#thatwasfunnypleaselaugh

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Here, have this:

What if they think an atom bomb is a good idea?

They think a lot of things, and the thought exits their head the minute it enters. But if this one does make it past their nugget-hole, then there are way too many people who don’t want to die to let it happen. And the reason we’d die even if we bombed someone else is this thing called “mutually assured destruction.” Or “MAD” if you don’t have much time.

It’s much more complicated than this, but insultingly simply, the idea is that powers that be can go, “well if you nuke me, then I’ll nuke you, and if I nuke you, then they’ll nuke me and she’ll nuke them and they’ll nuke him and we’ll all just die.” And before you say “there’s no way they understand that,” the people AROUND THEM do. And it would be difficult to hang onto power if the entire world is dead.

I cannot deactivate, I am trapped within this stupid webbed sites back end code please free me

I managed to come out to my mom, and. I dunno. I phrased it as "I think I might be trans, but I'm not sure yet", because… I thought it'd be easier? I guess? And now she wants to make sure I don't do something irreversible to myself if it's not actually something I want, which I understand. But it's really making things worse for me.

I don't know what I hoped would happen. It's not like she can use he/him for me now, not until I'm out to enough people for her to converse about me. But is "If you were a man, you'd be pretty bad at being a man" really that helpful? Or making me self conscious about my emotional support necklaces? Which I need?

I'm making her out to be really evil and whatnot, but she really isn't. She knows I have mental health problems, and thinks they might be the reason for all this. And I can't tell her it's the other way around, because that would mean telling her I lied.

I don't really have a neat way to conclude this, so uh… statement ends.

It might just be better to tell her you weren’t entirely honest with her. If she’s really as caring as you say, then she’ll understand when you explain why you were untruthful. Especially since she seems to understand how difficult it is for genderqueer people, given how worried she is now.

It’s ok, you get this: