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1991's Marvel Comics Presents Vol.1 #84 cover by Barry Windsor-Smith. The Last chapter of the famous Wolverine: Weapon X storyline.
“Tell me tomorrow.”
— The final line in the first and last book in the Throne of Glass series
faking it
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everyone has a price - even suguru geto
synopsis: with no friends and a wallet full of cash, you concoct one last idea to make your final semester one to remember. paying everyone's favorite pretty playboy to pretend to be your boyfriend to complete your college bucket list before you start the life your family is forcing you into. but you might be buying far more than you bargained for.
pairings: broke!Geto x rich!Reader x dropout!Sukuna
content: mdni, angst, college au, fake dating, pining, yearning, reader is a bit oblivious, emotional discomfort, anxious reader, arranged marriage, awkward conversations, hurt/comfort
art by @aransmind !!
Your husband-to-be was your former fake boyfriend's best friend.
Who, apparently, had no fucking clue until now either judging by the way his mouth dropped open. Staring at you while you stared at him with matching expressions, soon to be matching wedding bands too.
"Only a few months," Gojo's mom smiled, no lines next to her eyes as she stepped forward to pull you into a tight hug. "I can't wait to have a daughter."
You were limp, eyes still locked on Satoru like you were silently pleading for help as the pieces started to click together in his head.
"We booked this beautiful venue for August," Your mom started gushing, rambling about vendors and flowers and discussing the guest list like it had all been decided on while you were both too busy to offer any input.
Fuck. August?
They kept chattering, back-and-forth barbed with little jabs and hints of derision as they tried to subtly one-up each other.
"Satoru's staying at one of our beach houses with a bunch of his friends after graduation, she should go with them," Your future mother-in-law offered. The idea of going as Satoru's date instead of Suguru's made your stomach drop.
Satoru stepped to the side, his stare sharpening as it shifted to his father, his voice dropping low as he muttered his name. But his dad just shot him a single glare to shut him up before he got started.
His mom was still touching you, a soft, manicured hand grabbing your left one before she touched the empty spot on your fourth finger.
"We've heard a lot about you," She hummed, as if it was all good things instead of the horrible ones your parents really thought about you. She let go of your hand for a brief moment - but it was only to pluck the massive rock on her hand and slide the ring on you. "This is a family heirloom. As the next Mrs. Gojo, it's yours now."
It felt like a fucking noose.
A chain. A leash.
Binding you to the responsibilities, condemning you to a life of emptiness.
"Wow," You swallowed, flexing your fingers like you were admiring the glittering diamond framed by small blue stones the shame shade of Satoru's eyes. Inheritance was funny like that - fate or doom or whatever you wanted to call it. You'd always end up here, and he would too. "It's beautiful. Thank you."
Did they notice how hollow your words were?
Or were they all so shallow that they didn't care? Didn't see it as something different when they were already carved out and painted with pretty faces?
"Have you gone dress shopping yet?" She asked, and you could only shake your head no.
"We were-" Your mom started, just to get interrupted.
"I'd like to take you next weekend, if that's alright with you. Some bonding time for my future daughter-in-law?" It wasn't really a question.
All the Gojos got what they wanted.
"Sure," You softly said, forcing a smile like you weren't shuffling uncomfortably on your feet and acutely aware of how much the forsaken ring on your finger weighed.
"Why don't you two go get some food? I know you don't like what they're serving here, sweetie," She added, turning to say that last part to her son, reaching up to ruffle his hair. You didn't know if it was a deliberate dig at your mom's hosting skills, but you were just glad it meant you could leave.
"Yeah," Gojo blankly agreed, but his face was hard to read. Brows knitted together like he was deep in thought. "Did you drive or-"
"No," you awkwardly answered too fast.
"We can take my car then," He said, the lump in his throat bobbing hard as he looked back towards the exit.
He started walking fast, but before you could follow, your mom was hurrying after you, grabbing your arm to pull you close enough to whisper. Making it look friendly, like a quick goodbye, placing a soft peck on your cheek when her nails were digging into your skin.
"If you fuck this up, I'll set you up with the Zenin brat instead," She threatened.
You'd rather jump off a fucking bridge than be Naoya Zenin's bride.
Your posture straightened, fear stabbing and twisting in your stomach as you nodded in understanding. You pulled away from her, catching up with Satoru as he held open the door for you.
His eyes were dark as they glanced down at his mom's ring on your finger, jaw locked as he tried to keep his composure in front of everyone.
"Are you hungry?"
You felt like you were going to puke, but you still nodded yes anyway. Scared to say the wrong thing and push him away when he might be the only person you were left with after all.
He opened the car door for you, shutting the door hard after your seatbelt clicked in, but you saw the guilt flash across his face when you flinched. Mumbling sorry when he got in after you, but other than your awkward reply that it was fine, the rest of the drive to the farthest fast food chain in a ten mile radius was spent in stilted silence.
Eventually, he switched on his signal to turn right, pulling in the parking lot of some place you'd never actually eaten at before. It was half-full, a couple cars already in line for the drive-thru.
You shifted in your seat, glancing down at your hand, hyper aware of every stupid movement you made. Uncomfortable in your own skin, nipples still sore and sensitive and getting irritated in the dress you were wearing, unable to stop your leg from bouncing as you pulled down your hem only to get reminded of the ring you were itching to take off.
"Can we eat in your car?" Your voice wavered, your eyes still stuck on the diamond. "I don't really want to be around other people right now."
"Fine with me," He shrugged, pulling up to the drive thru too.
You nodded, not sure what to do. Paralyzed by your own indecision, your inability to do anything other than roll with the latest punch that threatened to knock you down.
"What does my fiancée wanna eat?" Satoru sarcastically hummed, tapping the steering wheel before he glanced over and saw whatever expression you were making. He winced, smiling apologetically. "Sorry, not funny?"
"Did you know?" You asked, although you weren't sure what kind of answer you wanted.
"Probably as much as you did," he dryly muttered, rolling his shoulders back and running his fingers through his hair. "But I didn't think I'd have to deal with marrying anyone for, like, years-"
He paused, and you picked up where he left off. "I knew my parents wanted me to marry someone this summer, but not you."
Satoru's face scrunched up in a pout, pushing out his bottom lip like you accidentally hurt his feelings with your dismay over the whole situation.
"No offense," You muttered.
"None taken," He replied, but his next smile was too tight.
Neither of you really wanted to be here. Wanted each other. But you didn't have a choice.
Your parents were pretty much shoving you two together like you were dolls for them to play with.
He ordered for you and used his sleek gold credit card to pay, finding a spot in the back of the lot that wasn't around any of the other cars before he put it in park. Rummaging the greasy bag of food he got back before passing you some french fries, sticking straws in the oversized drink cups and shoving one down where it wasn't all the way in his cupholder.
"So, um, what now?" You asked, barely audible under the low music playing on his radio.
You wanted him to tell you it'd be alright. That this wasn't as awful as it fucking felt, being shredded by your own guilt and the crushing expectations of what the next twenty, thirty, forty years would look like.
Even though he was just as trapped as you.
Watching him from the corner of your vision as he hesitated, his mouth twitching down in a frown before he shrugged again slowly. Stiff, unsure, like he wasn't used to someone looking to him for answers.
"We get married," Satoru spoke softly.
He wasn't trying to be an asshole, it even almost sounded like a question, but it unravelled an untouchable rotten thing inside of you. How long had the tightrope you'd been walking on been fraying? Always heading towards here, this moment you knew was coming and kept ignoring like it could change anything.
It was over.
You and Sukuna. Suguru. The rest of your summer would be spent wedding planning and being prepared to be the next Mrs. Gojo.
You started sobbing. Sucking in rough breaths and breaking down in front of your groom, gasping and trying to wipe away the tears as they fell.
"Shit, I didn't mean to-" Satoru panicked. He awkwardly tried to lean over and hug you, but he forgot he was wearing a seat belt, having to fumble and fuck with it to get it to unbuckle before actually hugging you.
The fries were still warm in your hand, the paper bag crinkling between your bodies as one of Satoru's large palms slid up-and-down your back in his best attempt at soothing you.
You were hiccuping, desperately attempting to control yourself and calm down as you started stammering, "M'sorry, I-"
Not even totally sure why you were apologizing to him, of all people, chest heaving as you rubbed underneath your eyes again just for your palms to come back streaked with makeup.
"You have nothing to be sorry for," He reassured, even if you could hear his uncertainty.
"You d-don't either." Your voice was muffled between gasps, strangled inside your throat when you forced a reply out.
You pulled back from him, sniffling and struggling to stop hyperventilating as you told yourself that he had his own complicated feelings too. That was much as it wasn't fair to you, it wasn't fair to him either.
He exhaled, brows knitting together as he abruptly opened the bag to start eating his own fries. You listened to him eat, taking deep breaths and pulling yourself together. Leaning against the cool window, watching people come and go from inside the restaurant, all preoccupied with their own lives.
Satoru tapped your arm, and you looked back to see him holding out the drink he got you.
You accepted it like it was a truce, some weird olive branch in a cup of soda, taking a small carbonated sip before sighing.
He dug through the bag again, grabbing a napkin from the bottom before using it to dab at your cheeks. It was rough on your skin, already a little damp as he dragged it under your eyes.
"Thanks," You mumbled with another sniffle. He crumpled the napkin, popping open the dashboard to toss it in there with some other trash stuffed in with the manual and insurance papers. And the open box of condom conveniently crammed on its side where it'd be easiest for him to grab from.
God, you didn't even know if he was dating anyone.
Did he have a girlfriend who'd be heartbroken? Someone else he hoped to marry someday?
You doubted he'd just stop seeing them even if he did marry you.
"Maybe it's for the best," He softly suggested, reaching over to place a soft hand on your knee. You immediately twisted to squint accusingly at him, words choked up in your throat. "Look, I know it sucks. But at least we know each other. And if you want to keep seeing Suguru-"
Fuck.
How the hell were you supposed to tell Suguru you were marrying his best friend?
The tears were welling back up, and it took every ounce of self-control you had left not to start hyperventilating again. He noticed, squeezing your knee again. It was all over his face he didn't know what he was doing, that he never had to comfort anyone before you.
"I'm just trying to say that our lives don't have to be over, you know? I'll support you, alright, whatever you want to do or who you want to see. And we can just keep up appearances for our families," He murmured.
You knew Satoru wasn't wrong.
It was the best option you had. He was. Especially when a guy like Naoya would probably rather never let you leave the house once you were married - would only care about you having kids or keeping everything clean.
"So what? Like move in together and wear rings and just live our own lives outside of what our parents want?" You sniffled, trying to imagine it. He wouldn't mind you working, would he? Saving up and stashing all your checks in a private account?
You'd probably have to do the whole prenup thing before the wedding anyway.
"Yeah, like that," He nodded. "I'll inherit my dad's company in a couple years, and after that, we could always get divorced."
He was being reasonable, making the best of a bad situation, but you were so sick and tired of feeling like a tool.
And more than anything?
You were exhausted from fighting the inevitable. Pretending like you were someone you simply weren't.
You never had Sukuna's fight inside of you. Would never be as strong as Suguru.
"Okay," You numbly agreed.
"God," He groaned, and the air tensed. It was heavy, some invisible oppressive weight pressing down on your chest. He rested his head back, closing his eyes and rubbing them. "Suguru's gonna kill me."
But forty minutes later, you were both standing outside of his dorm anyway, your makeup smeared and the armpits of his shirt damp with sweat as he wiped his clammy palms on his pants.
You hadn't checked your phone still. Unable to convince yourself to see what Sukuna wanted to say when you only had news he'd consider bad back.
Would he even want you if he had to share you? If another man would be calling you his wife?
Thinking about Suguru's reaction hurt too much to linger on. Even if your relationship wasn't exactly real, it felt like you were betraying him. Especially when he occupied a piece of your heart you hadn't meant to give him. When he lingered in the corners and cracks in your heart and mind despite how much you knew better.
You told yourself it was just because you'd given him your firsts. That he just had a knack for making someone feel special. Wasn't that why you picked him in the first place?
But the reality was it was easier to lie to yourself than to face the truth that you were still a loser who'd been lying to him.
"Maybe let me do the talking," Satoru quietly said, giving you a thumbs up as there was even a sliver of confidence shared between the two of you.
You almost leaned against him while he knocked, making yourself stand straight and wobbling on your heels. Twisting the ring around on your finger and wishing you could find it inside yourself to just take it off. Satoru kept looking at it too, brows scrunching together every time like he still couldn't believe it.
The door creaked open, and you felt your chest constrict, heart painfully pounding as you held your breath.
"Hey, Sato-" Suguru stopped talking the second he saw you. "What's wrong?"
His voice dropped low, dark, like he could feel the change before he even knew.
Satoru grabbed your left hand, holding it up as Suguru's dark eyes narrowed and locked onto your new accessory.
"So, uh," Satoru started, already flailing at this. "We're sorta engaged."
what a valiant roar, what a bland goodbye
summary: your husband carlos blindsides you by asking for a divorce.
warnings: angst, heartbreak, time skips, eventual fluff, a mistake or two.
vicious speaks: this first chapter was a BEAST omg 😅 it went through several edits until i was finally happy with it. i actually started working on something entirely different when the idea for this grabbed me by the throat 😭 the other fic will be uploaded eventually, don’t worry! just need to get this out of my system. i also want to take a second to thank everyone for the love the scrap of this received 🥹 i really hope you love this version just as much, if not more 💓 happy reading!!
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f1gossip BREAKING: carlos sainz has filed for divorce from his wife, actress yn sainz! citing ‘irreconcilable differences’ as the reason for the split. carlos declined to comment but yn released the following statement: “after 12 beautiful years together, carlos has decided to end our marriage. i ask that you please give me privacy during this extremely devastating time.” we’re wishing them both the best.
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tmz first look at actress yn sainz since her soon to be ex-husband carlos sainz filed for divorce earlier this week!
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fan this is disgraceful!!
fan the way you guys chased her down to get shots of her crying is disgusting
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fan reporting every single account that shares these photos btw
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f1gossip 😳 more than half of the drivers have unfollowed carlos sainz! this comes after he took to his instagram to announce the pregnancy of his girlfriend! some of the drivers include lando norris, max verstappen, lewis hamilton, sebastian vettel, and others.
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fan FIRST YN SIGHTING IN A MONTH AND IT’S FROM MAX!??
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Good call, labeling your boss the department slut
Dr. Jack Abbot x (female) reader | Dr. Jack Abbot x you
Summary: Lizzie is already a few months old but that doesn't stop the Pitt crew from throwing a party.
A/N: Hey you beautiful people - just a quick heads-up that I'll be on vacation starting Saturday. I'll try to update the story but there's a chance I'll be too mesmerized, sitting on the beach staring at the sea, to do so. So please bear with me - it'll continue :) Thank you!
Sequel to:
Part 1: You stole my cart
Part 2: Wanna grab coffee?
Part 3: Wanna come over?
Part 4: I knew you were trouble
Part 5: Am I your girlfriend?
Part 6: And you are...?
Part 7: I can't compete with ghosts
Part 8: I'm like Mary Poppins - just more handsome and with more drugs
Part 9: I've got a face for television, baby
Part 10: I pretend I'm not completely confused by that
Part 11: I told you to slow down with the drinks
Part 12: Don't you dare apologize, kiddo
Part 13: I'll be right here and clean up the mess
Part 14: Reminds me of my time in Afghanistan, just a bit nicer
Interlude I:
Tell me about it (The Jack Sessions - Part I)
Tell me about it (The Jack Sessions - Part II)
Tell me about it (The Jack Sessions - Part III)
Part 15: What's next? Bungee jumping?
Part 16: Grief-induced rebound-shag? Did he really say that?
Part 17: You can't say that anymore
Part 18: I'm not Santa but I brought gifts anyway
Part 19: You shouldn't be worrying about money
Part 20: The eyes, Jack. The eyes
Part 21: Didn't know your dad was here helping you move
Part 22: I'm a hopeless romantic trapped in the body of a slightly sarcastic boomer
Part 23: I've been thinking about something...
Part 24: Hard to predict what'll do in the haze after nightshift
Part 25: I'm not your punching bag
Part 26: Not my fault you can't keep it in your scrubs
Part 27: That's not enough time
Part 28: Congratulations on the degree, Dr. Abbot
Part 29: I didn't know she was your girl
Part 30: You guys act like he committed a crime
Part 31: You never have to apologize for calling me or being scared
Part 32: It's about the fact that I don't want you to die
Bonus Chapter: Did you actually think this through?
Part 33: You had a problem. I fixed it. No big deal
Part 34: Sorry for being so fucking late
Interlude II: And she called you?!
Part 35: You did so fucking brilliantly kiddo
Part 36: She deserves to become her own person
Part 37: I think we made a mistake
Part 38: You two do realize you're not a couple, right?
