little did you know how much I loved you...

My Cuteness Everdeen

you visit me in my dreams

you are the most beautiful girl i’ve ever seen

I wanna make you my queen

my queen everlasting

this is my dream

Miss Everdeen

She clears the darkness from my heart

she makes me want to restart

so ill give her my heart

in hopes she doesn't tear it apart

she is my fresh start

Going to see my bae

she lives 50 minutes away

it’s worth spending the day

she makes me wanna run away

away somewhere far

to look up at the stars 

and heal our scars

I changed the way I drive to school

because it reminds me of her.

I changed the way I drive to work

because it reminds me of her.

I change my life but I will always 

be reminded of her.