#thelichqueensutterances

I mean revelation of me probably (stretching the word hard here) that I'm more than likely plural was already foundation shaking for me. This new one I found by reading HDG....

Also ow my fucking tits are frozen and kept bumping them on shit.

Other days I relate a lot to "Coin Operated Boy" by Dresden dolls and "The Mangle" by Groundbreaking.

Today I am relating a lot to being the doll/thing people might (big emphasis on might) want in their lives.

I am certain that I am probably wanted but I am always unsure to what degree and it scares me a lot.

(this is related to a discord status I had a bit ago)

So I relate to Caine TADC a lot. Someone who tried their best and it doesn't fucking work. It was in relation to feeling like I have failed some of friends. To feeling like I have failed because I am coming up on a year since I truly acknowledged I am trans.

But I'm still stuck. I am stuck in this fucking house still, I can only be a part of myself. It hurts.

I had hoped to been moved out in March but it didn't work out. I just feel like I have been failing.

I removed that status because we were reminded that we are not failures. We have made new friends, we started estrogen this year and have felt like a new woman. We went to pride this year. We realized we were plural. We have succeeded in so many ways. We are growing despite it feeling like we are not.

Because the end to Caine's story was one of hope and optimism that we are gaining through wonderful friends (like you) and the love of our lives. Caine is just someone we like a lot and can relate to heavily.

There are a ton of other ways and I probably need to sit down and write out why we relate so heavily to certain characters like Caine and others.

Like I shouldn't be like this and yet I still am spiraling regretting every word I have ever spoken. Am I even human? Can I form meaningful connections???

I am just tired of constantly fucking doubting myself even though I have wonderful friends assuring me that I'm not hurting them.

I think project hail Mary is a fantastic movie that I enjoyed a lot.

Every single character felt like they had a purpose which was very nice.

The dynamic between Rocky and Grace is fucking amazing and so wonderful. It's worth watching just got this (probably the reason why you are watching this movie to begin with).