Part 39: I don't know what to do. I don't know anything
Part 40: I'm glad he finally stuck with something
Part 41: It's not against you, darling. It's just... personal
Part 42: I get it. Family isn't easy
Part 43: I don't want you thinking about my sister the first time we have sex again
Part 44: You had it coming
Bonus chapter: You don't get to decide what kind of woman I should be
Part 45: I didn't think it was all battle royal out there
Bonus chapter: Wow. Not even hypothetical me gets any freedom?
Part 46: You wanna tell me something?
Part 47: But now listen carefully - Daddy's first important life lesson for you
Part 48: That face needs to populate a whole bloodline
Part 49: I know exactly who to call
Part 50: I think I'm more comfortable falling apart in your own apartment
Part 51: It's just a rough patch. Okay?
Part 52: If you think I'm helicoptering - he's next level
Part 53: She's totally judging you
Part 54: I don't need an audience
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I’m missing my goddaughter. Saturday, 3 p.m - coffee, my place?
You read the message and raised an eyebrow, before glancing toward Jack, who sat on the sofa next to you. He was half-asleep but really adamant he was watching the World War II documentary on TV.
“Jack?”
His eyes flew open and he looked at you, blinking. “I’m still watching” he said automatically, rubbing his face.
You laughed. “Yeah. I know” you replied dryly. “Robby wants to meet on Saturday. He says he misses Lizzie.”
Jack shrugged. “Yeah. He’s obsessed with her, so that tracks. Does the invitation only include you or may I tag along?”
“I guess you’re included” you said, grinning. “It’s not like I’m trying to steal your best friend.”
“You couldn’t anyway” he said, eyes already closed again, voice blurring. “I know too much shit about him. He wouldn’t dare.”
You smiled and pulled him gently toward you until he lay on his side, his head in your lap. You started stroking his head. “You know I like a good challenge.”
He gave you a half-crooked smile. “I know.” He snuggled closer into you. “Please don’t.”
When Friday arrived you had nearly forgotten about the invitation. You had to wake Jack from his blissful post-nightshift nap, which led to some grumpy, murmured curses under his breath as he dragged himself into the shower. You could only assume his shift had been bad - he had been grumpy and snippy since he had walked through the door this morning.
While he was in the bathroom, you were busy getting Lizzie - and yourself - ready. You dressed her in an adorable onesie resembling a little teddy bear (ears and all) and she watched you with a suspicious look while you pulled on some leggings and a shirt. After all, it was just coffee at Robby's place. No need to dress up.
Jack took his sweet time in the shower, so you even had time to do your hair and put on some makeup. When he finally exited - hair still damp, still grumpy looking - you had to feed Lizzie again.
He walked into the bedroom and put on a clean shirt. Then he looked at you.
“You’re looking absolutely gorgeous" he said, head tilted. “Should I be jealous because you’re dressing up for Robby?”
You stared at him, blinking. “It’s a shirt and leggins” you said slowly. “And my tits are only out because I’m feeding your daughter. I plan to put them away before leaving the house.”
You could see how much he wanted to stay grumpy, but a smile tugged at his lips. “Good. I’m the only one seeing them. Well - and her, I guess” he added with a shrug, nodding toward Lizzie.
Then he sat down next to you. “Do we really have to go?”
You let out a small laugh. “I can go by myself, if you want to go back to sleep. I really don’t mind.”
You could see his mind working. After a long moment, he sighed and shook his head. “No. It’s fine. I kind of want to see him.”
“Yeah, you sound thrilled” you said dryly, handing him Lizzie to burp, while stuffing your breast back into the nursing bra. “And we should really go - we’re already late.”
You were really late when you stood in front of Robby's door. You had to feed Lizzie again in the car in the parking lot and she had taken her sweet time. Just like her dad earlier in the shower.
No paternity test needed.
You had already rung the bell but nothing had happened yet.
“It sounds like there are other people inside” Jack said slowly. “Are you sure you’ve got the date right?”
You grabbed your phone and scrolled through your messages. “Yeah, I’ve got it right. Maybe he forgot about it.”
Jack pressed the bell again. “If he doesn’t open the door in two minutes I’m going back home” he mumbled.
You nudged him. “Don’t be such a grump.”
He turned toward you to reply when the door opened. Robby stood in the doorframe, face slightly flushed, a grin on his lips. “Hey! Sorry, I was … on the phone” he said, then pulled you into a quick hug before giving Jack a clap on the back.
Then he squatted down to come face-to-face with Lizzie, who was sitting in her carrier. “Hey, there she is. My favourite girl” Robby cooed, unbuckling her straps and taking her out.
She let out a very loud shriek - obviously extremely excited to see her godfather.
“She’s much bigger than the last time I saw her” he said, snuggling her.
Jack shrugged. “Yeah, they tend to grow.”
“Ignore him. He’s tired and grumpy” you said with a smile, giving Jack a look.
“And I was told there would be coffee” he added, stifling a yawn.
Robby nodded. “Yeah. Sure. Come on in.”
He stepped aside to let you in. You put the carrier in the hallway and went into the living room. Jack followed you.
You stepped inside. There was only a second to take everything in - balloons, a big letter garland, paper streamers - when hell broke loose .
Two dozen people jumped from the floor or from hiding spots behind tables and the sofa, shouting and cheering “HAPPY BABY PARTY!”
You froze midstep - and you could hear Jack let out a quiet startled “What the fuck?”.
Robby came in after you, grinning and holding Lizzie facing forward so she could see into the room. “Surprise party for Lizzie” he said, bouncing her. “Look, girl, all these people only came to see you.”
Jack turned around, still puzzled. “You organized this?”
Robby tilted his head. “You sound surprised.”
Jack blinked, eyes narrowing. “You didn’t organize this. You are not able to organize something like this. Who was in charge?”
He looked around until he found Princess, who smiled a little too innocently.
“You.”
She shrugged. “Maybe. Maybe not” she said, still smiling.
“Did you organize all this just to meet my daughter?” Jack asked suspiciously.
You nudged him. “Let her be” you whispered. “That’s actually very nice. Don’t you think so?”
He just groaned.
You looked around the room, spotting some familiar faces - you couldn’t quite wrap your head around the sheer number of people working in the Pitt.
Trinity, standing to the side, nursing a glass with what looked like whiskey, gave you a small nod with raised eyebrows. You smiled.
Then Dana stepped forward, wrapping you in a big hug. “Looking good, kid” she said and you could practically feel the warm smile on her face. “Did you already lose all the baby weight? You look incredible."
You chuckled. “I wish” you said with a huff.
Dana looked you up and down. “Don't be too hard on yourself, girl. You do look great.”
You blushed. “Well… thank you” you mumbled.
Then you looked around the room again, taking in the decorations in. The letter garland hanging on the wall behind the sofa read “LIZIES BABY PARTY”.
You raised an eyebrow.
Perlah, standing next to you, grinned. “It's not a typo. Well, it is, but we know about it” she said. “Someone only ordered one Z so we had to improvise.”
You laughed. “It's fine. She won’t notice anyway.”
Perlah chuckled and turned to look at Lizzie, who was being paraded through the room by an incredibly proud-looking Robby. Right now, he was standing in front of Whitaker, who tickled her tiny feet.
Lizzie waved her arms and shrieked at the volume of a siren.
“Jesus, Jack, your daughter has quite the voice” Cassie said with a smile.
“That's called natural authority” he said with a shrug. “She'll be an attending in no time.”
Cassie laughed. “I'm not sure I feel her authority, giving the bear ears and all.”
Princess sneaked towards Lizzie, her eyes fixed on the baby. “She is the cutest baby I've ever seen” she said. “My ovaries are about to implode.”
“If the pregnancy rate in the department is going to skyrocket in nine months we know who to blame” Dennis said dryly, with a nod towards Robby.
A moment of silence followed.
“Just because of how cute Lizzie is!” he added quickly, face reddining. “Not that Robby is going to - I'm not implying he is going to - I just-”
“Relax Whitaker” Robby said, clearly trying to hide his amusement. “I'm not going to short-staff my own department.”
With a deadpan expression he then went over to Princess.
Dennis gulped, still embarrassed. Trinity gave him a light hit on the upper arm.
“Good call, labeling your boss the department slut” she murmured, grinning.
“I certainly did not call him-” he started.
Trinity waved him off. “Tomato - tomato.” Then she took another sip of her drink and walked away.
You turned to say something to Jack, but he wasn't standing behind you anymore. You looked around and found him off to the side, deep in what looked like a very serious conversation with Frank.
You decided not to interrupt whatever that was and went to the table to get yourself something to drink.
While you were pouring yourself some juice, Melissa walked over to help herself to some lemonade.
“Hi” she said with a wide smile. “Your baby is really cute!”
“Thank you!” You took a sip, eyeing Robby who was about to hand Lizzie over to a very delighted Princess. “She clearly has Jack’s biorhythm. She loves being awake at night and hates mornings.”
Mel nodded. “Yeah, there is actually some research on that. Usually, around three to six months, babies start adapting so sleeping more at night. They’re born without a real circadian rhythm, so they have to develop one.”
You nodded slowly. “That makes sense. I just hope she develops that fast. I'm not made for sleep deprivation.”
“Actually no one is” Mel said. “Withholding sleep is considered torture under the Geneva convention from 1949.”
“Yeah I can get behind that” you said dryly.
Trinity walked over, patting Mel's shoulder. “Are you talking about Ogilvie’s cooking or is there any other kind of torture here?”
Mel smiled. “We’re discussing the Geneva Convention.”
Trinity raised an eyebrow, momentarily at a loss for words. “Well, that’s a fun party conversation” she said eventually. “Why not discuss some gruesome murder next - like what’s your take on Jeffrey Dahmer?”
You stifled a laugh as Mel frowned. “I’m not really into true crime” she admitted. “But I like book nooks!”
Trinity blinked. “I have no idea what that is and I’m too afraid to ask.”
You glanced toward Princess, who was holding Lizzie, bouncing her softly and humming something into her ear. You could Lizzie's face scrunching - and then you heard a sound you could identify among a thousand others.
“Excuse me” you said to Mel and Trinity, already sprinting across the room. “Sorry” you squeaked as you grabbed Lizzie from Princess’s shoulder and pressed her against your chest, facing forward.
Her tiny body went tense in your arms, her little hands curling in toward her chest. Another small gag - very wet and unmistakable.
“It’s okay, baby girl” you murmured, already shifting her forward, one hand braced under her chest.
But you were half a second too slow.
It came up in a sudden gush - warm against your palm as you tried to catch it, milky and thick, slipping through your fingers. It spilled past your hand, splattering onto the jacket draped over the sofa and soaking into the fabric. Some drops hits the cushion beneath.
You barely registered it, already rubbing Lizzie's back as she let out a startled offended cry, her face scrunching harder in protest.
A cloth appeared in front of your face.
“Too much excitement, huh, Lizzie?” Jack said calmly and slightly amused. “Hand her over. You can go clean up.”
Lizzie hiccuped as Jack took her - a small shudder running through her. Then she shrieked again, clearly completely unfazed.
“My jacket” someone said.
You turned your head to see a tall young man who looked like he might throw up too, staring at his jacket.
“I’m so sorry!” you rushed, wiping your hands with the cloth. “I’ll pay for the dry cleaning, of course.”
Trinity stepped up behind him, grabbing his shoulders. “It’s just baby barf” she said. “I’m sure your clothes have seen worse at your frat parties.”
“I’ve never been in a frat” he said, confused.
“Really?” she said. “I thought you only got this kind of aura from spending time with incredibly annoying, privileged men with too much attitude and too few consequences.”
He stared at her.
You blinked and gave Jack a confused look, who had an amused smile tugging at his lips.
“Um” you started. “I’ll just go and wash my hands and then we can exchange numbers, okay?” You headed to the bathroom. Before you closed the door you heard Robby's voice.
“I guess that was just protest because she wants to be held by her godfather, huh, Lizzie? You clever girl.”
You shook your head and locked the door.
Later you sat on the sofa and watched Lizzie, who had fallen asleep on top of Robby, who sat next to you. She made adorable little noises, her tiny hands curled into his shirt, drooling hopelessly.
The ruined jacket had vanished and only the faint smell of sour milk hinted at Lizzie's earlier accident.
You raised an eyebrow. “I guess she won't be sleeping tonight” you said, already accepting the fact that another sleepless night lay ahead of you.
Robby shrugged slightly. “Don't babies sleep like eighteen hours a day?”
“You're talking about Jack Abbot's daughter here” you replied dryly.
Robby chuckled softly. “But at least he's at home tonight, right?”
You nodded. “Yeah, thank god.”
A small pause settled between you. You both watched Jesse juggling some apples he’d found while Emma stood in front of him, eyes wide and amused.
“Jack told me about your rough nights with her lately” Robby said eventually, nodding toward Lizzie.
You blushed. “Mhm.” You didn't really like other people knowing how much you were struggling sometimes, but you couldn't blame Jack for telling Robby. You played with the edge of your shirt, not looking at him.
“If you need help at night you can always call me” Robby said with a shrug. “God knows I’m awake most nights anyway.”
You raised your eyebrows in surprise. “Are you serious?”
He nodded. “Dead serious. I’ve got a thing with babies and I don’t like the thought of you struggling alone, while he’s on shift” he said, nodding toward Jack.
“I would feel bad calling you” you said slowly, biting your lip. But the prospect of having someone to help you during the bad nights was very tempting.
He rolled his eyes. “I wouldn’t offer it if I wasn’t sure. I’m not that altruistic. Trust me.”
“Okay” you said after a moment. “Thank you. That’s really nice. Maybe I’ll take you up on that.”
Robby glanced at you. “Do that. There are worse ways to spend my nights than calming down a screaming baby.”
“And way better ones” you mumbled under your breath.
Robby raised his eyebrows, grinning.
You blushed immediately. “You know what I mean! Sleeping and so on.”
He chuckled so hard that he woke Lizzie. She started to wiggle, blinking in confusion, then let out a sharp cry. Robby looked devastated.
“Oh no, Lizzie, girl, I'm so sorry” he whispered, scooping her up against his shoulder, stroking her back. “I'm sorry for waking you.”
She didn't buy it. She was screaming her lungs out now, her face redding by the second.
“She really is your daughter, Jack” Donnie said, grinning. “That's how I imagine you waking up from a nap.”
You started laughing when you saw Jack's face. Then you turned to Robby. “Maybe she needs a new diaper and something to eat” you said gently. “I'll handle it.”
He looked from Lizzie to you and back. Then he sighed and handed her over to you. “Yeah, probably. If you want you can use my bedroom to nurse her. It’s quieter there.” He paused for a moment. “And I'm really sorry about waking her up.”
You shrugged. “I think we just have to accept the fact she just hates fun” you said with a deadpan expression and walked toward the bathroom, grabbing the diaper bag on the way.
When you exited the bedroom - Lizzie was happy again, gurgling and waving her arms - you noticed even more people in the apartment.
“Night shift has risen from their tombs” Cassie said with a grin when she saw your confused expression. “Someone sent a couple of pictures in the group chat and well… they didn’t want to miss the fun.”
Parker, who looked way too good for being constantly on night shift, came strolling over to you, smiling. “Hey little Miss Lizzie” she said, taking her small hand.
“Want to hold her?” you asked, shifting her slightly on your arm. “I need something to eat with no baby drool on it.”
Parkers smile widened. “Of course I want to.”
She took her, cradling her in her arms, pressing her cheek against her head.
“But no bouncing” you added quickly. “You can ask James what happens if you do.”
“James?” Parker asked, one eye brow raised.
“Ogilvie” Cassie said.
“Ah.” Parker lost interest immediately. “So, let’s go and see what Shen thinks about me holding you while he’s not allowed to” she cooed toward Lizzie, walking away.
“You guys are just so amazing with her” you said, shaking your head. “It’s like being part of a big family.”
Cassie smirked. “A big, very dysfunctional family - in the best way” she said with a shrug. “I love most of them but honestly? They’re all fucked up in their own way. But in the end, they all try to do their best.” She paused for a moment. “I mean - look at Langdon and Jack. They had a pretty ugly situation at handover yesterday and Jack was fuming when Langdon just walked away from him. And now it seems like they’ve resolved it without killing each other.”
You blinked surprised. “Jack didn’t tell me about it.”
“I don’t want to step on anyone's toes here but he doesn’t really seem like the kind of man who talks about everything that’s bothering him” Cassie said with a shrug.
You nodded slowly. “Yeah. But still…”
She nudged you. “Don’t overthink this. Come on - lets find you something to eat. Enjoy it while there’s no baby clinging to your breasts. Embrace the brief freedom."
You laughed and followed her.
Jack Abbot:
(sending a picture; a dim living room, you asleep on the sofa, Lizzie on your chest, her tiny hand gripping a stuffed giraffe; Jack is half in frame, exhausted, small smile, thumbs up)
Jack Abbot:
You guys tired them out. Thanks again for the surprise and the gifts.
Princess Dela Cruz:
OH MY GOD
Trinity Santos:
Just asking: does she approve of you sending pictures of her while she's sleeping?
