#that question.

《She froze at your question, seems it struck a nerve.》

"I.."

《They don't answer. They seem scared to.》

The question you always seem to ask me..

"Why me?"

"How am I better than other guys?"

"What makes me special & different?"

Well, I'm going to bring you back to my past, in my shoes/socks, & in my perspective/position.

Your voice.. it was really different than other guys, other guys have deep, low, typical guy voices that you hear all the time, but yours, it's so different, it makes my ears want to hear more<3 I still remember the time you asked me if you sounded like a girl. xD Babe.. I just love your voice.. it brings out moods and expressions better than anyone else's, I love your voice at night where it's so soothing, I love your voice when you're having fun where it brings out the excitement and energy, I love your voice in the morning where your voice makes a huge change that I can smile & laugh to with you .. there's no other way to explain it, other people might not like it, but the first time I heard it, I didn't want it to go away.. 

I remember the time when I first saw "Bryan San Antonio".. the feeling I had for  you when I saw that name was a "little" crush, I still get that feeling now when I see your name.. I still feel that little crush that I had on you 2 years ago. You think I saw your facebook once, but I kinda did try to facebook stalk you for a while, lol.. I didn't mean to. ]: But I just did it.. I only did it for a while cause everything was on private.. I was just waiting for the time where it didn't say you were in a relationship, but I gave up, pretty much, cause who was I to want you do break up with someone you love?

Your personality.. it's addicting.. when I called you again in the middle of June, you were the only guy that matched my personality, you were fun & took jokes, what caught me was you played along with my prank calls<3 , most people don't do that.. then you actually started getting curious on who I was, you didn't wanna stop.. you kept chasing me.. I liked you cause you made me feel like, you wouldn't leave me alone.. you'll always be there, you wont leave me.. 

Then the day came and you started calling me babe, I never called anyone babe in person before, yeah I typed it to my ex's, I did cause that what girlfriend and boyfriend do, I felt weird calling them babe. But I was so comfortable calling you babe.. the time when you confessed to me that you liked me, you wouldn't stop calling me babe, it gave me butterflies.. those little things to you, were enormous things to me.. you made my history.. no one has ever done it like you did & still now do.. every time I'd call you, I'd smile.. you never brought me down, it was like you always knew what to say.. you were my first.. usually I'd get really annoyed when guys try hitting on me. But you seemed to be so fit.. you're basically the one I was waiting for, I went through so many mister wrongs, to find you, mister right<3.

I never told you any of this before because well, to be honest, every time you ask me that question, I go blank.. 

You tell me I liked Thuc but you can even ask him, I talked about you with Thuc even when Thuc doesn't even know you.. You were the only one I was aiming for, there was no one I really liked when I "met" you. Lol.