I just binged all your Rolan x Tav fics on here (about to go to A03 and give kudos â¤ď¸) and just wanted to say đŠđŠ Perfect! AND! I saw you wanted suggestions! i would love to see the first interact/first meeting of Rolan and Tav from his POV if you felt inclined! No pressure! Thank you, keep up the good work! â¤ď¸
I've grown so fond of this vague fem Tav I keep pairing with Rolan...so I hope these pronouns are ok for this request! Tav gets her name finally. (Cal and Lia also barged their way into this one in a big way)
Blades and Spells
A sanctimonious soldier isn't Rolan's idea of a good person to know, but is seems Tav is doing her damnedest to prove him wrong. The day of their first meeting at the Grove.
Tags: Fem Tav, Fluff, First Meetings, Sibling Bonding
Word Count: 4,322 [Read on AO3]
"We don't even know these peopleâ"
"They're the closest thing we've got to kin, and you know it!"
The bright and promising midday had been punctured by a bloody ambush at the gate. Kanon was deadâa goblin booyagh's arrow and a nasty fall behind the front wall. No doubt his body was still cooling just a short walk from where the three siblings stood inside the shaded mouth of the Grove.
Their caravan's brief respite was shaken by the attack. Zevlor had retreated to strategize; the other Tieflings were on edge, a few downright panicked, the fresh tension around them only fueling the siblingsâ words.Â
It had been weeks since he and Lia had a proper fightâRolan felt all the pent-up anger rolling out now.
Lia stood with fists braced on her hips. "And what about the goblins? I know you're handy with a spell, Rolan, but I seriously don't fancy our chances alone on the Risen Road."
"Did you not see what just happened?" Rolan said, casting an arm behind his sister toward the gate. "That treasure-hunting idiot just led them right down on our heads. Thereâs bound to be more, and I donât want us sticking around to find out how many."
"Thatâs all the more reason to stay!â Liaâs voice rose to match his. âThese people aren't fighters, Rolan. Weâd be cowards to leave. We can protect themâwe shouldâ"
âOr keep making a scene,â Cal said from the sidelines, to no one in particular. The other Tieflings had grown used to their bickering many miles ago.
Lia was undeterred. "Is this about your precious Lorroakan? Because I promise you, Rolan, he'll still be there when we finally get to Baldur's Gate."
Rolan's voice dripped with sarcasm. "Oh of course not, why would I want to achieve my lifelong dream, see my family finally be safe and provided for along the wayâ"
"Don't put this on me and Cal," his sister warned. "It's all the same excuse, you'd have left these people yesterdayâ"
"Because they're not my kin!" Rolan practically shouted, not caring how far his voice carried. "No matter how many times you say it! I'm not going to risk all three of our lives, our futures, on people who can't seem to keep themselves alive. How do you think I'd feel if I let anything happen to you? Either of you?"
"We know, Rolan," Cal interjected, trying to bring a little understanding.
"If you care about me and my futureâ" Lia jabbed a sharp nail at Rolan's chestâ"you won't ask me to turn my back on these people when they need our help."
As Rolan opened his mouth to respond, he caught motion in his periphery. He turned to see an unfamiliar face standing at the edge of their conversation. The stranger rested a hand on her sword pommel, looking on quietly curious at the scene.
"Yes?" Rolan snapped at her. Sticking your nose into a private conversation hardly deserved politeness.
âWait," Cal piped up beside him. âI saw you at the gate after the goblins."
Lia was quick to follow, disagreement all but forgotten. âYou fought out there just now?â She sounded practically jealous. âSweet hells, that must have been a rush. We owe you.â
"Good timing, thatâs all," the stranger replied, shifting her weight a little. From real or false modesty Rolan couldn't tell.
He finally recognized her thenâthe one he saw speaking with Zevlor for quite a while immediately after the attack. Judging by the flecks of wet blood on her equipment, and on that of her companions behind her, these were the surprise reinforcements he'd already heard other refugees chatting about in energetic tones.
They weren't so impressive in person. Scrappy, in Rolan's private judgment. His eyes passed over the pouting cleric, the murderous-looking Githyanki with a massive sword on her back, the elf who was glancing around himself as though trying to decide which element of his current surroundings he disliked most.Â
The other wizard looked sane enough, Rolan allowed. He could practically feel the ripples in the Weave all around the man's shoulders. Perhaps Rolan would have a chance at an intelligent conversation in this place after all.
As for the one in frontâshe smiled pleasantly at Rolan despite having just walked from a goblin ambush. That, to his mind, marked her as the most eccentric of all.
"Tav," she said, extending her sword hand. Rolan glanced down at the dark stains on her fingers.
