#theunabridgedjournalsofsylviaplath

- 𝖲𝗍𝖾𝗉𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝖪𝗂𝗇𝗀

“I lay and cried, and began to feel again, to admit I was human, vulnerable, sensitive. I began to remember how it had been before; how there was that germ of positive creativeness. Character is fate; and damn, I'd better work on my character. I had been withdrawing into a retreat of numbness: It is so much safer not to feel, not to let the world touch me. But my honest self revolted at this, hated me for doing this. Sick with conflict, destructive negative emotions, frozen into disintegration I was, refusing to articulate, to spew forth these emotions - they festered in me, growing big, distorted, like pus-bloated sores. Small problems, mentions of someone else's felicity, evidence of someone else's talents, frightened me, making me react hollowly, fighting jealousy, envy, hate. Feeling myself fall apart, decay, rot, and the laurels wither and fall away, and my past sins and omissions strike me with full punishment and import. All this, all this foul, gangrenous, sludge ate away at my insides. Silent, insidious.” - #SylviaPlath, #TheUnabridgedJournalsOfSylviaPlath #Bookstagram #TheBellJar (at Saint Joseph, Missouri) https://www.instagram.com/p/CU-N83lL7WW/?utm_medium=tumblr

I desire the things that will destroy me in the end. #SylviaPlath The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath #TheUnabridgedJournalsofSylviaPlath #Poet #Writer ______________________________________________________________ #Saturday #Mood #Moonlight #Rose #Artist #Heroine #September #Aquarius #VirgoMoon #Asethetic #Alternative #CarefreeBlackgirl #Musician #NewYork #NewYorkCity #JustBreathe (at New York, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnfG49sBA9C/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1u07ulk5kc3bk

🖤🖤🖤 #Repost @itssylviaplath ・・・ “So I kiss him, and there is the great dark sea ahead, and above the sheaves of yellow stars, shoals of cold bright pieces of light, and the great wind, blowing always cold gulps and gusts of air, big and soft in the tree leaves, hushing, miracles are happening, and I, strange and elated with a new wonder, child-like in my sudden power, look with eyes large in love and amazement at this intent lovely face so earnest, so close to mine.” (From The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath) #sylviaplath #plath #theunabridgedjournalsofsylviaplath

@fah_lalabz I love Sylvia Plath, hun! She's been calling people "basic" since 1950. Pioneer bitch goddess! Hahahaha! 😂💕👸 #TheUnabridgedJournalsOfSylviaPlath (at Sylvia Plath Fan Club)