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and if so where can i read it

also, is he like, at all aware of the... ballet suit? or constantly standing on pointe? or does he know that he's a turtle? or does he just not even think abt that stuff?

also also....... have any of the others ever tried physically holding him back so he couldn't return to the lake before sunrise?

It is not currently a fic! It's a series of comics/mini comics! I would consider a fic if there was a huge demand for it, but it's not currently in the game plan.

He's AWARE of it, but to him, a majority of the time it just feels... normal. It feels like things are meant to be this way, and it feels entirely natural to him. Even when he's aware of his situation and having a 'good memory day,' it still, for the most part, feels natural. If he thinks about it too hard, it kind of freaks him out, so he usually doesn't. He likewise knows that he's a turtle, but doesn't usually think about that too hard. He's part turtle, part swan, part human, all dancer, all genius, all badass, what of it?

the curse isnt 'you cant say love'. thats WAY too obvious. just because it cuts off at 'love' doesnt mean thats the forbidden thing. based on what raph said, its gonna take time to adjust to- meaning whatever it is caused a big change. it also has to be something that at a first glance, seems like no big deal (based off your caption).

leo says he wants to ATTEMPT to sleep- so they were either just in a situation that freaked them all out (they both look scared/stressed), or sleep is affected by the curse in some way.

its also worth noting this probably takes place post-movie, because of raph's eyepatch and shell crack.

the curse also must be affecting multiple turtles, because leo says 'we're hamatos', meaning it probably affected more than one person. could be both leo and raph since theyre the only two present in the comic. ALSO. leo says 'you seem more worried than me' which implies leo himself is VERY freaked out by this curse. he's also the one who clearly triggered it somehow so that isnt good.

I think whatever this curse is, it definitely has to do with emotions. not just like 'you cant say this' its more of a 'you cant FEEL this'. which is way worse IMO.

yes i analyzed all that, yes i will be obsessed from now on. pleeeeease make more thank youuuuuuu

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oh my goodness i love how this turned out @thejavavoid. mikey is actually really anxious about leaving Izzy but he trusts lil Leo

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He doesn't always have clear memories, per se, but he does occasionally feel like something is... off... like things aren't exactly like he would expect...?