Wasn't this hovel filthy enough? His clothes already smelled of smoke and grease from days in close quarters; he drew the line at smearing them with goblin blood.
Tav tracked his eyes, letting out an awkward laugh as she moved to wipe her palm on her pants. From beside him, Lia firmly intercepted the handshake.
"Lia. Forgive my brother, you know how wizards are about their robes." His sister's tone was light, but she shot him a look from the corner of her eye.Â
As if Rolan cared what some passing stranger thought of him. If heâd had his way, they wouldn't be here to have this conversation at all. But Cal introduced himself as well, looking a bit starstruck.
âWell met,â Tav told them, Rolan included. âSorry, I know Iâm interrupting.â
Perhaps sensing Rolan was about to agree, Lia jumped in. âPlease. Itâs a pleasure to meet people willing to risk their necks for a bunch of strangers, especially Tieflings. You all heading to Baldurâs Gate?â
âAye. Same as you, I imagineââ
The inanity was enough to drive Rolan mad; it was like their first days on the road from Elturel all over again. He crossed his arms and zoned out as she and his sister made their meaningless smalltalk. He'd rather get his tail stepped on than do this painful getting-to-know with one more person theyâd never see again.Â
Then he heard Lorroakan's name, and his ears perked up.
âHeâs taken Rolan as an apprentice,â Cal was telling Tav proudly.
"Have you met Archmage Lorroakan?" Rolan asked her, suddenly interested in the conversation again. Tav looked at him with hesitation.
"Not personally. Gale saidâ" She glanced down the slope deeper into the Grove, and Rolan realized that the companions behind her had all trickled away in the short moment he hadnât been paying attention. Seeking rest and recuperation, no doubt. "Gale was saying he's heard of him."
The human wizard, Rolan gathered. Hearing a stranger speak the archwizardâs name somehow rekindled the fire in Rolanâs chest, one he hadnât realized had grown so low on fuel. He clenched his fist beside his robes and felt the crinkle of Lorroakanâs letter there in his pocket.
Tav was regarding him with a quizzical expression. "I mean, if an archmage that famous has an apprenticeship waiting for youâŚI guess I canât blame you for wanting to move on sooner than later."
"Naturally," Rolan said, a bit stiff. It annoyed him that this newcomer could see more sense than his own siblings.
Then she continued. "But Lia's right. You three seem like you can handle yourselves, and I'm not sure the same could be said for everyone here. We'll need every fighting soul to defend against that goblin nest. Especially youâ" Tav directed the comment to Rolan. "Having another Weave caster could make all the difference."
Well, so much for sense. Speaking of we and us as if they all had the same goals. A transparent tactic. Rolan wasn't sure what altruistic world Tav had waltzed out of, but he'd heard enough rousing speeches on kinship and unity from people like Zevlor to last him a lifetime. He wasn't about to listen to one from a stranger.
She was correct, however, to acknowledge the value of his skills. No one on the road here had displayed anything close to what Rolan knew he was capable of.
He glanced one more time between his siblings. The set of Lia's jaw told him her mind was well made up. Cal just looked hopeful for a resolution.
Rolan swore. "Fine. We've only taken our damn time getting here, whatâs a few more days lost? If weâre lucky, weâll reach the city with a good story, at least."
"Thank you, Rolan." Lia was meek now that she'd gotten her way.
âYou must be quite skilled,â added Tav, sizing him up a bit. "To catch the eye of the Archwizard of Baldur's Gate."
Rolan didnât miss a beat. "I am.â Cal rolled his eyes over Tavâs shoulder, but Rolan ignored him. âIâve been manipulating the Weave since I was a child.â
âItâs true,â Lia confirmed. Still feeling guilty about winning the fight, perhaps.
âReally?â Tav broke into a grin, clearly impressed. Rolan drank in the admiration. "Good thing you're staying, then."
Behind his pride, Rolan couldn't help but feel a bit manipulated. Perhaps Tav wasn't the unsophisticated sellsword that sheâd appeared at first.
"Well, I should go find the crew before they make too much trouble.â Tav was turning to leave before she paused, sheepish. âSayâdonât suppose druids keep a blacksmith around? One of those worgsâ teeth put a big scratch in my baby here.â As she spoke she looked down at the sword belted to her hip, almost like an indulgent parent.
âDammon can fix you up,â Lia told her at once. âHeâs one of us, a Tiefling. And heâs damn good. Take a left down the hill and you canât miss him. Follow the loud noises,â she added, with a grin to match.