Jack Abbot:
She doesn't mind.
Emma Nolan:
Look at her holding the giraffe!
Jack Abbot:
For the record - I still hate surprises.
Parker Ellis:
There he is again.
Mateo Diaz:
Nature is healing.
Jack Abbot:
Haha. You guys used to be funnier.
Princess Dela Cruz:
Can we talk about how much she loves the giraffe we gave her?
Michael (Robby) Robinavitch:
She has excellent taste.
Jack Abbot:
Debatable. I heard she likes you guys.
Michael (Robby) Robinavitch:
Low blow after everything we did for you.
Jack Abbot:
You did it for Lizzie.
Trinity Santos:
He kind of has a point.
Jack Abbot:
And I said thank you
Jack Abbot:
The vouchers were smart.
Dana Evans:
That was Emma’s idea!
Jack Abbot:
Thanks Emma!
Emma Nolan:
You're welcome, Dr Abbot! 🥹
Jack Abbot:
I don't see us using all of the diapers though. It's just… a lot.
Cassie McKay:
Speaking from experience - there is no such thing as too many diapers with a baby.
Frank Langdon:
Seconded.
Mateo Diaz:
For your next baby party, night shift will be there earlier. Right, Ellis, Shen, Henderson?
Jack:
There won't be a next time.
Princess Dela Cruz:
We're already planning it.
Jack Abbot:
Let me say this once: My family planning is none of your business.
Trinity Santos:
Well… maybe someone else would volunteer then? Your gf does make beautiful babies.
Parker Ellis:
OMG
Mateo Diaz:
??!!??
Jesse Van Horn:
No man can volunteer now without Jack killing him.
Trinity Santos:
But you were thinking about it, Jesse? You dog.
Princess Dela Cruz:
TRINITY STOP IT OMG
Mateo Diaz:
I cannot believe you wrote that.
Michael (Robby) Robinavitch:
I'm not part of this conversation.
Trinity Santos:
Can I elaborate on what Whitaker said earlier…
Dennis Whitaker:
TRINITY
Dennis Whitaker:
NO
Dennis Whitaker:
I DIDN'T MEAN IT LIKE THAT
Michael (Robby) Robinavitch:
I'm choosing to ignore that.
Melanie King:
Not to be a party pooper, but we cannot be sure that another man would produce the same result. Genetic contribution remains a relevant variable.
Parker Ellis:
I AM SCREAMING. THIS IS SO FAR OUT OF LINE I LOVE IT.
Dana Evans:
That's why we can't have nice things.
Jack Abbot:
You guys stop this at once.
Trinity Santos:
Okay, I retract the statement. Reluctantly.
Jack Abbot:
I'm muting this chat now.
Emma Nolan:
But honestly - she really does make beautiful babies.
Emma Nolan:
Oh.
Emma Nolan:
WRONG CHAT I AM SO SORRY
Trinity Santos:
THANK YOU
Michael (Robby) Robinavitch:
Wait - what was the right chat for that?!
James Ogilvie:
Dr. Abbot, can you tell your girlfriend I sent her a Venmo request for the dry cleaning?
Trinity Santos:
You really did that?!?
James Ogilvie:
Yeah? It's really hard to get rid of the milk smell.
Jack Abbot:
Retract the request. I'll send you the money.
James Ogilvie:
Thanks! Appreciate it!
Trinity Santos:
Get lost.
Trinity Santos:
Oh sorry, wrong chat. That was meant to be a private message to Ogilvie.
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You wanna keep reading? - Part 56: I think that's a bad idea, girl
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I can't promise everything will fit into the story but I love reading your ideas and they often inspire new scenes.
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The Ex Education
Ex husband!Harry Castillo x Ex Wife!F!Reader
series masterlist . previous chapter . next chapter
Lesson 7
Summary: Old wounds resurface, questions go unanswered, and one mistake quietly leads to the next. When denial finally fails, desire takes over; and there’s no defense left. A bad move. Checkmate. Warnings and WC: 16.7k, (oops) ⚠️ Content Note: Mature themes / 18+ I’ve placed the detailed content warnings at the end of the chapter to avoid spoilers. Please read at your own comfort level. confession, argument, making out, rough kissing, yearning, mutual pining, divorce trauma, unfinished love, sharing a bed, sharing a room, forced proximity, pretending to be married, hate-to-need energy, dirty thoughts, lust, Alcohol use, Exes-to-Enemies Tension, “just kiss already” vibe, Corporate Drama, Flirting / Banter, Jealousy, Petty Revenge, denial of feelings, rom-com, comedy, idiots in love, lying, wealth, upper east side drama, divorced but not over it, slow burn romance, manhattan aesthetic. OC Characters (Eloise: Harry's Grandmother, Ron=Harry's assistant, Emily=Reader's bestie, Chloe=Reader's elite friend, Mikey=Readers brother Scarlet&Richard=Reader's parents, Lara=Scarlet's assistant, Vivienne=Harry's mother, Sienna=Harry's sister, Dana=Harry's EA (Executive Assistant)) authors note: I won’t lie. I listened to a lot of music while writing that scene. This one, though? The lyrics understood the assignment. Fire Meet Gasoline 🔥
Denial Is Not a Strategy, Darling
Morning came quietly to the house—far too quietly for Eloise’s taste. She was already dressed, hair perfectly pinned, gliding down the hallway with purpose when she stopped a passing maid. “Have they woken up yet?” Eloise asked, peering eagerly toward the bedroom corridor.
The maid smiled politely. “No, ma’am. Not yet.” Eloise’s brows lifted in delight. “Still asleep? Ay, what kind of sleep is this—it’s nearly ten,” she said fondly. “I miss their faces.”
“Mama—” Vivienne appeared at the far end of the corridor, having heard Eloise’s voice, panic flickering behind her otherwise composed smile. “What are you doing?” Eloise waved her off. “I won’t go in. I’ll just look. They’ll want to leave after lunch anyway—let me see them once.” Vivienne swallowed. She knew you weren’t really sleeping together. She knew this was a performance. And she knew exactly how catastrophic it would look if Eloise saw…
“Mama,” she hissed, lowering her voice. “Maybe that’s not a good idea—” Sienna joined them then, coffee in hand, clearly entertained. “What’s happening?” Vivienne shot her a look. Help me. “She wants to go into Harry’s room,” she murmured pointedly, nodding toward Eloise. “Say something.” Sienna took one look at the scene and laughed softly. “Abuela,” she said lightly, “we really shouldn’t… I mean, last night when we walked in, things were already a little… awkward.”
Vivienne nodded. Eloise waved dismissively. “Oh, please,” she scoffed. “What is this, a honeymoon?” Vivienne rubbed her temple. “Mom, please… this is a bit… inappropriate.” Eloise turned to her with mock offense. “What do you mean? Am I not allowed to step into my grandson’s room now?” She said, clicking her tongue softly. “I used to change his diapers when you were fast asleep, remember? You were… such a peaceful mother. So trusting. So very relaxed.” Eloise patted Vivienne’s arm as if comforting her—while absolutely not. “Someone had to keep an eye on things, cariño. While you enjoyed your beauty sleep.” Vivienne frowned. “How did this suddenly turn into a commentary on my parenting?” she muttered. Sienna giggled into her coffee.
Mikey wandered in mid-yawn, hair a mess, voice instantly smooth. “Good morning, ladies.” Vivienne shot him a look. He grinned—then froze, eyes landing on Sienna. “Wow. Sienna… you look this gorgeous even in the morning? Are you wearing makeup already?” “I’m not,” Sienna said calmly. “Just moisturizer.” Mikey clutched his chest dramatically. “My God. An actual angel.” Vivienne cleared her throat sharply. Mikey swallowed. “Okay, what’s going on? Why are we all lurking outside a bedroom like it’s a crime scene?” Sienna leaned in, whispering. “Abuela wants to peek.” Mikey smirked. “Oh shit. If I know my sister, there’s no way Harry actually made it into that bed.” Sienna exhaled softly. “Which is… unfortunately the problem.”
“I just want to take a quick look,” Eloise whispered urgently. “I’ll be quiet. Let me see my sweethearts.” The door creaked open. Everyone tensed. “Oh,” Eloise breathed. “Look at them.” Vivienne stiffened—then froze. Because there you were. Curled into Harry’s chest, your head resting there like it had always belonged. His arm was wrapped around you, loose and instinctive, his hand warm at your side. Soft. Peaceful. It was exactly the scene Eloise had expected to find.
But for everyone else, it caught them off guard— the kind of surprise that steals your breath for a second… and then makes it impossible not to smile. Too tender to be planned. Too intimate to be staged. Too natural to be a lie. Whatever panic they’d carried into the hallway faded the moment they saw you like that— because no one could look at the two of you and not soften. “They’re adorable,” Eloise whispered, a hand flying to her heart. “Ay… qué dulzura. Mis bebés.” (Oh… how sweet. My babies.)
Mikey blinked. “No way. Let me see.” Sienna leaned in too, her teasing smile melting into something softer. “Aww.” Vivienne felt the tight knot in her chest finally loosen, a helpless smile tugging at her lips. Mikey murmured, eyes still on the bed, glancing at Sienna. “You know… I should really get married. Waking up like this doesn’t seem like a bad idea.” Sienna rolled her eyes and jabbed him in the ribs with her elbow. “Dream on.” Vivienne scoffed softly. “Please. You’re exactly the type to settle down and commit.” Mikey pressed a hand to his chest, wounded. “Wow. Okay. Don’t be like that. I’ve changed, Vivienne. I’m serious now. A new man.” She raised a brow. “Terrifying.”
Mikey opened his mouth to protest— You shifted slightly in your sleep. The room froze. “Shh,” Eloise hissed instantly, lifting a finger. “Quiet. Close it—don’t wake them.” The door was pulled shut with careful precision, footsteps retreating, voices dissolving into hushed murmurs down the hall. Inside the room, neither of you stirred. Still wrapped around each other, breath slow and synchronized, bodies fitting together with an ease no one could have rehearsed. The performance had done more than convince its audience.
The sounds from the corridor came first. Muffled voices. Soft laughter. A door closing somewhere far away. Distant at first—harmless. And then, persistent enough to finally fracture the deepest part of your sleep. You surfaced slowly. Not awake—just aware.
The first thing you noticed wasn’t light. Or sound. It was warmth. Solid. Steady. Your cheek rested against something firmer than a pillow—warm skin beneath fabric, the slow, unmistakable rise and fall of breath. An arm around you. Familiar. Anchoring.
And the scent. Clean. Heady. Masculine. So familiar it didn’t register as foreign at all—only safe and intriguing. You hadn’t slept like this in years. Not since a time when mornings began exactly like this. Not since this room had held two bodies instead of one.
For a moment—just one—you thought you’d slipped backward in time. Your lashes fluttered. Before you even opened your eyes, you knew. Harry. Not because you’d seen him. Because your body remembered him. The way it had once woken against this same warmth. The way it had learned, years ago, to settle here without thinking.
And then— Your body tensed. Your eyes flew open. There he was. So close his breath brushed your forehead. His face softened by sleep, unguarded in a way you hadn’t seen in years. No sharp edges. No games. Just him.
He shifted slightly. “Harry,” you murmured instinctively, stretching like a cat before your brain caught up. He blinked. “Mm.” And then your mind rebooted—like a computer force-restoring data after a system crash. The fuck?
You yelped, jerking back, sitting upright and dragging the duvet up to your chin. “Harry! What the hell is this? Why are you here?!” He squinted at you, clearly still half asleep. “Wha—good morning to you too.” “Don’t good morning me,” you snapped, eyes darting around the room.
“You were sleeping on the chaise when I went to bed,” you said, gesturing at it. “So explain to me why you’re here—because this makes absolutely no sense.” He sighed, rubbing his face. “I couldn’t sleep and went outside for some air. When I came back, you’d kicked the covers off and-” “And?” you cut in sharply. “Nobody asked you to tuck me in.”
He smirked, eyes flicking down briefly before returning to your face. “You were… a little exposed.” You grabbed a pillow and threw it at him. “Are you laughing right now?!” “Yes,” he said easily, catching it. “Because you’re overreacting. And—”
He narrowed his eyes. “Jesus, you’re blushing.” “I am not—” He tilted his head, that infuriating glint back in his eyes. “Unless… you were dreaming about me?”
Your stomach flipped. Because yes. You had. Every version of what could have happened if you hadn’t bitten his nose at that moment. Every dangerous possibility your body had eagerly explored while your mind slept. Damn it, he caught you. Bastard noticed.
You scrambled to get out of bed—and Harry caught your wrist, pulling you back just enough to stop you. “Oh no,” he said, amused. “I know that face. That’s your I had dirty thoughts and got caught face.” You arched a brow. “Bravo,” you said dryly. “Shall I clap, or are you done embarrassing yourself?”
He smiled, slow and knowing. “You’re the one trying to escape, sweetheart,” he murmured. “So clearly, you’re the embarrassed one.” Something shifted in you then. Not panic. Not fluster. Decision.
You straightened, letting the moment stretch just long enough for him to wonder. And then you smiled. Then, to his surprise, you climbed back onto the bed. Slowly. Deliberately.
With a dangerous calm, you leaned in, the duvet slipping from your shoulders. The satin of your nightgown caught the morning light as it spilled through the window—soft gold tracing the curve of your collarbone, your waist, your thighs. His breath hitched. “Interesting,” you said lightly. “Because I was about to ask you the same thing.”
His brow creased. “What?” “You said you couldn’t sleep,” you continued, voice calm, measured, as you placed your palm on the mattress—eyes never leaving his. “You went outside. You were restless. Couldn’t settle.” He opened his mouth. You didn’t let him.
“Your body doesn’t react like that unless something’s already under your skin,” you added, almost thoughtfully. Then, softer—but sharper: “So maybe,” you said with a slight tilt of your head, “You're the one who's been dreaming.”
The smirk faltered. Just for a second. And that second gave you everything. You moved. One knee on the mattress. Then the other.
You crawled toward him, catlike and unhurried, the strap of your nightgown slipping just enough to draw the light to you— to the smooth line of your shoulder, the quiet confidence in every measured movement. Damn. You were devastating.
The kind of beauty that stole breath without asking. The kind that could resurrect the dead and leave the living undone. Any man would have faltered at the sight of you like that— not trying, not performing— simply being.
And Harry did exactly what any man would do. He forgot how to breathe. “…H-hey,” he said, suddenly very aware of his heartbeat. You stopped inches from him. Close enough for him to feel your warmth. Close enough for the air between you to change.
Your hand didn’t rush. Instead, your index finger traced a slow, idle path along his shoulder—light, deliberate—like you were deciding something. Like you already knew the answer. Then your palm followed. Flat against his chest. Right where his heart was hammering.
You felt it beneath your hand. Fast. Unsteady. You smiled. Harry swallowed hard, his Adam’s apple bobbing visibly. For half a second, instinct almost won. He leaned in—so close his lips hovered, pulled by something primal and stupid and loud.
But he wasn’t that idiot. What little logic he had left screamed at him to stop. The problem was— his body wasn’t listening. Blood wasn’t going to his brain anymore. It was pooling elsewhere, hijacking his focus, making it impossible to think straight, let alone everywhere at once.
This was how men lost wars. With the last fragile scrap of reason he had, Harry decided to retreat. He tried to put distance between you— to reclaim ground you’d already stolen. He shifted back too fast. Misjudged where the bed ended.
Your palm was still on his chest—and you pressed just a little, almost casually, as if no one could tell you were pushing him back at all.
His calves hit the mattress. Balance betrayed him. And suddenly— He was on the floor. It was barely a push. More suggestion than force. Exactly what you’d intended.
You laughed. Soft. Sweet. Almost fond. Harry sat there in stunned silence, swallowing hard, heart still racing—humiliation tangling with disbelief.
“Nice attempt,” you said, smiling. You slid to the edge of the bed and planted your feet on the floor, cool and unhurried, like gravity answered to you now. “But next time you try to corner me—” you glanced down at him, eyes gleaming, “—make sure you’re not standing on the edge yourself. Unless you enjoy ending up on the floor.”
You reached for your robe, slipping it over your shoulders, the fabric settling over the satin of your nightgown with practiced ease. Harry huffed a quiet laugh. “Yeah,” he murmured. “Point taken, your majesty.” He lifted two fingers in a lazy, mock salute—half teasing, half sincere. You didn’t bother looking at him.
“Hm,” you hummed instead, something like a smile threatening at the corner of your mouth—quickly dismissed. You stepped past him, close enough for him to catch the whisper of fabric, pretending you couldn’t hear the way your own heartbeat was pounding in your ears, pretending it hadn’t rattled you at all. The bathroom door swung shut with a soft, decisive click.
Harry stayed there for a moment. Staring after you. Breathing hard. “…Damn,” he muttered to himself. Then, quieter, half a laugh: “She’s good.” He shook his head. “Well, you asked for it, Harry.”
