#thatendogirl

Was a little too honest at my pcp appointment

Starting Cymbalta. (if anyone has taken this & is willing to share experiences I am eternally grateful)

They looked very worried when the depression & anxiety screeners returned higher than last time.

Primary care looked like I was one wrong statement away from baker acting me

Anyway I'm in crippling pain and avoiding the ER bc i don't want to be labled as drug seeking

Okok, logging off for now

Hello everyone.

It's good to see you all again.

I'd like to provide everyone with some context.

This year, as of February 2nd, 2026, I no longer have a uterus due to my endometriosis.

I had opted out of another excison surgery due to the fact that It hadn't helped in the year previous.

During my hysterectomy, myl uterus weighed about ~26 oz due to the endometriosis and adenomyosis that at the time I didn't know I had. I also had a fibroid that we didn't know about until after my pathology report came back. I no longer have my cervix either. Upon pathology, they did not find anything cancerous, but found cells on my cervix that were precancerous.

I am thankful for the doctors who believed me and offered me this option. I will be seeing a new pain management doctor to help manage the remaining pain from the endo. I will also be seeing a colorectal surgeron and a uro/gyn to plan any future surgery needed to help start to remove the lesions fusing my colon, intestines and bladder together.

I will hope to write again when I am not as tired from today aa I am. Thank you all for those who have been so patient to see me update, I love you all dearly.

My body is so exhausted.

I've done next to nothing today and i swear it feels like I've got the flu, just 1,000x worse.

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     name(s): Cinna

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Inosuke Enthusiast.

I know i've mentioned once or twice that I'm married.

I seriously don't know what I'd do without her. She's knocked out next to me and the dog is passed out in her crate. I'm so thankful for the times she''s sat with me in the ER. The days that she's sat in the waiting rooms of hospitals and doctor's offices. The stupid videos shes gotten of me messed up on sedation. The times she's run to the pharmacy last minute.

She lays next to me, and all i can think of is how grateful I am for her patience. Her unending kindness.

I love our silly moments together, the hours we've spent laughing together. The moves we've made together (USA -> China -> back to the US.) The silly argument's we've had over anime men (I still stand on my Giyuu stance.)

After all of this, I never thought I'd ever get to experience in my lifetime. I truly thought I wouldn't make it past 16, but here I am in my 20's, spending them with you.

In every universe, in every reincarnation, I'd choose to be your wife. In every life, I'd seek you out, even if we're just friends. In every world, I kneel before you, tying your sneakers. In every kneel, I'll always kiss the scar on your knee from that surgery. I'll bandage your wounds, I'll always lay down my brain for us to unravel.

I'll never forget the way you looked on the day you and I said "I do". I'll always remember the feel of your dress on my fingers. The way I nearly fell into you trying to step down from the altar and the way you giggled. I'll never forget the way your piercings felt on my lips. The matcha perfume you wear everyday, the way that I hope that it'll never wash out of the bedding.