#th....

gideon and harrow are occupying space in my brain

i was officially diagnosed with chronic post traumatic stress disorder >___>

i forgot to tell you that my laundry has been piling up for weeks i forgot to tell you that i ball them into halves, one of your favourite colours and the other of the assorted leftovers that are hard to describe i forgot to tell you that when the machine spins i look at the clouds like when you talked about the teacup ride at a carnival beside your house but it is closed now i forgot to tell you about the shapes i counted and wished were there i forgot to tell you that the only gold i see in the sky is the ends of your hair when it is sunday i forgot to tell you that my neighbour’s little daughter caught sugar in her eyes while arranging the altar and it sounded like your laugh one summer ago