okay so there’s this fix where neil’s ptsd is finally fuckin dealt with and the foxes are staying over on a beach house and i remember a specific scene where andrew and neil are sitting on a swingy bench on the beach bc neil just had like a panic attack on the beach over his mom but i know this fic is Not the two part series about neil and andrew boundary exploring bc this fic is specifically about neil’s ptsd also there is a scene where neil stress-makes lasagna
Anonymous said: Hey! Looking for a fic that i remember really random details of i.e neil is having some sort of mental breakdown/panic and makes like 13 lasagnas?? (i think the foxes are on vacation together) and like they find a gym and neil overexerts on the treadmill and matt has to stop him?
 that’s what this is - Beth
hold me close, in fact bury me by djhedy (M | 46,809 | 16/16)
Neil hasn’t had a panic attack in four months. --- or it's the one year anniversary of when shit went down and neil is totally ok
