I made a thing for the @choe_show Several years ago I came across a show called "Thumbs up America" during a really rough time in my life. I wasn't eating, or sleeping causing me to become neurotic and lose over 35 pounds in one month. The only thing I had that kept me going was watching this show, with this amazing guy who gave me a positive outlook on life. He was someone I could relate to. On the streets, defacing property, an all around fuck up with a heart. It was the only joy I got around that time. Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think I'd have gotten a chance to speak to him on the phone. Hearing him tell me I'm a good person, and I didn't deserve what was done to me, meant everything. Attending this show means the world to me. I look back on those times, and I'm happy I didn't do anything. I'm happy to be alive. I'm happy to be able to experience this