#thegrish

He Has Come

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Togashi: *revives kite* Togashi: *revives gon* Togashi: *revives hisoka* This fandom: yeah but he's definitely going to kill kurapika

I'm trying to think of a full-group song from either anime that I actually like and I'm pretty sure Snow Halation is literally the only one.

Hmm, I’m actually not super familiar with what songs are in the anime - I’ve still never actually seen the second season, lol. But yeah, I think the full-group ones I like are not anime ones. And Snow Halation was technically from before the anime, too...

Actually no, I do really like Susume->Tomorrow, it has just such an inspiring and motivational feel to it! And Hand In Hand is pretty catchy and fun, too! And I actually don’t mind the Bokura wa Ima no Naka de - it’s generic, but it’s a generic crowd-pleaser that works on me. 

Yeah I feel you, esp. since I've had a relatively isolated and sheltered existence for much of my life and feel pretty detached from my own culture and, well, people in general. Also there are so many games and such that are supposed to have blank-slate protagonists to project onto, but I can't even relate to them at all because like... really passive and distant people who have trouble asserting themselves don't make for very compelling protagonists, I guess? haha

mm I know exactly what you mean!! Like... IDK it’s a weird thing, I never really felt all that weird or out of place, years ago? But the older I get, the more I realise how weird my life experiences are, and how different I myself seem to be from everyone else...

I mean... IDK it’s a complicated thing w/ me because there are a lot of factors right now. Graduating from uni and being unemployed two years later, still living in the same house with the same parents, is automatically gonna...make you feel a bit disconnected from people who’ve had new experiences for these whole two years. But it’s also that I’m really bad at making new relationships for various reasons, and tend to kind of...find conversations not the easiest thing? Nor being in the physical presence of other people, in general? I’m so in my head a lot, that a lot of the time, I do feel distant from everyone else... Especially since my hobbies tend to be rather weird and very hard to explain, too... And then there’s the fact that I’ve never dated anyone, even though I’m 24. Which might just be the ‘hard to make friends’ thing, or it might be something else? And if it really is that I don’t want sex or romance, that’s even MORE different about me than everything else... Even on top of the ‘I find it really hard to relate to people in general but there seem to be an awful lot of people with ADHD I can relate to’ thing.........

I dunno. I’ve always been in my head a lot, I guess. But at the moment the feeling of ‘I don’t really belong anywhere or with anyone’ feeling is especially strong... I keep feeling like I’m just floating through space, not really touching anyone... But my anxiety has also been really strong lately so doing anything at all of my own volition seems rly scary... Luckily I still have people willing to reach out to me, and as long as someone says something to me I can usually respond, so lol.

Either way, being really internal, and having inconsistent emotions, and making ‘careless’ mistakes and things a lot, and spending a lot of time on one’s own... don’t make for good characters. So. I mainly just kind of... cobble it together from other stuff, relating to characters through pieces here and there, often in non-obvious ways. Which...huh, maybe that’s part of the reason I prefer atypical settings - it’s easier on me to get to know a setting intellectually through learning about it, rather than basing it on ~normal human experience~?

Is this the one? http://incorrigibleheathen.tumblr.com/post/139715402521/taluluto

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