Soooo, we talked. I got up and initiated a conversation to sort things out. I was expecting something close to a gang war but we both toned down a bit so no, sorry to disappoint there were no blood. No more issues, we've sorted it out, y'all can go back to your usual boring lives or if you wanna keep on talking about it then be our guest. That's the good news for the night. I actually felt better myself. After all, I still know the person and he knows me. We both have sudden fits of rage that becomes uncontrollable (and destructive to ourselves yeah)but we CAN calm down. That's the good news for tonight.
The not-so-good one is how things have turned out differently for someone else. This wasn't how I imagined it would be. Months before we used to talk about how tonight will be. Things have changed weeks before I dont know how to bring it back OR if i should. The face is familiar, the one I am very fond of to look at but the warm gaze in those eyes are far long gone. There was nothing in it anymore. We'll never talk like we used to. It affected me more than the issue I was in lol. If you ever get to read this, well dont read it for now I will write about it next time I'm drunk and lonely and I remembered how you left me hanging. π
Ok goodnight folks.