âCheers,â Tav told her. âSee you all later?â
The three of them watched her figure disappear deeper into the Grove.Â
"She stabbed a warg right up close,â Lia murmured, sounding morbidly inspired. âThatâs incredible.â
Rolan scoffed at her. âBetter to kill it from a distance and not damage your most valuable piece of equipment in the process.â
âHey.â Cal glanced over to his older brother. âDid you even tell her your name?â
Rolan wasnât concerned. âIâll tell her later, if sheâs still around.â She and her companions would remember his name soon enoughâthem and all of Baldur's Gate.
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In these cramped quarters, it didnât take long before they encountered Tav again. Her hands swung a bit awkwardly at her sides, as if she didnât know what to do with them. Her scabbard clanked empty against her greaves; presumably, Dammon was hard at work repairing her blade.Â
Cal and Lia practically swooped down beside her as she approached. Rolan tried to hide his scowl at their eagerness.
"Have you been around the place yet? Cal and I can show you around, if youâve got time.â
âIâd like that,â she told them both with a genuine smile. âPerhaps later, if youâre willing? Zevlor told me about yourâŚdruid problem. I promised him Iâd have a talk with Kagha.â
Who had elected her emissary? Rolan glowered. "I assure you, the druids will tell you it's a foulblood problem."
It wiped the smile from her face, and Rolan found it difficult to feel bad. She wanted to dig through other people's problems? She could get used to uncovering ugly things.
"YesâŚwell. I'd prefer to keep an open mind," she told him evenly. With another small comment to his brother and sister, she continued on toward the deep clearing where the druids were gathering in preparation for their rite. A place strictly off-limits for Tieflings.
Lia rounded on him. "I swear, you embarrass me worse than Cal sometimes."
Cal frowned. "Heyâ"
"Because you care too much about what people think," Rolan answered his sister. "Believe me, she and her people don't care about us. Didn't you hear her little speech before? She only wants more bodies for the fight."
Internally, Rolan was still bristling at the idea that Tav had complimented and cajoled him into staying at the Grove. He didnât truly believe that was the reason for his decision, but the fact that sheâd gotten to him at all unsettled him.
âCome on.â Lia knocked her arm against his playfully, an effort at reconciliation. âIâm just saying, Rolan. It costs nothing to be a bit nicer to people around here.â
Rolan heaved a sigh. Even he was growing weary from all the bickering theyâd done today, though heâd never admit that to his sister. âAll right. Iâll try, if it makes you happy. But believe meâpeople like her look after themselves. And I intend to look after us.â
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Tav hadnât been in the heart of the Grove for more than ten minutes before she reappeared, practically stomping up the path from the Kaghaâs inner sanctum. Apparently the emissary work wasnât going so well. Without her sword, her hands were clenched at her sides in empty fists. Her expression was thunderous.
âHave you seen Zevlor?â She asked the three of them as she approached, bypassing the smalltalk Rolan was beginning to expect from her. He directed her back toward the carved door in the corner of the cave.Â
âEverything all right?â Rolan asked, curious in spite of himself.
Tav exhaled sharp through her nose. âKagha was having a grand time interrogating a hostage. That little girl, Arabella.â
âWhat?â Calâs voice rang with alarm.
âI guess she tried to steal the druidsâ carving of Silvanus,â Tav told him. âThe one they need for their ceremony. Her mother was nearly out of her mindâŚthe childâs all right,â she added in haste. âBack safe with her parents now, but shaken up.â
Lia quivered with outrage at Rolanâs side. âThank the hells you intervened.â
âOf course,â Tav replied at once, as if the situation called for nothing less. âI understand itâs the idol of their deity, but by all the godsâŚKagha was ready to call her asp down on a terrified child.â
âThat fucking viper."Â
Cal wasnât referring to the snake; his siblings both glanced at him in surprise. He was a gentle soul, but if Cal cared about anything, it was protecting the young ones.
Tav seemed of the same mind. âThereâs something about her,â she agreed with a dark look. Abruptly, she wheeled on Rolan. âWhat do you think?â
She sought his opinion as a wizard, he realized. All three of them were watching him, in fact, hanging on for his answer.
âRitual magic is quite different from the Weave,â Rolan replied carefully. âEspecially druidic magic. I donât have the same feel for it. But KaghaâŚâÂ
He cast his mind back to the first day their bedraggled caravan arrived in the Grove. The lot of them exhausted and bloodied after fighting off goblins and gnolls just up the road. Halsin, the massive elf who was then First Druid, squaring his shoulders above the smaller woman who somehow seemed to tower to his same height.
