TW: Murder, abusive language, abuse of a corpse, child abuse, basically anything you would expect from Hannibal except the cannibalism.
The crooked screen door slammed against the frame, shaking the pictures hanging on the thin wall next to it. Slaps of bare feet could be heard from Will’s position under the table, his mommy coming into sight, tattered jeans stopping just in front of him. He didn’t move, fingers gripping the toy car he’d been playing with as he waited to see what she would do. She smacked the table above his head and Will jumped at the loud sound, silently startled. His grasp tightened on the car, cheap plastic wheels making a faint protest to the mistreatment. Heavy footsteps could be heard on the porch, the creak of the door being ripped off its hinges coming next. His daddy’s boots came into sight, stopping in the doorway. A loud curse escaped daddy’s mouth, one of those sounds that mommy was always scolding him for.
“You ain’t goin,” his daddy yelled, slamming his hand against the wall. Will crawled forward a little and he could see where it left a dent in the cheap plywood. He scooted back into his hiding space. “You got a kid, bitch. You jus’ gonna up an’ leave ‘im the way yer mommy left you?”
“He ain’t my kid,” mommy screamed. Will flinched at the sound. Mommy had said mean things about him before, but she’d never said that. “He’s a freak! Don’t talk, don’t cry, don’t laugh. He’s slow, jus’ like his daddy! I ain’t stickin’ ‘round ta raise the next gen’ration of stupid. Yer the one who wanted a kid. You take him! I’m goin’ home. I shoulda listened t’ my daddy an’ never left with you.”
“You bitch,” daddy stepped forward, grabbing at mommy and pulling her away from the table. Will scrambled back so that daddy couldn’t grab him too. He knew how much daddy’s hands could hurt when he was this mad. “You ain’t leavin’ me to raise yer bastard son.”
“Let go of me,” mommy cried, feet desperately pulling back on the rough wood of their kitchen floor. Will could see how she squirmed in his grip, trying to get away. He started to reach out, to wrap a hand around her ankle and draw her in closer, to keep her safe, but he stopped shy of touching her, pulling his hand back again. Mommy was angry enough she probably wouldn’t like it if he touched her. She was weird about that. “I ain’t yer wife. You can’t keep me here.”
“Like hell I can’t,” Will heard a noise he hadn’t heard before, followed by a cry from mommy. “You gave birth t’ him. It’s yer fault he’s broken. You ain’t gettin’ away from raisin’ him.”
“Let me go,” mommy repeated, wrapping one of her hands around daddy’s wrist and pulling, trying to get him to release her. Daddy’s grip changed, grabbing her by the neck instead of the waist. A sound of alarm came from mommy’s throat. Will was scared. He’d never seen his parents fight like this, never seen daddy go after mommy and put his hands on her. He wanted it to stop.
The air was clouded with daddy’s anger and mommy’s fear, so thick that Will felt like he couldn’t breathe, trapped under the table and unable to do anything as daddy wrapped both hands around mommy’s throat, squeezing and squeezing until she made a choked off noise, the fight going out of her body. He watched the way mommy’s body seemed to collapse in daddy’s arms and felt a fear worse than when he had nightmares, worse than when the big man who owned their house came to scream at daddy. Mommy wasn’t moving anymore and daddy was laying her down on the ground, kicking her side with his booted foot. She didn’t make a noise. Will wanted her to move, to tell daddy to stop kicking her, but she didn’t. She didn’t do anything.
Daddy cursed again and grabbed mommy by the shoulders, lifting her body up and tossing it over his shoulder. “Come on, stupid,” he called to Will, kicking the chair that Will was huddled under. “It’s yer fault she’s dead. Least you can do is get rid o’ her.”
Will crawled out from under the table, standing there with his fingers twisted in his ratty shirt. Daddy glared at him and Will flinched back from the look. He didn’t want daddy to hurt him the same way he’d hurt mommy.
“Well, c’mon then. We gotta get this body t’ the gators afore they eat dinner.” Daddy carried mommy out the broken door, tossing her body roughly into the bed of his truck and opening the passenger door for Will. He climbed in as quickly as he could, sitting on his hands in the seat so he didn’t reach out and pick at the tattered leather on the dashboard. Daddy got into his own seat and started the truck, the roar of the engine almost drowning out the heartbeat in Will’s ears. “Stupid bitch couldn’t even raise her own son. We’re better off without her, boy. She ain’t worth no trouble. Don’t you go cryin’ on me now, y’ hear? Yer mommy didn’t love you an’ she left us because o’ it. She didn’t know what to do with a freak like you. Yer broken, kid. It’s yer fault she left.”
The words made no sense. Daddy was the reason mommy was in the back of the truck, wasn’t he? But he was saying it was Will’s fault, and the preacher man said that parents knew the truth that kids didn’t, so it must be Will’s fault. Was he a bad kid? Was that why his mommy had yelled at daddy, why they had fought? He didn’t say anything to daddy about it, just watched him with wide blue eyes, unable to look away. He didn’t want daddy to go after him the same way he’d gone after mommy. That made him feel scared.
Daddy drove them out to the bayou, stopping next to the dock where he kept his boat. He got out of the truck and Will scrambled to hurry after him, little legs jumping down from the height. Daddy was already moving mommy, lifting her out of the truck and dragging her down the dock. There were a pair of gators that liked to hang out, waiting for daddy to toss them some fish guts. He could see their eyes in the water, just barely above the surface. Daddy took his filet knife and ran it across mommy’s throat, red blood pooling. The gators moved closer.
“Y’ see what I’m doin’ to yer mommy,” he asked Will, shaking mommy’s body. “You tell anyone an’ you’ll be next, y’ hear.”
Will nodded, watching as daddy threw mommy into the bayou. The gators moved quick and Will found himself unable to look away. It was horrific, the way they tore mommy up. He wanted to cry, but daddy hated it when he cried. Instead, he stood there, watching as the gators ate what was left of mommy, daddy’s angry justice cutting through the silence like his knife had cut mommy’s throat. They stayed there while the gators did their job before daddy finally moved, putting his hand on Will’s shoulder.
“This is yer fault, boy. If you weren’t stupid yer mommy never would have left.” Daddy squeezed Will’s shoulder and led him back to the truck. Will got back in, turning to watch the gators swim away. The fear that he’d felt in their house was stronger now. If he did something daddy didn’t like then he’d be fed to the gators too. He didn’t want that, didn’t want to feel their teeth tearing his body apart that way. It scared him. He would be extra sure to behave for daddy so he had no reason to feed him to the gators. He had to. “We’re gonna leave now,” daddy told him, leading them back to their house. “We’re gonna move an’ if anybody asks you where yer mommy is you tell them that she left, y’ hear me? You don’t tell no one about what jus’ happened or yer gonna be the next one the gators eat.”
Will nodded, sitting on his hands again. He didn’t want to be supper for the gators. He’d be good.












