#thefirstofmay

Tenho dois casamentos em Julho, já escolhi o modelito. #rihanna #pope #habemuspapa #metgala #thefirstofmay #slay #fierce (em Lisbon, Portugal)

🌺Ylioppineet vapun vietossa ✌🏼/ Celebrating the first of May ✌🏼🌺 #vappu #thefirstofmay #friends #spring (at Turku, Finland)

The hardest part of my day is knowing I'm no where near where I want to be, but I'm so scared of going to where I might want to be because I believe the lives of those people have benefited solely because of my absence. I believe this to be true of where I grew up, and where I had lived around the time of college. I also think the place I am now would benefit if I left. Everywhere I go, I try to make beautiful, and then I assume that place has had it's use of me. So I go to another place and try the same. They all assure me they love me and miss me and need me. I just hate everything about my perceptions and how I'm not sure if I believe them.