Inside the bathroom, you leaned back against the door, heart racing. “Perfect,” you whispered to your reflection. “I’m trying to stay away from him—” your gaze dropped, remembering the warmth, “—and I wake up with my head on his chest.” You exhaled slowly. “God. I need to get out of this house,” you murmured.
You came downstairs as the house slowly woke around you. The dining room smelled of coffee and warm bread, sunlight filtering in through the tall windows. Eloise wasn’t at the breakfast table yet.
She sat near it instead, settled comfortably into one of the single armchairs by the window, the morning light falling gently across her shoulders. A nurse stood beside her, fastening the blood pressure cuff around her arm—part of the quiet routine that framed her mornings, both before and after meals. She looked content, unbothered, entirely at home in the small rituals of care.
“Good morning, cariño,” Eloise said the moment she saw you, her face lighting up. You leaned down so she wouldn’t have to strain herself, and she wrapped her arms around you in a gentle, careful hug—light, mindful of her age, but full of warmth.
As you straightened, your eyes caught on the necklace resting against her throat. It was exquisite. A deep ruby set delicately at the hollow of her neck, its rich color standing in striking contrast to her finely lined skin. Elegant. Timeless. The kind of piece that didn’t shout wealth—only taste.
“Oh my God,” you said softly, smiling. “The ruby is perfect,” you added, eyes lingering appreciatively. “It picks up the tone of your dress beautifully. It doesn’t compete—it completes it.” Eloise’s lips curved with quiet pride.
“You like it?” she asked, fingers brushing the gem instinctively. “Harold gave it to me for my birthday,” she added. “More than sixty years ago.” Then she lifted her hand slightly, the light catching on the ring. “And my ring?” she asked, smiling knowingly. “Do you remember this one?”
Of course you did. You and Harry had found it together that summer, when you’d grown restless in New York and decided—on a whim—to escape to Europe. It was still early days. You were dating then, not yet defined, not yet careful.
The trip wasn’t about plans or destinations. It was about space. About walking through unfamiliar cities, sharing long dinners, learning each other without the weight of expectation. A quiet auction tucked into an old palazzo—private, discreet. The ring had once belonged to a minor royal house. Elegant. Storied.
You’d known immediately it was hers. You remembered Italy too. Verona. The warm stone beneath your palms. The hush of the crowd below. And Harry—standing far too close, eyes brighter than the city lights—asking you to marry him beneath Juliet’s balcony like it was the most natural thing in the world.
For a split second, the memory tightened in your chest. Then it passed. “I remember,” you said softly. Eloise smiled, pleased. “You both chose so well,” she said warmly. “It was the very first gift you ever gave me together.”
She glanced down at the necklace, fingers brushing the ruby with quiet affection. “And look—it goes beautifully with my necklace, doesn’t it?” She smiled at you, pleased. “You always had such good taste.” You simply smiled back at her in return.
“Help me up, cariño. I’m starving. You know how it is—at my age, an empty stomach turns into a medical emergency. Ulcer first, pills second.” You giggled and slipped your arm through hers, steadying her as she stood. She leaned into you comfortably, trusting your support without a second thought.
As you walked toward the dining table, she glanced up at you, eyes bright and mischievous. “You slept well, it shows,” she said lightly. “Look at you—your face is glowing.” You smiled, a little embarrassed—because when you thought about how and where you’d woken up, warmth still lingering in places it shouldn’t have, the explanation suddenly felt thin.
“Maybe it’s just the light,” you replied. “Mm,” Eloise hummed. “Or maybe happiness.” Breakfast was already being set. Plates clinked softly. Servants moved in quiet coordination.
Mikey was there, already hovering near Sienna. He pulled out her chair with exaggerated charm, then leaned forward to place her plate down—his fingers brushing hers just a second too long. Vivienne snapped instantly. “I said no physical contact at the table.”
Sienna blinked, surprised. Mikey raised his hands in surrender. “I was being polite.” “You were being annoying,” Vivienne shot back. Eloise giggled under her breath as you helped her into her chair.
“This brother of yours,” she whispered to you conspiratorially, “didn’t inherit a single gram of your elegance.” You laughed quietly. “Oh, absolutely not,” you murmured back, rolling your eyes in Mikey’s direction.
Just as you were about to sit— “Wait,” Eloise said. “Where’s Harry?” You froze.
Now that she mentioned it… you hadn’t seen him since you left the bedroom. He hadn’t been upstairs. Not in the hallway. Not here. Before you could answer, one of the staff spoke up. “Mr. Castillo is in the garden, ma’am. On the phone.”
Relief washed over you. “Oh—right,” you said quickly. “Yes, he mentioned he was expecting an important call.” Eloise frowned. “On a Sunday morning?”
You glanced instinctively at Vivienne. “Well, you know Harry,” Vivienne said smoothly. “Work never really stops. Could be someone calling from abroad.” Eloise clicked her tongue. “I don’t care if it’s the Pope,” she said. “Tell him to come to the table. You know how I feel about everyone being together for breakfast.” You did know. “Okay,” you said, already standing. “I’ll go get him.”
As you headed down the corridor, you muttered under your breath, “Honestly… what kind of call takes priority over breakfast at this hour?” You slowed as you reached the garden doors.
Harry stood just outside, phone to his ear, back turned. He nodded as he listened—and then smiled. The smile stopped you cold. A flicker of something uneasy crept into your chest.
Who is he smiling like that for? You eased the door open, careful not to make a sound, leaning just enough to hear. “Don’t worry,” he said quietly. “I’ll leave the office early. We’ll meet then.”
You were sure—absolutely sure—you heard a woman’s voice on the other end. Your stomach tightened. Meeting who?
Could it be— Lucy’s name surfaced instantly. You remembered the meetings—how she always parked herself right beside him, never across. The soft voice. The unnecessary lean. Fingers fixing her skirt, tossing her hair like it was a performance.
That bitch, you thought bitterly. She really thought that shit was subtle. The call ended. “Enjoy your Sunday,” Harry said, slipping his phone away.
“—What are you doing there?” You jumped, then quickly composed yourself, turning to face him. “Were you eavesdropping?” He asked, a hint of amusement in his voice. You let out a short laugh.
“Me?” you said incredulously. “Please. Why would I waste my time eavesdropping on you?” Harry stepped closer, lowering his voice. “Oh yeah?” he said, stepping closer. “Then why were you standing there like that?”
You rolled your eyes. “Because Eloise didn’t see you at the breakfast table,” you shot back. “She sent me to fetch you.” You jerked your thumb back toward the house. “Coming or what?” you added lightly.
Then you turned on your heel and headed back toward the corridor without waiting. Harry caught up in two long strides and reached out, fingers closing around your wrist. “Wait,” he said quietly. “Can we talk for a second—”
Your phone buzzed. You glanced down. John. Harry’s brows knit together instantly. “Why is he calling you at this hour?”
You shot him a look. “Why do you care?” Harry reached out and tapped the screen—declining the call. “What the hell are you doing?!” you snapped, yanking your hand back.
“I’m not done,” he said, jaw tight. “There are things I need to ask you—” “Don’t touch my phone again,” you hissed. “Ever.” “Listen—”
“Where did you two disappear to?” Vivienne’s voice cut in sharply as she appeared at the end of the corridor. “For God’s sake, do me a favor and come sit down before she gets any more impatient. I swear I’m going to lose my mind.”
She looked between the two of you, instantly clocking the tension. “Now, please,” she added pointedly. You straightened, slipping your phone into your pocket.
Together, you turned back toward the dining room—the conversation unfinished, the tension very much intact. Harry followed you inside, jaw tight. He could feel it slipping away—the moment, the opening, the chance to ask what had been gnawing at him since last night.
As Eloise waited at the table, blissfully unaware of everything that had almost erupted in the hallway, Harry wondered grimly when—or if—he’d get another opportunity like that again.
The drive back was quiet. Too quiet.
The city slipped past the windows in a blur of muted color, traffic lights blinking red, then green, then gone again. Neither of you spoke. You both stared out at opposite sides of the car, lost in separate thoughts that refused to intersect.
Harry’s hands rested on his knees, still—but his mind wasn’t. Should I ask her now? he wondered for the hundredth time. He glanced at you from the corner of his eye.
You were still. Too still. Your gaze fixed somewhere beyond the glass, jaw set, expression carefully neutral. No, he decided. Not now. She looks… tired. Thoughtful.
His grip tightened slightly. But why? What happened? She’s been off since breakfast. Quieter. Distant.
He replayed the morning in his head, searching for something—anything—that explained the shift. He came up empty. Ask later, he told himself. Don’t push.
He looked at you again, unease settling in his chest for reasons he couldn’t quite name.
You, meanwhile, weren’t thinking about the road at all. You were still at the breakfast table.
Still hearing Eloise’s voice—light, hopeful, oblivious. “Ay…” she said softly. “I miss baby sounds in this house.”
She smiled, almost laughing at herself. “The little cries, the little giggles,” she went on. “They’re such a blessing, you know. A home feels different when there’s a baby in it.”
Her gaze drifted fondly to Harry. “I always prayed I’d get to see my grandson with a child of his own,” she said, voice gentle, unguarded. “To hold a little one again… before God calls me home.”
The words had landed softly. Too softly.
The table had gone tense. You’d felt it immediately—the subtle stillness, the exchanged glances. Someone had laughed. Someone had changed the subject. But you’d barely heard any of it.
Because the word had already lodged itself somewhere deep and sharp. Baby.
Even thinking it hurt. Your mind, traitorous and cruel, did what it always did when you least expected it. It took you there.
February 2020
You stood in the bathroom, the light too bright, the silence too loud. The pregnancy test sat on the edge of the sink. You’d just flipped it over.
You squinted, heart pounding, breath shallow. For a full second your brain refused to process what your eyes were seeing. Then— “Oh my God.”
The words left you on a breath, half-laugh, half-gasp. You stared. And then you grabbed the second test with shaking hands.
Please, you thought. Please. You flipped it. Positive.
You laughed—soft, disbelieving—and then suddenly you were crying. Happy tears, unstoppable, sliding down your cheeks as you pressed a hand over your mouth to quiet the sound. You couldn’t stop smiling.
You leaned back against the counter, head tipping up, breath leaving you in a long, trembling exhale. When you looked at your reflection, your eyes were bright, your smile wide—almost unfamiliar. I’m going to be a mother.
The realization hit slow, then all at once. Your hand drifted to your stomach, almost without permission. God… I can’t believe it.
You thought of Harry. Of his face when you told him. Your heart kicked hard in your chest.
You’d need a blood test. You should call your OB-GYN as soon as possible. Do everything right. Your eyes followed your hands where they rested, protective without thinking.
“Hey,” you whispered. “You’re probably very small right now,” you said softly, almost amused. “Still growing into yourself.” Your hand pressed a little more firmly over your stomach. “But I already know this much—I’m going to love you with everything I have.”
You laughed again, imagining it. “Can you picture his face when we tell him tonight?” you murmured to the empty room. “He’s going to lose his mind.”
For a moment, you saw it—movie scenes you’d absorbed over years. Men stunned into silence. Women glowing. Joy unfolding exactly the way it was supposed to. An idea sparked.
You called out, “Yuliana?” She appeared in the doorway a moment later. Since your wedding, she’d been living with you—part assistant, part family, always steady.
When you told her, her face lit up. She hugged you, already planning with you, already insisting Harry would cry.
Together, you cooked his favorite meal. You helped, chopping, stirring, tasting—everything feeling heightened, unreal. Dessert was ready. Candles set. The table perfect. Harry would be home any minute.
The excitement kept building, humming under your skin. Yuliana kept smiling at you, saying over and over how happy he’d be.
“You should rest,” you told her finally. “I’ll handle the service, the flowers. Tonight should be… just us.” She nodded, squeezing your hand. Romantic, she’d said.
You practiced what you’d say while waiting. Should I show him the test? Should I just say it? Should I take his hand and place it here?
Your phone rang. You rushed to answer it, heart leaping when you saw his name. You bit your lip, smiling. “Baby, where are you? I—”
The sound of his voice stopped you cold. “Baby…” he said, something dark flickering across his face. “My mom wasn’t feeling well. She passed out. We were at the hospital.”
Your smile faded instantly. “Oh my God. Harry—what happened?”
He sighed on the other end—long, worn down, like he’d been holding his breath all day and only now remembered how to let it go. “My dad…” Another pause. Another breath he couldn’t quite steady. “He’s gone.”
You frowned, heart tightening. “Gone?” you asked softly. “What do you mean, gone, Harry?”
A bitter laugh escaped him, humorless and raw. “He left. Just—left her. Left us,” he said, the words sharp around the edges. “One minute he was there, the next he wasn’t. Didn’t wait. Didn’t explain.”
The anger in his voice cracked through the line, layered with something worse—hurt. “I don’t even know where he went,” Harry went on, voice lower now, strained.
“Everything’s a mess. The company’s already on edge, my mom’s in a hospital bed, and I’ve been putting out fires since morning. Phones, doctors, lawyers—” He cut himself off with a tired exhale. “But whatever. I’ll handle it.”
Your chest ached. Your excitement collapsed in on itself, folding quietly, painfully.
“I’m coming,” you said immediately. “I’ll be right there.” “No,” he said at once. Too fast. Too firm. Then softer—gentler.
“No, baby. They’re finishing up her evaluation. They’ll discharge her soon. I just called to let you know I won’t be back tonight.”
You hesitated. “Besides, tomorrow—you have that meeting,” he continued, already thinking ahead for you. “You’ll be up early anyway. So, don’t worry about me. Go to sleep. Rest.”
There was a pause. “And your mom?” you asked quietly. “Vivienne. Is she… is she okay?”
“She will be,” he said, though the certainty sounded practiced. “She’s stubborn. Strong. Like you.”You swallowed.
“Okay,” you said softly. “But if you need anything—call me.” “I will,” he said. “I love you.”The call ended.
You stood there, phone still pressed to your ear. “Love you too,” you whispered to the dead line.
Your knees gave out and you sank back into the chair. Tears slid silently down your face. “Harry,” you whispered, voice breaking. “I’m pregnant. We’re going to have a baby.”
You stayed there for a long moment, candles burning down, food untouched. Eventually, you stood. You blew out the candles one by one.
You turned off the lights and walked to the bedroom alone. Tomorrow, you told yourself. I’ll tell him tomorrow.
Unaware that tomorrow would never come.
Harry said your name. Not softly. Not loudly. Just the way he always did—like it mattered.
You didn’t hear him. You were too far gone. Too deep inside your own head. He said it again.
Still nothing. Harry reached out then, fingers brushing your arm. You flinched.
Not violently. Just enough to betray you. His gaze lifted to your face—and he froze.
Your lashes were wet. Not crying. Not anymore. Just holding on to something you refused to let fall.
For a suspended second, the world narrowed to the space between your eyes. The car disappeared. The city vanished.
And then— you felt it. The car had already stopped, parked near your residence off Fifth Avenue.
The moment snapped back into place all at once. It was the sound of the door opening that brought you back.
Mikey was already out of the front seat, luggage in hand, holding the door open for you. “Your Majesty,” he said, motioning you out with a small, playful bow of his hand.
You inhaled once. Straightened. The softness vanished like it had never existed.
You glanced back at Harry, composed again. “See you tomorrow,” you said calmly. Then you stepped out.
Harry leaned toward you instinctively, the words catching halfway between thought and breath. “T-thank you for coming,” he said, quietly.
“Sure,” you replied easily—and closed the door yourself. The sound was soft. Definitive.
Harry stayed where he was. Through the glass, he watched Mikey lift your suitcase, watched you fall into step beside him.
You slid your sunglasses on, shielding your eyes from the sun— and from him.
The driver met Harry’s gaze in the rearview mirror. “Shall we go, sir?”
Harry didn’t answer. Just nodded. “Yeah,” he murmured.
The car pulled away. Harry leaned back against the seat, gaze lingering on the place you’d just vacated. And already; he missed you.
Monday
Monday morning settled into Harry’s office with the low hum of routine. Lucy was already mid-sentence. “…so we’ll coordinate the celebration press, maybe a short interview—”
Harry nodded absently, eyes on his laptop, mind clearly elsewhere. “Harry? Harry, are you listening to me?” “Hm?” He blinked. “Sorry—what?”
Lucy studied him. “You seem distracted this morning. Didn’t get much rest over the weekend?” “No,” he said automatically. Then corrected himself. “I mean—yes. I was just thinking about something. Go on. What were you saying?”
Lucy flipped a page on her tablet. “The Q3. We should notify the press, arrange a photographer—” “No press,” Harry cut in.
Lucy paused. “Okay, no press,” she agreed easily. “But we’ll still need a photographer. You know that. This will go on the company site. It’s not just any day—it’s the Q3 Earnings Celebration.”
She smiled, almost teasing. “The after party will be just us, though. No media. Very… intimate.” Harry completely missed the implication.
“Fine,” he said after a second. “If you think it’s necessary. But keep it minimal.”
Lucy’s smile widened. “Thank you for trusting me.”