âSheâs powerful,â Rolan decided. âQuite. Where it comes from, I couldnât say.â
Tav was staring at him with an intensity Rolan hadnât seen on her face yet. She looked far more intimidating than she had to him before.Â
But then she let out a thoughtful hum, and her features were back to their usual lightness. âI guess thatâs one more reason to find this Halsin sooner rather than later.â
They all watched her take her leave toward Zevlorâs makeshift war room, the stone door sliding shut again behind her.
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As the sun dipped below the horizon and a stiff evening breeze picked up at the caveâs entrance, Rolan and his siblings settled toward the insulated back wall of the Grove where Okta was tending hearth. Whatever the old woman had simmering in her massive cauldron smelled a bit like damp wool, but the warmth of the coals underneath was toasty and wonderful against the skin on Rolanâs face and hands.
Cal and Lia were in wistful discussion on either side of himâsomething about which landmarks of the city they wanted to visit first. Rolan let the feel of the conversation wash over him without hearing the words. His eyes were on the glowing coals, but his mind was also on Baldur's Gateâthat and its great archwizard.Â
You are fortunate, young Rolan. The flourish with which Lorroakan had written his name floated through his mind's eye. Even the parchment itself was heavy and fine, almost promising of better things. Rolanâs fingers brushed the hip pocket of his robes again as if to assure himself. He still carried the letter with him everywhere, though heâd long since memorized its contents.
From behind him Rolan heard the sounds of a friendly disagreement and turned to look. Tav again. He shouldnât be surprised; the woman seemed to be everywhere today.Â
Across the path, she was engaged in a polite argument with Dammon at his tent. The smith held a hand up as if refusing something. Rolan caught sight of the polished sword pommel back in her scabbard once more, and surmised that Dammon must be turning down payment for the repair job after her help at the gate today. That seemed like his chivalrous style.Â
Indeed, Rolan watched her tuck her leather coin purse away and offer a hand instead. Dammon accepted and shook it with a warm smile.
As he continued watching, the two struck up a friendly conversation. Rolan supposed a soldier would find much more to talk about with a smith than with an apprentice wizard. Her hand was draped at rest over her sword hilt again; that seemed to be an idle habit of hers.Â
He remembered the city guard back in Elturel displaying the same gesture while posted at watch, and wondered whether she might be in a similar line of work. Back inâŚwherever it was she hailed from.
Insipid questions that Rolan nevertheless filed away in his mind to ask her at some point. If nothing else, it would make Lia happy to see him making an effort. Being nice.
Rolan glanced again at the dark stains on her fingers. She hadn't taken time to wash and rest yet since the fight. It was all over her, goblin blood and human, small flecks of it visible on her clothing and chestplate and even on the side of her face. Didn't she find it unpleasant? It would drive him mad. But it didn't seem to concern her, and Dammon certainly didn't look bothered.
The smith said something that made her laugh then, and a dimple appeared in Tav's blood-spattered cheek.
Dammon had an easy way about him that always seemed to earn him fast friends. Right now, Rolan found he was a bit envious of the trait. He didn't intend to come off as such a prickly ass, as Lia so affectionately liked to call himâthough time and again he seemed to manage it.Â
The constant setbacks between them and Baldur's Gate had just soured Rolan's mood in recent weeks, he told himself. His apprenticeship was all his mind could dwell on at rest, and each delay was harder to bear than the last.
But none of that was really Tav's fault. Inwardly, he could admit that Lia would have talked him into staying on her own anyway. Rolan found himself hoping that he'd made a non-terrible impression on the newcomer.
An elbow in his ribs broke his line of thought. "What?" Rolan looked around, rubbing the spot with a hand.
"I said, you're staring," Cal repeated. He and Lia were both looking at himâRolan didn't like the expression on either face.
"Shut up," he said, though neither of them had spoken. "She's got blood all over her, who wouldn't?"
"I'm just saying." Cal put up both palms, his eyebrows raised. "From your face, you didn't seem that put off."
"Maybe sheâd like to see your Thunderwave, Rolan," his sister suggested.
"You're both idiots." Rolan turned around with arms crossed, watching Okta pluck a dead chicken as though it might be interesting. The idiots on either side were not so easily deterred.
"Thereâs something about a woman in armor, isn't there, Cal?"
"I've always thought so." Cal leaned a forearm on Rolan's shoulder, sounding quite sincere. "Hey, you could offer to magic the bloodstains off her stuff for her. Use that prestoâprestiâ"
"Prestidigitation," Rolan supplied, eyes still on Okta's cooking. A shockingly good idea from Cal. But it would be strange to offer that to a person he'd just met; Rolan dismissed the thought.
"She should've just taken the time to clean it herself before it all dried," Rolan said aloud. "The way her companions did, no doubt. Instead of running back and forth back here all day."
