Whenever I rewatch SPN, I always begin in season 4 cuz you know, as a human who started the series because she got curious who on earth is Destiel. Anyway, rewatching the first 3 seasons wasn't really in my plan and the reason is pain. (Yeah the whole series is the pain in the ass but those seasons have Castiel on it so...) What I'm saying is. I didn't expect to experience the pain AGAIN watching the animation like it really didn't cross my mind. And now, I'm just crying.