He nodded, already back to his screen.
Lucy left the office still smiling, and slowed just enough to let it linger.
Ron was waiting by Dana’s desk. “Morning, Ms. Mason,” Ron greeted cheerfully. Lucy didn’t stop.
She glanced at them over her shoulder, that polished, superior look she gave to everyone— cool, assessing. The kind she reserved for people she considered beneath her. Sharp enough to remind you she noticed everything… and cared very little.
Then she disappeared down the hall, heels clicking with purpose. Ron watched her go, then turned to Dana as he adjusted his tie, already moving toward Harry’s office.
“She’s putting way too much effort into this party,” he said. “Like it’s her birthday or something.” Dana snorted. “Please. She’s probably already picturing her slow dance with Mr. Castillo.”
Ron laughed.
“Wouldn’t put it past her,” Dana added dryly. “Give it another hour and she’ll be slipping something into his drink. Honestly—anything’s possible with her.”
“Wow. That wouldn’t even cross my mind. You think she’d really do that?” Dana snorted. “Please. She’s sneaky as hell.” Ron blinked. “Damn.”
Dana shrugged. “You’ve been warned.” Ron actually shuddered. “Noted.” He didn’t wait another second before walking into Harry’s office.
Harry glanced up briefly. "Morning, boss," Ron greeted with a smile as he strolled over and leaned casually against the desk, “So,” he added, smirking. “How was your weekend?”
Harry kept typing. “You mean aside from being forced to share a room with my ex-wife?” Ron froze.
Then grinned like an idiot. “Oh my God,” he breathed. “Don’t tell me. I knew you two wouldn’t last long apart. God bless your grandmother.”
Harry shot him a glare. “What the hell are you talking about? There was no reconciliation. Nothing happened.” Ron’s smile faltered. Disappointed. “Oh.”
He looked back down at his tablet, scrolling through schedules. Harry stared at his laptop for a second longer—then shut it.
“Ron.” “Hm?” Ron answered without looking up.
“Do you think it’s normal,” Harry asked carefully, “for one colleague to call another colleague on a Sunday morning?” Ron stopped scrolling. Slowly, he looked up. Brow furrowed. “Are you… asking me seriously?” Harry held his gaze. “Yes.”
Ron thought for a second. “I mean… I guess it can be normal?” “Normal?” Harry repeated. “They barely know each other. And then there are messages. Late at night.”
Ron shrugged, eyes back on his tablet. “Then there might be other explanations, boss.” Harry tensed. “Like what?” Ron looked up again. “Are you asking if these two people like each other? Because I’m not sure why you’re asking me this.”
Harry scoffed, waving it off. “What? No. Don’t be ridiculous. Maybe one of them does—but I doubt the other even realizes it.” Ron blinked. “…Okay. Then what exactly are we talking about this? You have a meeting in an hour, and this feels wildly unrelated.”
“I saw something like this in a movie last night,” Harry said quickly. Ron raised an eyebrow. “A movie?” Harry avoided his gaze.
Ron stared at him for a long beat—then it clicked. “Oh,” Ron said slowly. “So this has nothing to do with Ms. Queen? You’re not jealous or anything?”
Harry stiffened. “Queen, how many times—” He stopped himself. “I mean— Ron,” he corrected quickly, jaw tightening. “How many times do I have to tell you I’m not jealous?”
“Ah, of course you’re not,” Ron said lightly. “That’s why you bring it up an hour before a board meeting. Totally normal behavior.” Harry sighed. “Forget it.” He reopened his laptop.
Ron was still smiling. And Harry; kept typing, jaw tight, mind absolutely nowhere near the screen.
The buzz reached you before the details did. At your desk, the girls were already talking—voices bright, overlapping. Dresses. Shoes. After-party jokes. Someone mentioned the venue, someone else groaned about heels.
You didn’t join in. You never liked these kinds of events. Not when it was your father’s company. Not now.
Back then, you’d learned early what it meant to be seen. Now, being seen felt riskier than ever. Press would be there. Cameras. Questions. Impossible.
So you pretended not to hear. Lunch with John passed easily—too easily, sometimes.
He talked about his weekend, about getting dragged into brunch plans he hadn’t agreed to, about how he’d tried to make himself go for a run on Sunday morning and failed spectacularly.
“I actually called you,” he added casually, stirring his coffee. “Thought maybe we could run in Central Park. You know. Fresh air. Reset.” You smiled, a little apologetic. “Next weekend,” you promised. “I mean it.”
He grinned. “I’ll hold you to that.” John was… good. Easy. Kind in a way that didn’t demand anything.
And that made the knot in your chest worse. You didn’t like lying. Never had.
You found yourself wanting to tell him the truth—who you were, where you came from, why some days felt heavier than others. But you couldn’t. Not here. Not now.
So you let the conversation stay light. Safe.
When you returned to the building after lunch, the shift was immediate. Keycards beeped at the turnstiles as people streamed back in, laughter carrying through the lobby. Someone was already pointing up at the banners hanging above.
You and John slowed just enough to take it in. “Well,” he murmured, glancing around with a faint smile, “looks like Christmas came early.”
You nodded, noncommittal, and scanned your badge. The doors slid open. “Something like that,” you replied lightly.
"You’re coming, right?” he asked, hopeful. You didn’t even hesitate. “It’s not really my thing.”
His smile dimmed. “Oh. That’s a shame. It could’ve been fun.” “Maybe,” you said lightly. “But I’ll pass.”
John nodded, disappointed but polite. You didn’t notice Harry stepping into the building behind you.
Didn’t see the way he slowed when he heard your voice. Didn’t see the way his attention sharpened. You walked on, unaware.
Up on your floor, work swallowed you again. Focus. Files. Familiar comfort. “Can you take this to Mrs. Reyes?” someone asked, handing you a folder. “Sure.”
You stepped out of the elevator—and suddenly, a hand closed around your arm. You startled, breath catching. “What—”
Harry. Before you could react, he guided you into an empty office nearby and shut the door behind you.
“What do you think you’re doing?” you snapped, pulling back. He immediately loosened his grip. “I—sorry. I just— I didn’t want anyone to see.”
You glanced at the file in your hand. “Harry, I don’t have time. I need to deliver this. If you have something to say, say it. Quickly.”
He hesitated. Then— “I heard you and John talking,” he said. “You’re not coming to the celebration?”
You raised a brow. “Hold on. Were you watching us?” “What? No,” he said too fast. “I just—happened to be walking in.” “Hm,” you murmured. “Convenient.”
You shrugged. “And yes. I’m not coming.” “Why?” he asked, genuinely unsettled.
You blinked. Once. “Why?” you echoed, incredulous. “Harry—are you serious?”
You tilted your head slightly, composure perfectly intact. “Because I don’t plan on being a headline at a Castillo Capital celebration,” you said coolly.
“And if I’m seen with you, it won’t take long for people to connect the dots. Ex-wife. Former marriage. Scandal doesn’t need an invitation.”
He opened his mouth—then closed it. “There’s an after party,” he said finally, uncertain. “Just employees. No press.”
You studied him. “What is your problem?” you asked calmly.
“My problem?” he echoed. “Why do you want me there so badly?” you pressed. “You’re acting strange.”
He exhaled. “It’s not like that. You worked hard. You closed a major deal. You deserve to celebrate. That’s all.”
You held his gaze for a long second. “Hm,” you said softly. “Thank you, Mr. Castillo. But I won’t be attending. Enjoy the celebration.”
You stepped past him and left the office. Harry stayed behind, staring at the closed door.
It would work in his favor if you stayed away. He knew that. Less attention. Fewer questions.
And yet— Why did he still want you there?
He didn’t know. Not really.
All he knew was that there were things he wanted to ask you—things that had been sitting between you for days, years.
Why your face had looked like that in the car. Why you’d been at the hospital five years ago—and why you’d never told him any of it.
And why, standing in his apartment, you’d started to say because of you I— only to stop. Only to leave the sentence unfinished.
The questions crowded the back of his throat, heavy. Harry exhaled sharply. He needed answers. He just didn’t know how to ask for them.
Wednesday 7:18 P.M.
Ever since Lara had admitted that your mother knew everything, a quiet tension had settled in your chest. You and Scarlet had danced around the truth long enough. She hadn’t confronted you—not really. She hadn’t pushed, hadn’t demanded explanations. And that almost made it worse.
There would be a conversation eventually. You knew that. You just didn’t know what she was waiting for. Or what you were.
You chose not to dwell on it. Richard being out of the country for a week should have been a relief.
Instead, it only made the house feel too quiet. Scarlet, at least, was spared the evening. She’d left earlier with Lara for a charity event—another room full of polite smiles and practiced sincerity.
None of it appealed to you. Not the events. Not the company celebration. Not any of it.
Ever since the visit to Eloise, something felt… off.
The way he’d softened without warning. The absence of sharp edges. The lack of strategy. It unsettled you.
Harry’s behavior wouldn’t leave your mind.
Was this a new game? If it was, there were no tells. No moves. No cracks.
And then there was John. Had Harry been jealous?
The thought sat strangely in your chest. It would have been easier if he’d been cruel again. Cold. Dismissive.
At least then you’d know how to fight back. This version of him—quiet, unreadable—left you nowhere to push.
No battle to prepare for. No armor to put on. And that, somehow, was worse.
You were in your room, laptop balanced on your knees, pretending to work.
A knock sounded. Mikey didn’t wait for an answer.
He walked in, phone already in hand, holding it up like evidence. On the screen: Castillo Capital — Q3 Earnings Celebration.
“So,” he said lightly, “you’re actually not going?” You didn’t look up from your laptop. “No, Mikey. I told you.”
He studied you for a moment, then let out a quiet breath. “You’re worried that if Mom or Dad finds out—”
“Yes,” you cut in, lifting your gaze to his. “That’s exactly it.” Mikey’s lips twitched. “In that case…” He straightened. “I guess it’s time to activate Plan B.”
You frowned. “Plan B?” He was already opening the door. “Surprise!”
The door flew open. “TA-DAAA!”
Chloe and Emily burst into your room like a coordinated attack. Chloe was holding a garment bag like it contained a national treasure. Emily followed close behind, arms full of shoe boxes.
“Oh my God,” you breathed. “What— how— why are you here?” “You said you weren’t going,” Emily said cheerfully. “So we took matters into our own hands.”
Chloe unzipped the garment bag just enough to reveal silk—rich, dark, unmistakably new.
Chloe’s mother was one of those names people on the Upper East Side mentioned quietly. An original designer. Discreet. Impossible to copy.
Her pieces didn’t chase trends—they set them. And every now and then, when something felt right, Chloe would show up with one of them for you.
Not as a favor. As a given.
So when she held up the garment bag now, her expression almost reverent, it didn’t feel out of place.
“This,” she announced, “is one of Maison Duval’s most prized pieces.”
She smiled, proud and unapologetic. “My mom designed it herself. It won’t even be in the windows until the New Year.”
Emily let out a low breath. “On her? It’s going to be lethal.”
You reached for the fabric before you could stop yourself. Your fingers slid over it—and you froze.
“Oh my God,” you breathed. “This is… insanely sexy.”
The dress was a deep, midnight blue, the kind that shifted with the light. The fabric was heavy in the right way—luxurious, fluid, unmistakably high quality. Not something that clung. Something that followed.
You traced the delicate spaghetti straps, already imagining how they would sit against your shoulders.
You glanced up at Chloe. “Your mom outdid herself. But I can't. I-"
“Don’t argue,” she cut in. “The fabric alone is obscene. The cut? Criminal. And on you?” She smiled. “Devastating.”
Emily lifted a pair of heels. “And these? You won’t breathe properly for at least an hour. Worth it.”
“Guys,” you laughed, a little overwhelmed. “I know I’d look incredible in this—” you gestured to the dress, still half in awe, “but why should I go?” You shook your head, a soft smile tugging at your lips. “I mean… what’s the point?”
“Because you deserve to be there,” Emily said simply.
“And because,” Chloe added, eyes sharp, “we planned this. The Vanderholt situation is handled. You need to show up.”
Emily grinned. “Also—weren’t you supposed to be in full revenge mode?
You hesitated. “I mean… yeah. But honestly, I don’t really feel like it anymore. It feels like a waste of energy.”
Chloe and Emily exchanged a look.
Then, in perfect unison— “Who are you,” Emily said slowly, “and what have you done with our Queen?” Chloe finished.
You laughed despite yourself. “I’m still me. Just—tired.”
Chloe grabbed your wrist and pulled you off the bed. “Nope. You can be tired after the after party.” Emily plugged in the curling iron. “Hair first. No excuses.”
Mikey watched from the doorway, arms crossed, clearly entertained. “Okay,” he said thoughtfully, “this is either going to be legendary or catastrophic.”
Then his phone lit up. A familiar beat filled the room.
🎶 Pretty woman, walkin’ down the street… 🎶
You, Chloe, and Emily all turned to stare at him. Mikey lifted the phone slightly, unapologetic. “I just felt like this moment needed a soundtrack.”
Emily didn’t miss a beat. “Do you have literally anything better to do?” she asked sweetly—then planted a hand on his chest and shoved him toward the door.
“Out,” she said firmly. Mikey laughed as the door closed in his face.
The music cut off. Chloe grinned. “Okay. Now we can work.”
You looked around—at the dress, the shoes, the girls already moving like a well-rehearsed team. Emotion rose unexpectedly.
You stepped forward and wrapped your arms around them. “Thank you guys. I love you so much,” you said softly. “I think… I think you’re right. I should be there.”
Chloe squeezed you tighter. “Of course you should.” Emily grinned. “Now let’s get you dressed. The after party’s not going to survive you.”
And just like that; the night changed course.
9:58 P.M.
The rooftop was alive. Music pulsed through the space—DJ set smooth and deliberate, bass rolling low beneath laughter and clinking glasses. City lights stretched endlessly beyond the railing, Manhattan glittering like it knew it was being admired.
Everyone was talking about Harry’s opening speech at the Q3 earnings presentation—delivered earlier that evening, in front of the press. It had been sharp. Unshakeable. The kind of speech that would dominate tomorrow’s headlines.
Clusters formed and dissolved—some dancing with drinks in hand, others leaning over cocktail tables, conversations overlapping in a soft, constant hum.
Harry stood near one of the high tables with Ron and John, a drink untouched in his hand. His gaze kept drifting.
Scanning. As if, if he looked long enough, you might simply appear.
“You’re sure everyone’s here?” Harry asked, trying—and failing—to sound casual.
Ron took a sip of his drink. “Everyone?” he echoed. Then, almost to himself, “Feels like someone’s missing.”
Harry shot him a sharp look. John glanced between them.
“Actually… yeah. Not everyone,” he said. “Queen didn’t come. She wasn’t at the cocktail reception either. Said she wouldn’t make the after party.”
Harry’s grip tightened slightly around his glass. “Oh,” he said. “Did she say why?”
John shook his head. “No. Just said she wasn’t coming. We talked about an hour ago.”
Before Harry could respond, John laughed and nodded toward the bar area.
“Oh my God,” he said. “Look at that. Mrs. Reyes and—the girl whose name I keep forgetting—are wearing the same dress.”
They stood side by side, staring at each other in disbelief while everyone laughed hard.
“They told me this was the last one in the store,” one of them said, laughing in shock. “That’s funny,” the other replied, mortified. “They told me the exact same thing.”
John took a long drink. “Second worst thing that can happen at a party,” he declared.
Ron snorted. “At least the shoes are different.” Dana, hovering nearby, tilted her head. “Sweetheart, that does not save the situation.”
Harry glanced at John. “You said second worst. What’s the first?”
John sighed. “When the one person you actually wanted to show up… doesn’t.”
He tipped his glass back and finished it. Harry felt it like a physical hit.
He raised his own drink and drained it in one go.
That was when Dana froze. “Oh,” she breathed. “Ms. Queen. She made it!”
Ron followed her gaze—and broke into a grin. “Ah. Finally.”
Harry turned. And for a split second, he forgot how to breathe.
You stood near the entrance, the city lights framing you like they’d been staged. The dress moved with you, fluid and precise, elegance in motion.
Every head turned. Every conversation softened.
You smiled when you saw their reactions—subtle. Knowing. Then you started toward them.
Not walking. Gliding.
Harry’s heart slammed so hard he was convinced everyone could hear it. His mouth went dry. He looked at John—then immediately looked away, jaw tightening as he forced his gaze back forward.
People murmured as you passed. “She came.” “Of course she did.” “Wow.”
Even the men who’d been mid-conversation forgot to finish their sentences.
Harry reached for another drink from a passing tray and took a sharp sip.
Ron and Dana instinctively shifted closer, as if pulled into your orbit. “Welcome, Ms. Queen,” Ron said smoothly. "Welcome," Dana said grinning.
You stopped in front of them, composed and radiant. A soft smile curved your lips—effortless, practiced, warm in that unmistakably you way.
“Oh my God,” Dana breathed, genuine admiration in her voice. “Your dress is absolutely blinding.”
