Well sort of, he is newer to my practices but like you I can't help but feel like he's been in mine a lot longer than I've known of him. I'm only now starting to explore my connection with him. May I ask how you came to follow him?
ah, it is so interesting our experience with him are similar! well you see I am mexican , and I had alwasy liked mithology of course because we had been colonized I only read about greek and egyptian myths wich were the most available books, but by the time I was between 13 to 15 I began to read more about the mexica deities, of course at first my curiosity and knowledge was only academic, and when I became a pagan a couple of years ago, I must have been arround 21 to 23 , I began by following xochipilli , the god of love, flowers, art ,sex and homosexuals, patron of artists and male prostitutes, because he rules over all the things I wanted in my life. now at first tezcaltipoca scared me , also due to my colonized understanding , as he is seen as “ the adversary” wich catholics call “ satan “ little by little I began leaving this notions behind me, dismateling this illusions, and soon I realized tezcaltipoca seemed to have been there for as long as I can remember. divination, sorcery, obsidian, night and so much more. now I dont know how he is with you , I at least seem to perceive him as extremely silent , wich is why I had never noticed his presence in my life before, wich is why I had not seen the signs, now I feel him as the night wind, but now I realize…. , since he is said to be omnipresent it would be imposible not to have had him in my life. that is why he is “ hard to sense “ it would be like smelling air, smelling yourself, you cant because it is always there. I thank him so much for his wisdom, I have learned so much. he has guided me without me knowing and the knowledge of him has helped me develop spiritually on many levels since I am aware of him- what about you? (this one I will publish because I want to be able to tag it and keep it on file I hopw you dont mind) and sorry for my bad english and terrible grammar and spelling.