"Yeah," Lia drawled. "Saving little girls from pit vipers. What a waste of time."
âWell, only one way to find out if sheâs interested.â Cal turned around and cupped a hand to his mouth. âHey, Tavââ
Rolan would have smacked the back of his brotherâs head had the woman not already turned toward the sound of her name. She approached their spot near the hearth looking politely curious.
âLia was just wondering,â Cal started inâleaving Rolanâs name out of it, a smart choice for his skullâ âwonât it take a long time to get all the stains out of your armor?âÂ
âOh.â Tav sounded taken aback, but glanced down at herself as if just now noticing the state of her equipment. âOh yeah, thisâll cost me a good half hour at least. And probably both my elbows,â she added with chagrin. âDamn. Got distracted by everything, I guess.â
âBecause Rolan can magic it off in a second,â Lia said in a rush.
"Really?" Far from averse, she was looking at Rolan with sudden enthusiasm. "I didnât know magic couldâI mean, of course it can. I guess. Why, are you offeringâŚ?â She glanced between him and his siblings then, as if finally picking up on the strange energy between them.
Rolan felt all three pairs of eyes come to rest on him. He could hardly back out now. âIf youâre interested,â he told her.
âHells yes,â Tav laughed. âAre you kidding?â
Lia clapped her hands together softly. âExcellent. Well, since Tavâs interestedââ She placed a strange emphasis on the word, one Rolan hoped only he noticedâ âCal and I should get going to set up camp. See you both later?â
âRight,â Cal agreed at once. With that, the pair of them slipped off in a few flicks of the tail.Â
What a couple of damned children. Rolan let out a heavy sigh; they seemed determined to try every last slip of patience he had.
Tav followed him to a spot closer to the back corner of the Grove, a bit removed from the sounds and smells. A stream of cool air seeped in from somewhere outside the walls, and Rolan breathed in gratefully. He had found it hard to concentrate in the stale surroundings of this place.
âRight.â She stood opposite him, looking a bit unsure. âHow does this work, exactly?â
âJust keep still,â Rolan advised her. This would be easier if she took off the pieces of her half-plate first, but asking her to do that seemed unthinkably familiar.
She did as he directed. âSure youâre not going to transform me into a pigeon or something? Give me wings?â
âThis is the simplest spell there is, Iâm not an idiot.â Rolanâs tone was irritable, but it only made her laugh. He realized that she was teasing him.
Regardless, Rolan steadied his stance and reached out to the Weave. Whether or not it was technically correct, it was the way heâd taught himself.Â
Breathe inâquiet each thoughtâfeel the air above and the ground belowâ
Like a warm embrace from the oldest friend, the Weave flowed as a golden light into his cupped hand. Rolan formed the clear intention in his mind and guided the magic toward her.Â
âIt tickles,â Tav said in surprise, but he could tell she was doing her best to keep still. Her eyes were squeezed shut for some reason.
Rolan blinked at her, not sure how long she had expected this to take. âYou canâitâs done.â
âReally?â Tav looked across her chest and shoulders and the greaves on her legs, admiring their new shine. âWowâŚneat trick, that. So youâre saying Galeâs been watching us polish our armor and weapons every night when he could just use the Weave for two seconds?â
âThe manipulation does take energy,â Rolan told her, not wanting to discredit a fellow wizard while he wasnât here to defend himself.
Her expression changed a bit. Then she reached a hand to his shoulder. âThanks for this, Rolan. It might be simple to you, butââ She dropped her arm and cast around with a tired laugh. âLife has honestly beenâŚkind of terrible lately. Thank you for making it better.â
Rolan felt he could stand to hear more of that story, but he doubted she'd want to tell it. âYouâre welcome,â he told her instead.
It was a bit awkward traveling back through the winding Grove together toward the entrance, but it could hardly be avoided. Their camps were both in the same direction.
The night patrol were watching vigilantly from the wall; the massive carved gate raised before them as if in anticipation. Rolan stepped out into the dark, cool evening with another grateful breath.
Beside him, Tav sighed wearily. "Well, 'night. Off to enjoy my extra sleep," she said with another smile to him before she turned away.
No such easy goodnight for him, Rolan knew. He imagined Cal and Lia perching awake on their bedrolls, eager to hear what chaos or embarrassment or both their meddling had caused for him this time.Â
More concerning to him right now was the way his shoulder seemed to radiate where she'd placed a grateful hand before. Rolan rolled his arm a little, trying to shake the tingling warmth near his collar bone. It didn't quite work.
But perhaps he'd think about that tomorrow.


