“You’re very kind, Dana,” you said lightly. “Thank you.”
Then you turned to Harry. “Good evening, Mr. Castillo,” you said, politely—professionally.
Only then did your expression soften as you looked at John. “Hey.”
John stared at you like he’d forgotten his lines. “Wow,” he said honestly. “You look… incredible. I mean— I actually forgot how to breathe for a second.”
Harry’s head snapped toward him. Ron stiffened. Dana’s brows lifted.
You laughed lightly. “You’re very sweet, John. Always such a gentleman.”
Harry’s jaw tightened.
John grinned. “Well, being a gentleman requires commitment.” He gestured toward the bar. “Can I get you a drink? Maybe keep you company?”
You smiled and slipped your arm through his. “Sure.”
Harry watched, face carefully neutral—eyes anything but.
Ron leaned in, voice low. “I think I understand that movie you mentioned now, boss.”
“Ron,” Harry muttered. “Don’t.”
From across the rooftop, John pointed discreetly toward Mrs. Reyes and her accidental twin.
You followed his gaze—and burst out laughing, leaning in to murmur something in his ear.
Whatever you said made him laugh too, softer this time, closer.
The sound carried. Harry heard it.
His fingers curled tighter around his glass, knuckles paling as the ice inside chimed sharply. His jaw locked, a slow, familiar pressure building in his chest—hot, irrational, unwelcome.
He told himself it was nothing. That it meant nothing.
And yet his eyes stayed fixed on you, on the way your head tipped toward John, the way your smile lingered a second too long.
The room felt suddenly too loud, too bright, like the music was pressing in on him from all sides.
“Easy,” Ron murmured beside him. “Breathe.”
Harry didn’t answer. He just watched—jaw set, eyes dark—as you laughed under the city lights with someone else’s arm linked through yours. And the night, which had started as a celebration, suddenly felt like a test he hadn’t prepared for.
10:45 P.M.
As the night wore on, the party found its rhythm. People loosened. Laughter grew louder. Someone from accounting had clearly had one drink too many—and when he stumbled toward the pool that was very much not meant for swimming and promptly fell in, the entire rooftop erupted.
Cheers. Laughter. Phones already out. You laughed too, covering your mouth with your hand as John laughed beside you, the two of you clinging to your drinks while security rushed in.
Lucy’s laugh cut through the noise as she stood next to him, her hand brushing his arm—lingering, possessive—but it might as well not have been there. Harry didn’t flinch, didn’t look down, didn’t react at all.
His attention never left you. The way you smiled. The way the city lights caught in your hair. The way your laughter seemed to tilt the night slightly off its axis.
The touch on his arm meant nothing.
You took another sip, warmth spreading, when the urge hit. “I need the restroom,” you said, leaning toward John. He pointed down a corridor. “That way.”
You followed it, the music fading with each step. The air grew quieter. Emptier. Too empty.
You slowed, frowning. That’s when you realized—you’d taken the wrong turn.
You turned to head back— and a hand closed around your wrist. Again.
Harry. He really needed to stop doing that.
“Wait,” he said, already pulling you along. “Harry—what the hell?” you demanded as he guided you through a side door and out onto a smaller terrace at the back.
The door shut behind you automatically. He turned to face you.
“What are you doing?” he asked sharply.
You yanked your hand free. “Excuse me? You drag me out here and ask me that? What exactly do you think you’re doing?”
“I’m not going to dance around this,” he said. “I don’t tolerate this kind of thing in my company.”
You stared. “What kind of thing?”
“John,” he said flatly.
You blinked. “John?”
“You and him,” Harry went on. “Is there something going on?”
You actually laughed. “What? Where did that come from?”
“Where do you think?” he shot back. “You’re together all the time. Lunches. Jokes. Laughing like there’s nothing else to laugh about.”
You crossed your arms slowly, head tilting, a smile playing on your lips. “Harry,” you said lightly, “You were watching us.” His jaw tightened. “You’re jealous,” you added, giggling now.
He laughed—sharp, almost hysterical. “Jealous? Don’t flatter yourself.”
“Oh?” you teased. “Because you keep asking about him. Watching me. Questioning who calls me and why. Want me to keep going, or is that enough?”
“Enough,” he snapped. “I don’t care about either of you. I care about avoiding a scandal. You know how strict I am about work.”
You nodded slowly, mock-serious. “Sure. Whatever you say.”
“I’m warning you,” he added. “Do whatever you want. I’m just making myself clear.”
You leaned in slightly. “Harry, you’re lying. Even your breathing has changed. I can see it.”
“Dream on, princess,” he said coldly, turning for the door.
“Admit it,” you called after him. He stopped. Turned back.
“You haven’t forgotten me,” you said softly. “You still feel something.”
For a moment, his expression faltered. Then he scoffed. “You wish.”
Before you could respond, a voice cut in. “There you are!”
John stood in the doorway, surprised. “What are you two doing back here?”
You and Harry stiffened at the same time.
You recovered first. “I got lost looking for the restroom. Mr. Castillo was—”
“On a call,” Harry cut in quickly. “It’s quieter back here. I just ran into her.”
John studied him for a beat—then smiled. “Well, come on. Slow song’s playing. Want to dance?”
You glanced at Harry, just long enough for him to see the challenge in your eyes. Then you took John’s hand. “Of course.”
Inside, the rooftop had shifted. The lights were softer now. Couples had started to move. Not many—but enough.
“But no one else is dancing,” you whispered. “They will,” John murmured. “They just need someone brave enough to start. Do you know how captivating you are?”
You laughed. “I suppose I do.”
He placed one hand at your waist, the other warm around yours. People followed. The after party slowly transformed into something that felt dangerously close to a wedding dance floor.
Harry stood rigid by a cocktail table, fingers digging into the edge as Thinking Out Loud filled the air.
🎶 Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love… 🎶
He couldn’t look away from John’s hand on your waist.
🎶 Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks… 🎶
Another drink. Harder this time.
🎶 And darling I will be loving you ’til we’re seventy… 🎶
Dana elbowed Ron sharply. Ron leaned in. “Boss… maybe don’t make it this obvious.”
“Obvious?” Harry snapped.
“That you’re jealous,” Ron whispered. “I mean—anyone could tell.”
Harry’s jaw flexed. He inhaled, chest tight, hands trembling. “I can’t do this,” he muttered. “I’m leaving.”
“Leaving where?” Ron asked. Dana sighed, watching you dance. “Oh my God. His hands were literally shaking.”
Harry strode past you toward the exit. He made it three steps before Lucy caught his arm. “Harry—where are you going?”
He didn’t look at her right away. His eyes stayed trained on the doors, as if if he kept moving, the night couldn’t touch him. “I need to go,” he said finally.
Lucy’s grip tightened. “Why? The party’s still going.”
He swallowed, searching for something clean to say—something that didn’t sound like I can’t watch her with him anymore. “I’m tired,” he muttered. “Long week. I’ve got an early morning.”
Lucy blinked. “You’ve had, what, three drinks? You’re fine.”
Harry’s mouth twitched, humorless. “I’m not.”
“Please,” she said softer now, stepping closer like she could block him from leaving. “One dance. That’s all. Just… don’t leave like this.”
He hesitated. For a second, you thought he might pull away—might choose the doors anyway.
Instead, Harry exhaled slowly, like he was giving up something he didn’t want to surrender. “…Fine,” he said. “One dance.”
They joined the floor. You smiled at John—but your eyes flicked back to Harry and Lucy.
Your turn. And the jealousy hit hard, lighting a fire in your chest you hadn’t expected.
Ron and Dana exchanged a look. “Oh no,” Ron muttered. “The dance phase.” “Don’t worry,” Dana said. “I’ll keep him distracted.”
She grabbed Ron’s hand. “Come on, princess.” “Me?” Ron choked. “Yes, you,” she laughed. “Didn’t know you were the damsel type.”
Dana was already pulling him closer, guiding him onto the floor with decisive confidence. They started moving just as Harry and Lucy drifted toward you and John from the opposite side—four trajectories on a collision course.
Dana smiled like she’d planned it. At the last second, she spun Ron, turning them neatly between the two couples, skirts and shoulders narrowly missing, like a perfectly timed waltz maneuver.
Ron blinked, eyes darting left and right as they passed between you and Harry. “Okay,” he muttered, half laughing, half panicked, “I really hope we’re not about to become collateral damage.”
Dana twirled him again, unfazed. “Relax. Think of it as… strategic positioning.”
Harry and Lucy moved past on one side. You and John on the other.
Ron’s eyes flicked between the two couples, shoulders tensing. “Oh God,” he muttered, “we’re about to get caught in the crossfire, aren’t we?”
Dana leaned in with a grin, completely unfazed. “You know,” she said lightly, “New Year bonuses are coming up. The better mood Mr. Castillo is in, the better our raises tend to be.”
Ron let out a short laugh, half impressed, half alarmed. “Wow,” he said. “You’re really good at hyping this up.”
Dana squeezed his hand. “Focus, Ron. Think long-term.”
And when your wedding song began to play—the one you’d both avoided for years, the song from your first dance—At Last—the room seemed to slow.
🎶 At last… 🎶
Across the moving bodies, you and Harry found each other’s eyes.
🎶 My love has come along… 🎶
The lyric drifted through the rooftop like a memory neither of you had managed to bury. Couples swayed. Glasses clinked. And yet, for a suspended beat, it felt like the night had narrowed to just the two of you—years folding in on themselves.
🎶 My lonely days are over…🎶
Neither of you smiled. Neither of you looked away.
The song kept playing. So did everything you’d spent years trying not to feel. Not even while dancing in someone else’s arms.
John leaned in. “Look—Harry’s dancing with Lucy. Didn’t see that coming. They actually look good together, don’t they?”
Something in you snapped. “If you say so,” you replied lightly, already turning away.
Lucy followed Harry’s line of sight—and stilled. She forced a small smile, adjusting her grip on his hand.
“I thought you said John was a bit of a flirt,” she said casually, as if it didn’t matter. “But he seems pretty taken with Queen.”
Harry didn’t answer right away.
Lucy tilted her head, watching you and John sway together across the floor, your laughter soft, your posture effortless.
“I mean,” she added, a touch too lightly, “I get it. She’s stunning. They actually look good together, don’t they?”
Harry’s gaze drifted once more—then he caught himself. He cleared his throat, easing his hand from Lucy’s.
“Sorry,” he said lightly. “I need to use the restroom.”
Lucy paused, the smile on her lips holding a fraction too long. “Oh—of course,” she said quickly. “Go ahead.”
Harry nodded once and stepped away. Lucy watched him go, then followed the direction his eyes had already taken— to you.
11:23 P.M.
By the time the party began to thin, exhaustion settled into your bones.
You sank down beside the girls at one of the low tables, heels kicked off beneath your chair. John dropped into the seat next to you, already laughing as someone suggested shots.
“Tequila,” someone announced.
You didn’t even hesitate.
One shot turned into two. Then three.
“Queen! Queen! Queen!”
The chant rose, playful and loud, applause breaking out around the table. You laughed, head tipping back as you swallowed another, warmth spreading fast and careless.
Across the rooftop, Harry clenched his jaw. “Why is she drinking so much?” he muttered under his breath. “She’s going to get herself drunk.”
He started toward your table just as a nearby group drifted into conversation—voices loose, praise flowing easily.
“You know,” someone said, swirling their glass, “I still don’t get how a man that successful doesn’t have someone on his arm.”
"Mr. Castillo?" "Yep."
“And that handsome,” another added. “It makes no sense.”
The annoying girl laughed too loudly. “Oh please. Some women just don’t know what to do with a man like that. His ex-wife, for example—how do you divorce that? Insane.”
Your smile vanished.
John stiffened beside you.
You reached for another shot and downed it.
Someone tried to signal her—eyes wide, finger pointing behind her—but she was far too drunk to notice.
“I mean,” she continued, slurring slightly, “she must’ve been one of those Manhattan elite types. Cold. Stuck-up. Thought she was better than everyone.”
You and Harry locked eyes across the table.
John leaned in. “Hey—maybe you should stop talking.”
“What?” she scoffed. “Why?”
Then she turned—
And saw Harry standing right behind her.
“Oh,” she gasped. “Mr. Castillo. I— I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean— I just meant it’s crazy someone would leave you.”
Harry’s voice was ice. “I don’t want anyone discussing that. Ever.”
Lucy stepped in smoothly. “Let’s change the subject.”
“Of course, Ms. Mason,” someone mumbled.
Lucy reached for Harry’s arm. “Come on, let’s get another drink.”
And that’s when you couldn’t stop yourself.
“Maybe,” you said clearly, “we should hear the story from the other side.”
Every head turned.
Harry looked at you.
“So interesting,” you continued, calm but sharp, “because I spoke to someone who knows your ex-wife well. She said your ex-wife wasn’t cold at all. She said she made sacrifices while you were building the company.”
You tilted your head. “But you were such a workaholic that you neglected her.”
Mrs. Reyes nudged your arm hard. “Queen, stop. You’re crossing a line.”
Ron and Dana exchanged a tense look. John leaned closer. “I think you’ve had a bit too much,” he murmured gently.
Lucy looked straight at you. “Maybe your friend was a liar.”
You didn’t look away from Harry. “My friend doesn’t lie. Ever.”
Then, softly—dangerously— “Mr. Castillo… do you think my friend is lying?”
The silence was brutal.
Harry’s jaw tightened. “I don’t know who you spoke to,” he said coldly. “But whoever it was had no right.”
Then he turned away.
Lucy shot you a look—sharp, disapproving—as she followed him.
People stared. Whispered. Wondered how you’d dared.
John clapped his hands once, forcing a smile. “So—amazing night, right? DJ’s been incredible.”
Grateful voices jumped in. “Yeah, so good.” “Such a great party.”
The moment dissolved.
Your head spun.
You stood, gathering your bag with unsteady hands. “I should go,” you said quietly.
John rose instantly. “Are you okay?”
“I’m fine,” you said, though the room tilted. “I need to leave.”
“Let me take you,” he offered. “You drank… a lot. I’ll call my driver.”
Your temper flared. “I said no.”
He blinked. “I’m just trying to help.”
“I’ve handled everything on my own my whole life,” you snapped. “I don’t need anyone’s help.”
His expression softened. “I don’t know what upset you, but at least let me walk you to a taxi.”
You shook your head. “John, please. I need to be alone.”
You turned and walked toward the exit, stumbling once—but you didn’t look back.
John stayed.
Across the room, Harry had seen everything.
His eyes followed you until the doors closed behind you.
Lucy leaned in. “Harry, don’t let her get to you. That was completely inappropriate.”
He exhaled slowly. “It’s fine.”
Then, quietly— “I’m leaving. See you tomorrow.”
Lucy didn’t argue. She just watched him go, lips pressed thin.
Ron and Dana exchanged grins.
“Well,” Dana murmured, lifting her glass, “Mr. Castillo’s leaving. Aren’t you going to escort him?”
Ron chuckled. “Didn’t you see who he just followed?”
Dana’s smile turned wicked. “Oh. Ms. Queen looked pretty drunk. Guess he got worried.”
Ron chuckled. “Looks like Lucy lost. So… love: one.”
Dana smiled, wicked. “Lucy: zero.”
They clinked their glasses.
11:36 P.M.
Outside, you didn’t even think about calling a cab.
You just wanted air. Cold air, as it turned out.
You stepped onto the sidewalk, muttering under your breath as you walked, arms wrapping around yourself.
“Of course it’s freezing,” you grumbled. “Great timing.”
Your steps weren’t exactly straight. You swayed a little, correcting yourself each time, vaguely aware of the sideways looks people gave you as they passed.
You kept going anyway.
Only after a few minutes did it register that the building behind you was much farther away than it should’ve been.
You slowed, frowning.
“Fantastic,” you muttered. “I’ve walked way too far.”
You drifted toward the curb, fumbling for your phone.
“I just need a cab,” you told yourself. “Go home. Hot shower. Immediately.”
Your heels protested with every step. “These shoes are incredible,” you sighed, “but they’re officially trying to kill me.”
Head bowed, you barely noticed the car pulling up beside you.
A black Mercedes eased to the curb. The window rolled down.
“Get in,” Harry said simply. “I’ll take you home.”
You turned, squinting at him.
“No,” you said. “I’m getting a taxi.”
“You’re standing in the middle of the street like you don’t know where you are,” he replied tightly. “Before someone recognizes you—get in the car.”
“I don’t need your help,” you snapped, voice louder than you intended. “And you don’t need to play husband anymore. You’re not.”
Two people walking past slowed, clearly listening.
Harry muttered something under his breath, got out of the car.
“Before we both embarrass ourselves,” he said lowly, taking your wrist, “get in. Now. I’m already angry—and if this turns into a headline, you’ll be the one on page six tomorrow.”
You yanked your arm back.
“I’m the one who’s angry,” you shot back, words tumbling out faster than your thoughts. “Aaand—” you paused, swaying slightly, “—my feet hurt.”
