We have secret santa in journalism, where you anonymously give people presents throughout the week and then reveal yourself on the last day. So everyone's getting chocolate, stationary, small gift cards, drinks, etc. and I got a lemon, a bar of soap, and used hairties. I don't know why and I don't know who's giving me this stuff. It really upsets me because secret santa is something I look forward to every year and now... it's like they want me to feel bad about myself. And this always have weirdly disparaging notes on them too. Everyone else seems to think it's a joke, but I just feel like this person actually hates me. I won't I'm the nicest person, but I would never do something like this. I just hate seeing all my friends get cute nice stuff and then getting soap.