#theheartbreaks

The lone sparkling genius in a close-up environment is not going to work anyway. I need to be in somewhere that inspiring and fun vibe is appreciated, and being tuned in to. 

One can never depend on a new-comer to think exactly like you expected. You don't expect them to fit in right away and become one of you. You EMBRACE the differences.

Being open costs in terms of communication. It takes time and effort to suck in the fresh air and let it permeate to every layer of the structure. It is a much higher vision for a small team, I must admit, especially when they are all dedicated into one thing.

Sure they are all really nice folks. But for any group that is not opening up to fresh perspectives and trying to make something out of it, it takes a way more circuitous route to achieve those ends.

As for me, the first lesson is to realize those risks before making every tiny decision on whether to "fit in", or not.

of pain is real. The feelings of someone being there, those nerves, joy, pain, arousal, excitement, etc., are all embodied in the physiologic features of one’s body. When the heart doesn’t know how to respond, the body reacts ahead of time.

久违的痛感。