#theendofthef***ingworld

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There are many great series out there, they are amazing and all, but I never really can say any of them is my most favorite one. They all have something here and there I don’t like or would want to change. Until now.

This show, I don’t want to change a thing. I love every second of it endlessly. The plot, the script, each line and act, the characters, be it main or supporting ones, they are all play their roles perfectly.

It’s a perfect replica of a fucking imperfect world.

Sometimes, you life is just shit. You don’t know why or how or what to do, everything seems so tiring and none of it worth it. But it will. Something, someone will come for you. They will suddenly appear out of no where and you will hear that “click” sound. And that’s it. It’s the end of your sad old fucking world.

Everything makes sense. Everything is just the way it has to be. Because that “click” happens. And if all the heartbreak, all the shits are what it costs for you to found that “click”, you wouldn’t want it any other way. It’s all worth it.

I came across that feeling before. I heard my heart and soul join together and play a symphony when I met him.

"I think he's properly beautiful"

Alyssa said it perfectly. He is beautiful. His mind, his thoughts, especially his smile, the way he smile took my breath away. I love how easily he could understand my ideas and feelings, he always can say exactly what I’m feeling. I love him endlessly.

That day, "I think I understand what people mean to each other."

I know about love, but I didn’t know I could be so much in love and be so happy like the way he made me feel. I saw him in neon lights, he shines so bright in my eyes, and everything was right. He was right.

It just that it wasn’t mean to last.