Harry closed his eyes for a second, like he was counting to ten.
“Are you getting in,” he asked evenly, “or not?”
You hesitated, blinking at him longer than necessary.
There really wasn’t a better option.
“Fiiiine,” you drawled, the word stretched and stubborn. “But I’m getting in myself.” You lifted a finger at him, slightly off-balance. “Don’t. Touch. Me.”
He lifted both hands in surrender. “Okay.”
You walked around to the other side, climbed in, and slammed the door harder than necessary.
Harry got in after you, shifting slightly—but his shoulder brushed yours.
“Move,” you said immediately. “Don’t get close to me.”
He shot you a look. “I’m not dying to touch you.” He shifted away.
The car pulled into traffic. The movement made your head feel heavy, swaying gently with each turn. Your eyelids drooped despite your best efforts. “About what you said back there,” Harry began, voice lower now. “That thing about knowing someone who ‘knew’ you—do you have any idea how close that was to outing us?”
You scoffed weakly.
“You’re worried about the scandal,” he murmured. “If people find out my your ex-wife, who do you think gets hurt more?”
Your head tipped sideways.
Then it happened.
Your temple rested against his shoulder.
Harry froze.
“Queen?” he said softly.
You didn’t answer.
Instead, your arms slid around his, loose and instinctive, as sleep pulled you under. He exhaled slowly.
“This is a terrible idea,” he muttered. “You need to wake up. I can’t take you home like this. If your mother sees you—if she sees me—”
You stirred, barely conscious.
He sighed and lifted a hand, resting it gently at the back of your head, fingers threading lightly through your hair.
The driver glanced at him in the rearview mirror. “Where to, Mr. Castillo?”
Harry hesitated. Then- “Home."
12:49 A.M.
By the time the car rolled into Tribeca, Harry was already trying to wake you. “Hey,” he murmured. “We’re here.” You stirred, incoherent, a soft sound slipping from you that wasn’t quite a word.
He sighed, got out, and came around to your side. When he helped you up, your knees buckled immediately. You were far too drunk to stand on your own—but you tried anyway.
His arm came instinctively around your waist. “Slow,” he said quietly. “Easy.”
You mumbled something unintelligible as he guided you into the building, across the marble floor, and into the elevator. The ride up felt endless.
Somewhere between floors, you muttered, half-asleep, half-resentful, “You’re awful, Harry… I hate you.”
He huffed. “Of course I am. So awful I’m bringing you to my place.”
When the doors opened at the penthouse, you stumbled again. “My foot,” you whimpered.
“Fuck,” he muttered—and without another word, he scooped you up.
You barely noticed as he carried you into his bedroom and laid you gently on his bed. He knelt to remove your shoes, movements careful despite his irritation.
When he did, he paused—eyes catching on the redness along the side of your little toe where the heel had rubbed raw. He exhaled softly.
You murmured again, voice thick with sleep. “You have no idea what I’ve been through… You don’t know how much it hurt.”
Harry froze. “Right,” he said quietly, more to himself. “You must’ve been so hurt. You even talk in your sleep.”
He sat beside you, eyes fixed on your face. “Maybe you could tell me,” he added under his breath. “What hurt you. I just don’t know how to ask.”
You shifted suddenly, rolling onto your side. The deep line of your back, the bare skin revealed by the dress, caught his breath short.
For a second, he leaned in, too close—close enough to feel the pull of something dangerous. “How do you do this?” he whispered. “Make it feel like my heart never broke at all. Like I—”
He stopped himself. Shook his head once.
Then he stood, carefully pulling the covers up around you.
In the quiet after, he found himself at the bar cart, pouring a whiskey he didn’t really want. He sat there, glass in hand, staring into nothing.
You slept in his bed.
It was the first mistake.
3:49 A.M.
A brutal headache dragged you back to consciousness. You blinked, disoriented, pushing yourself upright with a groan, one hand pressing to your temples.
“God… my head is splitting.”
The room was dark. Smaller. Low-lit. And unmistakably not yours.
Harry’s bedroom.
Your breath caught. You glanced down—your dress was still on. Relief came, but not enough to settle the unease. The clock on the nightstand read 3:50. Too early to relax.
You swung your legs over the edge of the bed, feet protesting as they touched the floor—heels had done real damage. You picked them up anyway and padded toward the gold-lit hallway.
Where was Harry?
Probably another room.
Good. No need to check. You just needed to leave. Quietly.
You were halfway to the door when you heard it—
footsteps.
“You’re awake.”
You froze.
Slowly, you turned.
Harry stood at the end of the hall, coming from the kitchen, eyes alert, voice low.
“Were you… leaving?” he asked. “At four in the morning?”
You swallowed, suddenly aware of how exposed you felt. “I—I drank too much. This is awkward. I shouldn’t have stayed. And I displaced you. From your bed." You bit your lower lip. "I did, didn’t I?”
A corner of his mouth lifted. “Are you asking if I slept with you?”
You nodded, mortified.
“Relax,” he said. “Nothing like that happened.”
He paused, then gestured back toward the kitchen. “But don’t go now. You’re still drunk. Sit. Please.”
Your feet throbbed. Pride lost. “…Okay.”
The second mistake.
He poured you water. You sat at the counter and noticed the whiskey bottle—nearly half gone.
“You didn’t sleep,” you said softly.
He handed you the glass. “Couldn’t.”
“Why?”
He leaned back against the counter, arms braced wide, trapping the space without touching you. Watching you—too closely.
“Thinking.”
“About what?”
“Five years ago,” he said.
You froze.
“I found out you weren’t staying at a hotel in Switzerland,” he continued, voice measured, controlled with effort. “Not once. Not for five months.”
Your heart slammed so hard it stole your breath.
“You were at a hospital.”
The word cracked something open—sharp and sudden.
Harry didn’t move. Didn’t blink. His eyes searched your face relentlessly, like he’d been waiting years for the smallest reaction. A flinch. A lie. Anything.
“Why?” he asked quietly. Too quietly. “Why were you there?”
A beat.
“Why did you lie to me?”
You couldn’t look at him. You kept your gaze fixed somewhere over his shoulder, anywhere but his eyes—because if you met them, you knew it would all spill out. Years of silence. Of careful distance. Of a truth you’d buried so deep you’d almost convinced yourself it was gone.
You couldn’t run. And you couldn’t let him see you break.
So you stayed perfectly still— holding everything in.
You made the decision all at once, rising from the chair with practiced composure—too quickly. The world lurched, betraying you as you swayed. Harry reached, fast, grabbing you, his hand slid from your wrist into your palm, fingers threading with care, as if he were learning how to touch you again.
He turned you to face him.
“Why did you leave me?” he asked.
The question landed like it had been waiting years to be heard.
You tore your hand free.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” you said, voice steady.
“I told you on the courthouse steps then—” you met his gaze without blinking, “—I couldn’t stay married to a man I wasn’t in love with.” Five years ago, you’d rehearsed that sentence until it no longer trembled. Until your voice didn’t crack. Until your face learned exactly how to look when you said it—detached, resolved, believable.
The lie came easily now. Old muscle memory.
Harry’s eyes hardened. “Same story. You really couldn’t come up with a better one?”
You reached for your phone. “This was a mistake. I’ll call Mikey—”
He grabbed the phone and hurled it. It shattered against the wall.
“What the fuck are you doing?” you gasped.
He caught your shoulders as you backed into the wall, stopping inches from you.
“Harry—”
He leaned in. Too close.
“You didn’t leave because you stopped loving me,” he said, his voice cracking through the anger. “You left because of what sent you to that hospital.”
“No—” Your voice rose, sharp and raw. You shoved at his shoulders, trying to break free. “You don’t know what you’re talking about!”
“Tell me!” he shouted back, finally losing control. “Just once—tell me the truth!”
“You’re insane,” you snapped, breath shaking as you shoved at him again.
“Yes!” he barked back, louder—raw.
“Yes?” you yelled, incredulous. “Yes what?”
“Yes—you made me that way!” His voice cracked, fury and something dangerously close to pain tearing through it. “Yes, I’m jealous. Yes, it hurts when he touches you. Yes, I can’t stand not being the one who does.”
You stared at him, stunned.
“And yes,” he went on, words spilling now, unstoppable, “I built this damn company for you. Because it was your dream—yes. Because you believed in me when I had nothing—yes. You stood there and backed me every step of the way.”
Your voice collided with his, both of you speaking at once— “—Is this what you want to hear?” “—Is that what this is about now?”
You laughed sharply, breathless, shaking your head. “I never helped you like that—”
“That’s what you think?” he shot back, just as loud.
You fired back, just as loud.
“You said you felt nothing! You said I never even crossed your mind—that you’d forgotten me.”
Your voice broke, sharp and accusing. “You didn’t want me anymore. So what happened? What changed?”
“I never forgot you,” he said hoarsely. “I loved you like a damn idiot.”
A beat. Pain flickered across his face.
“But you left. You walked away, and I spent months tearing myself apart trying to understand why.” His voice roughened. “I blamed you. I tried to hate you. I couldn’t forget you.”
He swallowed, eyes shining now, raw and unguarded.
“And it doesn’t matter anymore,” he said quietly. “None of it does.”
He moved that last inch closer.
“The only thing I’ve ever wanted is you.”
Your breath stuttered, chest tight.
“And you want me,” he added, softer now, deadly certain.
“Harry—stop.” You turned away.
He caught you, pulling you back into him, forehead resting against yours. His hand came up over your chest, not claiming—listening. The contact sent a shock through you, heat and panic colliding, your heartbeat loud enough to feel under his palm.
“I can feel it,” he murmured, his voice unsteady. “Your heart’s still beating for me.”
A breath. Barely there.
“Just like mine is still beating for you.”
“I don’t—”
“Liar.”
The word barely left his mouth before his hand closed around you.
He pulled you to him—hard, abrupt—so sudden you didn’t even have time to inhale.
His mouth crashed into yours.
Not a question. Not a warning.
Your eyes flew open in shock, the world tilting as his lips pressed into yours with bruising intent, all frustration and restraint finally snapping at once.
For half a heartbeat, you froze.
Then your body remembered him.
The anger melted first. The resistance followed. Your fingers curled into his shirt without permission, your breath breaking as the kiss deepened, rough and desperate, like he was afraid you might vanish if he let go.
You softened against him before you could stop yourself.
And he felt it.
He pushed you back up against the wall and grabbed at your sides pulling your pelvis towards his hardening groin.
His kisses trailed to your neck and you gulped back a lustful sigh. He couldn’t know how much you were enjoying it.
The kiss broke into something darker—rougher.
There was no tenderness in it now. No hesitation.
Tongues fought for domination, teeth clashing, bites and nips bruising one another's lips. Just teeth and breath and the sharp pull of years spent pretending you didn’t want this.
Harry’s hands slid to your waist, gripping hard enough to bruise later, as if he needed to remind himself you were real. You answered by yanking at his shirt, buttons giving way under impatient fingers.
“God,” he breathed against your mouth, frustration threaded through the sound.
“Shit,” you snapped—and kissed him harder. Having gotten that familiar taste of his, you couldn't hide your hunger.
Clothes became obstacles.
Annoying.
Unnecessary.
Your back hit the wall again as fabric slipped away—
Harry’s hands finding the thin straps of your dress, dragging them down your arms, letting the fabric pool at your waist with no care for grace or restraint.
Every movement was fueled by anger, by wanting to prove something neither of you could say out loud.
This wasn’t gentle.
It wasn’t loving.
It was need colliding with resentment.
He pressed his forehead to yours for half a second, breath uneven, eyes dark.
You swallowed, forcing the words out even as your body betrayed you. “We shouldn’t be doing this,” you said, voice unsteady but resolute.
His breath hitched. He didn’t move away. Didn’t move closer either. “Do you want me to stop?” he asked quietly, chest rising and falling too fast.
The question hurt more than you expected.
You felt it in your chest, sharp and immediate, like a bruise pressed too hard. Your lips parted, but no sound came out. Instead, you shook your head—once, small, unmistakable.
No.
The third and final mistake.
A slow, crooked smile tugged at his mouth—not cruel, not mocking. Knowing.
He lifted you with a sharp inhale, movement rushed and unrestrained, like he’d run out of patience for pretending this wasn’t exactly what he’d wanted all along.
Your legs wrapped instinctively around his waist, anchoring yourself there as he moved, hands locked tight at your lower back. You clung to him for dear life, nails digging in, not to slow him down—but to keep up.
“Jesus,” he muttered, anger and longing tangled in the word.
His mouth found your neck once again as he carried you across the room, breath hot, unsteady. The kiss there was rough—almost punishing—like he was trying to mark time, erase years, reclaim something he’d lost.
You gasped, fingers threading into his hair, pulling him closer instead of pushing him away.
Everything about it was rushed.
Unfiltered.
Starved.
By the time he reached the bed, you were both shaking—not from uncertainty, but from the force of finally giving in.
The bed caught you hard.
Not gently.
Not carefully.
Like neither of you had any patience left for restraint.
Harry shrugged out of his open shirt and flung it somewhere across the room, the motion sharp, almost angry. Before you could even catch your breath, his weight was there—crowding your space, demanding your attention.
One knee pressed into the mattress between your legs, pinning you in place as his hands roamed with reckless intent, like he’d waited years to touch you and had finally lost the right to be gentle.
His fingers caught in your stockings, gripping them far rougher than necessary, you gasped when fabric gave way under his grip, the sound loud in the quiet room.
“Are you fucking serious?” you snapped, breathless and furious. “That was vintage chanel!”
He didn’t even look at you.
“Too late,” he muttered, already discarding what stood between him and you, like it offended him to have anything in the way.
You cursed him out loud.
His gaze dropped to you—dark, heated, unrepentant.
“Do you have any idea how badly I wanted to tear that dress off you?” he said, voice rough. "Any idea how hard I had to restrain myself from dragging you into the restroom, having you right there, and making you scream until you came hard around me?”
His words sent shivers of excitement down your spine, and you could feel the heat building between your thighs.
You leaned back against the bed, consumed by lust, feeling your sex throbbing, aching.
“Less talking,” you shot back. “More doing, Castillo.”
A sharp smile tugged at his mouth as he leaned closer.
“Bossy,” he murmured, the word deliberately chosen—
a callback, not an insult.
“Bold words for someone who used to like pretending she didn’t want control taken from her.”
You pushed yourself up, eyes blazing.
“Don’t-”
“Oh?” he challenged softly, unmistakably aware of what he was doing.
“You don’t remember how that used to go? Dom/sub dynamic-”
“Shut-“ You were cut off when he cupped your face and forced his lips onto yours. He lips were soft but the kiss was forceful and sloppy this time. You bit his lower lip without thinking.
He hissed through his teeth, the sound sharp, almost pained—almost pleased. For a split second, he pulled back just enough to breathe, eyes dark, dangerous. And then he kissed you again—harder. You could feel him, heavy and hard against you, rutting rhythmically against the junction of your legs. And you heard him swear under his breath between kisses.
His hands roamed your body, squeezing your soft spots, groping your ass, weaving his fingers through your hair, remembering the places that made you squirm when he gave them attention.
He had pushed your panties aside and was now stroking your naked flesh, teasing circles around that sensitive bundle of nerves, dipping just inside of your slick wetness, you sucked in a sharp breath, anger and heat tangling until they were indistinguishable.
You tried to push him back—meant to—but the moment shattered when his touch turned deliberate, knowing exactly how to undo you. Your resolve faltered; your grip tightened instead, guided his hand down to your blushing core.
A low sound escaped him, satisfied, almost amused.
“Still acting mad when you’re really this wet for me,” he said, leaning in close enough that his words barely touched your lips.
“I’m not—” you started, but your legs began to tremble, the protest dying in your throat as he steadied you. He begins to pump his fingers in and out until he finds a steady rhythm, your hips moving in time with his hand, moaning with every thrust. “God, I missed hearing you like that. Do it again.”
You tried to glare back at him but your brows knitted softly together and your mouth fell open as his long finger curled up, granting him a surprised squeak from you. You gritted your teeth, refusing to obey him but he only shook his head and inserted another finger. The vibrations shook your core and were sent up into your stomach where a terrible and wonderful sensation began to build, causing you to crack out a broken moan. You latched your hand on to him, digging your nails into his arms. You were sure you broke the skin because he growled and grabbed your wrists and pinning you against the bed.
The rhythm between you turned relentless, breath stuttering, tempers flaring, control slipping in equal measure.
“That’s it baby, you don’t have to act like you don't want this,” he said, hungry kisses ravishing your neck. He bit down hard and you tried to grab him away but his hold on your arm was hard to pry and when you pulled his hair with your free hand, that only seemed to encourage him more.
“Harry—slow down, I—”
You never finished the sentence.
Not because you didn’t want to speak—
but because your body betrayed you first.
“Oohhh...” You were filled in dread when your walls caved in and clenched around his thick fingers. You never came that fast.
