#thats helpful

why is it when i cry and moan and complain about things that happen to me i get ignored meanwhile when certain other people so much as even hint that they're sad its immediate awww whats wrong babyyy cuddles and love and praise? am i just...unlikeable? or am i just doing it wrong? whats the right way to cry for attention?

So apparently Tumblr has started moving any tags with punctuation in them to the top, ruining any attempt I make at commenting half-coherently in tags?

Just an update for everyone: I've made it home safe from the five hour car ride from my college to my hometown. Im currently in my room doodling since my parents have gone to bed. Its weird being home again. I actually kinda feel like a stranger in my own house. I made college my home so much, now I have to adjust to being back here again. Hell my own bed doesnt even feel like my bed. While I had a nice night with my parents and they're happy to have me home, as well as my siblings and dogs are, I'm still anxious to be here, and I don't think thats going to go away till I'm back at college. I've been listening to Codotverse casefiles for a little while now, they help calm me down somehow. Hopefully my visit doesn't turn out to be as stressful as I anticipated, but we'll just have to see as the week goes on.

not sure if my face is just leaking tears or im suppressing too hard and having a worse time then i thought 🙃

i started a very long fanfic a while ago and every day i wish to read it before realizing it will probably never be complete and it has made me determined to actually try and work on it for once after i get done with school shit