"God...."your breathing was labored while his head was so close to yours. He watched your face contort from fury to a mixture of delirium and euphoria.
He kissed you roughly, eating you out, drinking your mewls, swallowing pleas for more or... for no more, you were very unsure and quite frankly, at a loss for understanding how this even happened.
You let your head fall back against the mattress, eyes closed, trying to steady your breathing—trying to convince your body to slow down.
It didn’t listen.
Somewhere near the floor, something hit softly—fabric, maybe—and the sound carried louder than it should have in the quiet room. A second later, you heard it again: the muted shift of movement, the unmistakable rustle as he freed himself from his pants.
Your pulse spiked.
The anticipation curled low in your stomach, sharp and electric, making you inhale too fast, too shallow.
You opened for him like a flower, allowing him access to your core. He wasted no more time and moved to enter you.
Your lips parted in a moan as you felt him reach all the way, deep inside of you. He retracted for a second, and then plunged back in, relishing your cries. The feeling of you was just as he had remembered it. Your voice, distorted by sentient static, filled his ears, making his head swim.
He took hold of your legs and lifted them a bit, adjusting the angle. Your breath hitched, his name slipping from you before you could stop it—soft, broken, disbelieving. You hated how easily it came. Hated how your body responded as if no time had passed at all.
As wrong as this felt, it also felt devastatingly familiar.
You closed your eyes, overwhelmed by the sensation of recognition—by the way your body seemed to remember him better than your mind ever could. Like it had been waiting, patiently, all these years, to belong there again.
You’d missed him so much your body still felt like it belonged to him.
Like it had never learned another language.
It felt so wrong.
And it felt just right.
And that contradiction—
that was what undid you most.
He dipped his head and claimed your neck again -never get enough of doing this-, mouth hot and insistent, teeth grazing before he licked around your ear next, breathed a soft sigh into the delicate whorls inside as he thrust into you deeply. His breath was rough now, uneven, like he was running out of air and you were the only thing keeping him upright.
So amazing as he went in and out of your tightness, his strong arms wrapped around you possessively, his thrusts become more violent as you squirmed under his hold.
You tried to move against him, gasping for breath but he only held you there—steady, assured—as if he’d always loved having you exactly like this.
Of course he did.
He remembered it all. More than you did. The way control had always been part of the language between you. The way giving in felt like choosing, not losing.
And as memories and desire surged back into the open, neither of you resisted. You surrendered to the place where you’d stopped all those years ago—where dominance blurred into want, and want became the only rule.
Bodies moved together in the dim hush of his bedroom, shadows stretching across the walls as the city’s glow filtered in through the glass. In the low light, you watched his brown eyes fall shut, your name leaving his lips like a confession—soft, reverent, undone.
Harry's body shuddered and you knew he was close. His hands left your sides to brace against the bedpost. You held him tight and kissed him feverishly as he spilled his seed into you. You came not too long after once he yank your bra down, and took your nipple in his mouth.
Pleasure ripped through you, electrifying every nerve as Harry's tongue swirled around your breast, his fingers still rubbing your clit, his length still thrusting inside of you. You tipped over the edge, crying out his name.
His movements were practiced, effortless—muscle memory taking over, precise in a way that told you he remembered exactly what worked, exactly how you liked it. He knew.
If you hadn’t been so drunk on pleasure, on him, you might have asked how he could still be so sure.
But your thoughts were scattered, unfocused—like fireworks going off too early in your head, a New Year’s celebration no one had planned for yet.
His manhood soften and he pulled out, went down, landing on his back, pulling you with him so you were pressed against his chest. He held you there, arms locked around you, keeping you close for as long as you let him—your breaths mingling, the air between you warm, both of you panting in the quiet of the room. He clung to you for as long as you allowed him to, your breaths heating the air between your shaking bodies.
Your breathing slowly found its rhythm again, and you couldn’t quite believe what had just happened. You could feel Harry’s chest rising and falling behind you, right there—steady, solid. You had forgotten how beautiful this was. And maybe that was exactly why it hurt.
You slipped from his arm slowly, carefully.
And then— you pulled away.
The silence that followed was heavier than the moment before. Too loud. Too real.
You sat up first. You adjusted your bra, fingers trembling as you pulled the straps back over your shoulders, as if that small, careful motion could restore something that had already slipped out of reach. Your dress followed, fabric settling against your skin again. You leaned forward to reach for your shoes, grounding yourself in the simple act of putting distance between your bare feet and the floor.
Your hands didn’t quite feel like yours.
There was a tightness in your chest, something sour and unfamiliar curling in your stomach, making it hard to breathe properly.
Behind you, Harry shifted. He propped himself up on one elbow, the sheets rumpled around his waist, staring at you as if he’d lost his bearings entirely. For a moment, he seemed unable to find words—caught between disbelief and something dangerously close to fear.
“Don’t,” Harry said quickly.
Not sharp. Not commanding.
Just scared.
You paused, your back still to him.
Then you bent down again and continued putting on your shoes.
When you stood, he moved. Too fast. He stepped off the bed, bare feet silent against the floor, closing the distance between you in three long strides. Just as you reached the door, his arms came around you from behind, firm but careful, his chest pressed to your back.
“Please,” he murmured, his lips close to your ear. “Don’t leave like this. I can’t— I won’t let you go.”
You felt his heart against your spine, frantic, desperate, fighting to pull you back into something neither of you could name. You closed your eyes, forcing your voice to stay steady, forcing yourself not to lean into him.
“I have to,” you said quietly, keeping your tone cool despite the ache spreading through you. “This is wrong.”
He froze.
Slowly, he loosened his hold.
He stepped back, then moved around you, placing himself in front of the door as if instinct alone had guided him there. His face was open now, stripped of defenses.
“Then let me fix it,” he said, words tumbling over each other. “Let me do this right—let me—”
“Harry, stop.” Your voice cut through him, gentle but final. “There’s no fixing this.”
He swallowed hard. “I don’t know what you went through,” he said, quieter now, raw. “But let me be there. I meant what I said. I love you, baby. I never stopped. Not once.”
You looked at him, trying to keep your expression neutral, even as something inside you splintered.
“I know,” you said softly. “And that’s exactly why I can’t do this. I can’t say it that easily. Not after everything. So if you really love me—if you’re serious—then you’ll let me go.”
The words landed hard.
Harry lowered his head.
That small gesture—so unlike him—nearly broke you. But you didn’t let it show. He stepped aside, slowly, opening a path to the door without looking up.
You walked past him.
At five in the morning, you left his penthouse to the soft click of the door closing behind you. The hallway was quiet, the world holding its breath. His scent still clung to you—warm, familiar, unmistakable. His touch lingered in places you refused to acknowledge. You carried him with you whether you wanted to or not.
Harry remained where he was.
Five years ago, this might have shattered him beyond repair. Tonight, he only dragged a hand down his face, wiping at the tears he refused to let fall freely. He sniffed once, steadying himself, then gave a slow, deliberate nod—as if sealing a decision.
“This time,” he said to the empty room, voice low and unyielding, “I won’t let you walk away.”
His jaw tightened.
“I’ll face the past. I’ll do whatever it takes.”
Lucy noticed it all night.
The way Harry looked at you. How his gaze lingered a second too long, how his attention kept drifting back to you no matter who was speaking.
It caught her interest because it didn’t make sense.
She had known him for three years—through board meetings, charity galas, crisis calls at impossible hours. Not once had she seen him look at anyone like that. Not with hunger. Not with nostalgia. Not with something so painfully… personal.
And the thought crept in, slow and unwelcome:
Why her? And whose were you, really?
Lucy had learned long ago to trust her instincts. Especially the quiet, dangerous ones.
The next morning, she reopened your file.
Not the surface version. The one beneath it.
She combed through financial references, background checks, archived attachments—and then she saw it.
Queen.
The name. The surname.
Identical to Richard Queen’s daughter.
Lucy’s fingers stilled above the keyboard.
“No,” she murmured. “That’s not possible.”
But the denial didn’t last.
She reached for her phone and called a friend in PR—Castillo Capital’s PR. Someone who knew where the bodies were buried. Someone who had access to what had been erased.
“What I need,” Lucy said calmly, “are the marriage files. Everything that never made it to the press.”
Minutes later, her inbox filled.
And Lucy felt the air leave her lungs.
QUEEN AND CASTILLO FAMILIES CONSOLIDATE POWER THROUGH MARRIAGE An elite union reshapes Manhattan’s financial landscape.
Subheadline: Sources confirm the marriage was strategically designed to merge influence across global markets.
Lucy scrolled.
Another headline—lighter in tone, sharper in intent.
MANHATTAN’S QUEEN CHOOSES CASTILLO’S GOLDEN HEIR A match of pedigree, power, and undeniable chemistry.
And then one more. Older. Carefully buried.
A PRIVATE CEREMONY, A PUBLIC STRATEGY Why one of Manhattan’s most powerful marriages vanished from the headlines overnight.
She scrolled further.
And then she found the divorce.
CASTILLO–QUEEN MARRIAGE ENDS IN SILENCE Sources cite a sudden split between Manhattan’s most strategic union.
Another one. More pointed.
POWER COUPLE NO MORE: QUEEN AND CASTILLO FINALIZE QUIET DIVORCE No statements. No appearances. No explanations.
Lucy’s jaw tightened as she read the next.
FROM ALLIANCE TO ABSENCE Why Manhattan’s most talked-about marriage disappeared—and why no one was allowed to ask why.
And then the one that made her pause.
CASTILLO CAPITAL FOUNDED WEEKS AFTER HIGH-PROFILE DIVORCE Coincidence—or calculated reinvention?
Lucy leaned back slowly.
Marriage. Disappearance. Divorce. Reinvention.
Now the timeline made sense.
Harry hadn’t just been looking at you.
He had been remembering you.
“It was right in front of me,” she whispered to herself. “All this time… right in front of me.”
Her fingers curled slowly against the desk.
“How did I not see it?”
Chapter Warnings: +18, SMUT, EXPLICIT CONTENT! MDNI, intense sexual tension, rough neck kiss, touching, hate sex, angry sex, argument, angst, dirty talk, possessive behaviour, rough sex, piv, creampie, fingering.
This chapter ended up very long — honestly, I could’ve split it into three separate parts. But I really wanted it to feel like watching a film or an episode unfold in one sitting, without breaking the tension or the mood. I hope you enjoyed experiencing it that way. Your thoughts, reactions, and feedback mean so much to me and truly shape how this story continues. Thank you for being here and reading...
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𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒚 <𝟑/𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙩。𝙡𝙤𝙜/𝟬𝟬𝟬𝟬𝟰
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ❝𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒖𝒚 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒘𝒂𝒔𝒏𝄒𝒕 𝒂 𝒈𝒖𝒚 𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒍𝒍.ᐟ ❞
๋ ࣭ ⭑ㅤ 𝒔𝒚𝒏𝒐𝒑𝒔𝒊𝒔 . . . ellie creates a fake facebook account to mess with her best friend, dina. then you add her. she has quietly liked you for years, yet never had the courage to talk to you in class. when you start messaging her, ellie panics. you think you’re talking to a boy. she knows you’re straight, but telling the truth feels like the fastest way to lose the only version of you that ever chose her first.
๋ ࣭ ⭑ ㅤ𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 . . . catfish, wlw shit.
๋ ࣭ ⭑ ㅤ𝒂/𝒏 . . . this is not a continuation or a prequel to my other ellie is away (in case you wanna read it). reblogs and feedback are super appreciated <𝟑 ++ please make sure you wait for the divider to load completely before each chapter—it indicates which month the chapter is set in. every two chapters, there’s a one-month time skip, so keep that in mind. pls and thank you :p
๋ ࣭ ⭑ ㅤ 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔 . . . 𝒎𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕 ₊ 𝟎𝟎𝟏 ₊ 𝟎𝟎𝟐 ₊ 𝟎𝟎𝟑 ₊ 𝟘𝟘𝟜 ₊ 𝟎𝟎𝟓 ₊ 𝟎𝟎𝟔 ₊ 𝟎𝟎𝟕 ₊ 𝟎𝟎𝟖 ₊ 𝟎𝟎𝟗 ₊ 𝟎𝟏𝟎
You: Oh, a profile picture!
You: Did you magically just figure out how to upload them
Elliot: jesse taught me
You: Finally
You: Is that your dog?
Elliot: yeah:)
Elliot: his name is zeus
You: That’s such a cute name
You: I’m passionate about mythology, so yeah
You: I highly approve
Elliot: a mythology nerd
Elliot: who would’ve thought
You: Excuse you
You: Not a nerd, just educated
You: You should try it
Elliot: educate me then
Elliot: wait. idea.
Elliot: random mythology facts 4 science ones
Elliot: and trust me i got pretty cool ones
You: Deal
You: Okay so
You: You brought this on yourself.
Elliot: i regret nothing
Elliot: proceed
You: In early Greek myths Hades did have a name, but people thought that saying his name would literally summon him
You: So they’d use euphemisms, some would even refer to him as “the hospitable one”
You: Which is insane because he literally RULES the underworld T-T
Elliot: imagine calling death “hospitable”
Elliot: incredible branding
You: Greek PR was wild
You: Also
You: Persephone wasn’t just a victim
You: In older versions she chooses to stay in the underworld part of the year
You: She becomes a queen, not a kidnapped girl
Elliot: ok i like that version way better
You: Me tooo!!!
You: She literally turns death into a cycle instead of an ending
You: That’s literally why spring exists
You: She walks out of hell and the earth wakes up
You: She’s basically a diva
Elliot: wow
Elliot: ok yeah that’s actually really beautiful
You: Thank you
You: Another one
You: Athena wasn’t born normally
You: Zeus swallowed her pregnant mother because of a prophecy
You: And Athena later burst out of his skull fully grown and armored
Elliot: LMAO WHAT
You: Yeah
You: The goddess of wisdom was literally born from a migraine
You: Hephaestus split his skull open and helped her out
Elliot: that explains a lot honestly
You: It really does
You: Also Medusa?
You: She wasn’t a monster at first
You: She was a priestess who got punished for being assaulted
You: The myth literally turns victim blaming into a monster story
Elliot: ohh that’s so fucked up
You: Extremely
You: But later interpretations reclaim her as a symbol of rage and protection
You: Her gaze turns men to stone
You: She becomes untouchable
Elliot: ok
Elliot: medusa is officially my favorite now
You: Excellent choice
You: See, you now have taste
Elliot: i’m learning from the best
You: One more
You: Dionysus?
You: God of wine, madness, theater
You: His followers believed losing control was holy, sacred even
Elliot: so
Elliot: ancient sanctioned crazy behavior
You: Exactly
You: The Greeks didn’t fear excess
You: They feared repression
Elliot: wow
Elliot: i feel personally attacked
You: You should.
You: Okay, your turn
You: Science me :)
Elliot: ok ok
Elliot: did you know your brain can literally rewire itself over time based on what you focus on the most
You: Titties
You: I did
You: That’s terrifying tbh
Elliot: yeah
Elliot: obsession literally carves pathways
Elliot: you become what you think about
You: RIP Greek gods you all would’ve loved neuroscience
Elliot: absolutely
Elliot: also
Elliot: stars you see at night?
Elliot: some of them don’t exist anymore
You: Stop
You: Why is that sad
Elliot: it issss
Elliot: you’re basically looking at ghosts
You: Welp that’s poetic
Elliot: see
Elliot: i’m learning
You: I’m soo proud of you :3
Elliot: careful
Elliot: encouragement makes me reckless
You: Good
You: I like reckless nerds
Elliot: oh no
You: Oh yes
You: Okay so hear me out
Elliot: technically can’t but go on
You: Shut the fuck up and let me finish
You: Your doggo is cute
You: But I fear I might need to see your face next please and thank you
Elliot: never
Elliot: i dont like how i look in pics i told you
You: That’s all of us, babe
You: Plus, look at Jesse’s pictures
You: He’s handsome and all but…
You: His pictures all look the same lmao
You: Same pose, same expression
You: Just different lighting and backgrounds
Elliot: lmao true
Elliot: ngl i bully him for that
You: The Jesse hate is real
Elliot: i wish i was him sometimes
You: In what way?
Elliot: in every way lol
Elliot: he just doesn’t care about shit
Elliot: about what people think
Elliot: about consequences
You: It’s never too late to be a little careless
Elliot: i just dont have it in me
You: Maybe.
You: Or maybe you already are, just not in the way you want to be
Elliot: i don’t know about that
You: You’re not supposed to
You: That’s kind of the point :)
Elliot: huh
You: Anyway
You: I’ve been staring at this screen for way too long
You: It’s late and my brain is starting to turn into soup
Elliot: oh
Elliot: yeah that’s fair
Elliot: you should sleep
You: Look at you caring about my well being
Elliot: someone has to
You: I had fun tonight
You: Solid conversation
Elliot: yeah
Elliot: i did too
Elliot: thanks for talking to me
You: Anytime, Elliot
You: Goodnight :)
Elliot: goodnight
Elliot: sleep well:)
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